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grant_TheFortunateSon

I used to want to change the world; now I just want to try and leave the room with a little dignity

About Me

“Let the lover be disgraceful, crazy, absent-minded. Someone sober will worry about events going badly. Let the lover be.”-Rumi ---Here's Mirko CroCop living to his full potential and giving me motivation to use my body to its fullest.


"Do you see him? Do you see the story? Do you see anything? It seems I am trying to tell you a dream--making a vain attempt, because no relation of a dream can convey the dream-sensation, that commingling of absurdity, surprise, and bewilderment in a tremor of struggling revolt, that notion of being captured by the incredible which is the very essence of dreams." -Heart of Darkness

My Interests

I think about thinking. I think Giovani Ribisi would play me in a movie about my life. I'm addicted to the sun. Need the outdoors; always wan't to go camping. Kind of a Hippy. Kind of a Punk. Love being truly in love, and the intensity of a union with real chemistry (most will never know what i mean by that). Being true to myself in every setting, even when that causes me to stick out. Anything off-color or Anti is perfect.

I'd like to meet:

"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!"-Kerouac from 'On the Road'---i want to meet people who have the strength to stand tall when the others are slouching. people who feel the need to question and act on it. folks with BALLS.Somebody once said "That which is striking and beautiful is not always good, but that which is good is always beautiful." Which are you, I wonder....

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Music:

Led Zeplin, Cash, Benny Benassi, Tom Waits, Diamanda Galas, Radiohead, Shiny Toy Guns, Nina Simone, Juno Soundtrack, Black Flag, Googoosh, Buzzcocks, Muse, Bjork, Bjork, Bjork...

Movies:

300, American Psycho, Closer, Aeon Flux, Appocolypse Now, Underworld Evolution, The Libertine, Dancer in the dark, Waiting for Guffman, Fear and Loathing, i heart Huckabees, Romie and Michelle, Ultraviolet, Superman, Vanilla Sky, Garden State, Super Troopers, The Ring, Romeo and Juliet, Dane Cook, Fight Club, Drop Dead Gorgeous,..

Television:

UFC, PRIDE, My So Called life, Extreme Makever and Home Edition (I am gauranteed to cry in every one!), Will and Grace (guilty pleasure), The History of on History Channel, Man vs. Wild

Books:

I Hope They Serve Beer In Hell-Tucker Max, You Shall Know Our Vellocity, White oleander, Farewell to Arms, Great Gatsby, Conversations With God, Mrs. Dalloway, Juniper Tree Burning, Art and Physics, H.B.W.O.S.G. (Reading is an art and education and I fucking love it)

Heroes:

Heroe: Tucker Max

My Blog

alone, living in love

I am in lovewithout partnermost believeone daylove will find themmy essence is in lovemy life knows onlyto follow in kindi am union romancewith no one in particular get close enough thoughwe can thriv...
Posted by grant_TheFortunateSon on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 12:51:00 PST

may you find me now

with the welcome of sleepthe duty of my lidsgive wayof this idealic hazeare you the subject in this lapse of reasonagainfor here can i recallthe texture and colorsof your perfect skinhere the echo of ...
Posted by grant_TheFortunateSon on Sun, 25 May 2008 01:54:00 PST

i’ll watch for you here

and in this place,I sit alone.truethat the currents at my feetkeep most from achieving my audience;thus this temple,to life as I see it,grows holy in such solitude.i've known lovethat has gorged upon ...
Posted by grant_TheFortunateSon on Sat, 17 May 2008 08:22:00 PST

try and forget me

your battery of tests begs the grit of my teeth,my jaw grinds out disappointments while you play indecisive.amiable charm i may flow with your benefit,patient passivity sir i have been born without...
Posted by grant_TheFortunateSon on Mon, 12 May 2008 06:22:00 PST

we’ll meet when i wake

just keep singing.let me sleep to that longing moan.i'm lonely for you.with no better words,lonely for you.let me be no lessa manfor this weakness,it's you that calls me backwhen with routine i withdr...
Posted by grant_TheFortunateSon on Thu, 01 May 2008 12:45:00 PST

I’ll wash the streets from your skin

modern marvels in perfect concrete,ancient anxieties frommeeting that which confronts.breathe out beside melet me strip the streetsfrom your skin,the story of your daycan be forgotten now.there's your...
Posted by grant_TheFortunateSon on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 03:05:00 PST

i’ve spoken all along

quick now,step up.perfect,just one in front of the other.grip my hand,that link will never leave you.follow this whisperas the chaos bellows beside;no news in their urgencyjust patterns in fear.i've b...
Posted by grant_TheFortunateSon on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 03:38:00 PST

by my own hand

it rises, this dark tide of moon, and spreads my pain to shores i can’t seem to keep clean.   what feeds these creeks into rivers that flood my day?   i fear i am the spring that give...
Posted by grant_TheFortunateSon on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 12:47:00 PST

just my lover

i have no thoughtful words to tout this consuming ache,   thus stricken,  i write.   loosing you is a depth so hard to call out from   with the sight of the tremmo...
Posted by grant_TheFortunateSon on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 11:48:00 PST

Never in Whisper

And when was this Zenith?Time when I ring so true with Life?Am I in it now;bleeding in full force,failing with heroes' honor,thrusting in solid valor of Man,gripping the stinging heart of consciousnes...
Posted by grant_TheFortunateSon on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 08:35:00 PST