If Jodhel Was A Sin....

(sigh)....everything there is to know about me....is written down in the books of life under the chapter "damn...why do you do it?".....if you ever meet me...im going to be the guy who changes your life from whatever bad direction you might be heading towards...and im going to show you what life is for a guy who has done much...but has been thinking even more....whether your problem is shyness....drinking...smoking...hatred...lack of focus...broken home....no friends...too many friends...whether you think your stupid or that you cant do it alone...i apologize for those people who havent met me yet...for two reasons...one...i havent gotten to help you with your problems in life yet...and two...when we do meet..and we will...i apologize if it gets to the point where we end up as loving friends..or just in love...because after i've broken you out of your shell, or showed you why drinking is just a weak way of having fun, or why smoking is probably the gayest thing anyone could do for kicks...when i prove to you why hating someone is a wasted emotion because while your hating them, they are hating themselves..so when does it end... when i get you to focus on something you couldnt pay attention to for 2 seconds because you didnt care or understand, but i taught you....when i give you the brother you never had and learn what family really means....when i introduce you to the world that you thought had no place for you, but all u needed was a good friend to help you look.....i promise im going to give you all that and more. the problem is once i start i dont know how to stop...how to stop being that person who supports you...i dont believe in giving up until the person your giving up on tells you 3 times that they dont want you in their life....so far thats only happened once...and it was with someone i liked very much, ....if you take all of this and put it into a pretty good looking body and a decent mind with a good heart and eyes that say it will all be ok...well some people say that that is me..Jodhel..but i dont know...i cant look into my own eyes...

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