[L.U.S.][F.A.B.S.][V.I.G.]
KEEP TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME. KEEP WASTING YOUR TIME AND ENERGY ON ME. KEEP LAUGHING WITH YOUR LITTLE FRIENDS ABOUT ME. IT ONLY MAKES ME STRONGER. IT ONLY MAKES ME MORE POPULAR.
IF YOU HATE ME SO MUCH, WHY WANNA BE ME?
AWW, THAT'S SAD. :(
Bipolar. (?)
I never seem to have any interesting to say. My life is not that interesting like you may think.
I spend most of my days doing absolutely nothing and just being the depressed, bitter, complicated, mad girl I am.
I'm always gonna hate the city I live in and hope it's gonna burn someday.
This city ruined my life.
I'm gonna move the fuck away from here as quick as I can.
Everyday I play my part. I'm not who you think I am.
I never cry in front of other people. I never talk about myself and my problems.
I always cry, both on the inside and on the outside.
I give up too easily.
I don't think I ever felt alive.
I don't believe in myself and it seems like I'm never good enough so I don't even try.
I'm apathetic, I have no motivation and I find it hard to breath.
I'm pessimistic and unhappy most of the time.
I'm so goddamn shy.
I am a mess and insane, I really am.
I'm never gonna be happy with myself.
I feel like I'm never gonna make it.
I hate the way I am. Sometimes I want be normal.
I’ve never really been normal.
I'm a freak.
I've always been alone.
Friendship is surreal to me.
I never really had a true friend.
I don't really have many friends.
The only few friends I have live far away.
Apparently, I'm a loner.
Somehow people like to stab me in the back.
Most of the time I push people away for fear.
I want to be loved but I'm afraid.
Even if I wanna squeeze you, it's hard for me to show you any kind of affection.
I'm never mean even with people who deserve it.
I care too much.
I always think way too much.
I'm never going to trust you or open up. NEVER.
I'm always afraid people is gonna leave and betray me.
I never forgive or forget.
Even though you may think I consider myself pretty just know I really really really hate my body, my face, myself.
I'm always gonna see myself ugly and fat.
I'm so goddamn insecure and frustrated because of that.
It's hard for me to even find a reason to get out of the bed. To just do the ordinary things.
I choke on the most insignificant things.
I'm scared of life.
I'm scared of living.
I feel like I've lost the best part of my years.
I'm afraid of growing old.
Maybe someday I'll be able to remember about a day when my mother asked me how my day went or noticed while I was crying.
Maybe someday I'll be able to remember about a father who was not too busy being angry and judging everyone else but himself.
I'd love to erase my past and start my life all over again.
I think human beings and religion destroyed the world.
God and heroes don't exist for me.
I hate the human race.
I hate ignorance.
I hate fashion, trends and followers.
I hate people who take people and things for granted.
I hate people who don't give a fuck about the world sorrounding them.
Nobody really knows me, not even myself.
Don't tell me it's normal having problems because this isn't just a phase, it's my life.
I always feel like I never say what I really wanna say and what I wrote here isn't even half of what it's needed to be said about me.
