carye-berry.. ooo thats me ♥

About Me

if you hate me. hate me.if you do hate me. shut up don't hold your breath.
i really don't care. and probably don't ilke you either. if you like me. tell me. cause if you truly hate someone. you wouldn't waste the time or breath on them. thats just how it is.
moving on. i have a few people in my life that i can't live with out. regaurdless what i say. i love them. they are like family. i wouldn't have it any other way.
i'm not pretty. i'm not smart. but i am me. deal with it. i change for no one. if i like you. i'll nagotiate. if i don't. i wont waste my time. you mean nothing
i live for the day. i like to sleep. hang out with my boyfriend. sing when no ones around. i'm not perfect. i don't claim to be.
i'm a follower of christ. and proud of it. i have gone on one mission so far. and i'm about to go on another this summer
♥ carye
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: carye
Birthday: march 31st
Birthplace: hospital
Current Location: home
Eye Color: green
Hair Color: brown
Height: 5'6"
Right Handed or Left Handed: lefty
Your Heritage: lots
The Shoes You Wore Today: chucks
Your Weakness: marks smile/eyes
Your Fears: everytthing.... litteraly
Your Perfect Pizza: idk peperoni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: loosing the 6 pounds i gained over spring break
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: ha ha
Thoughts First Waking Up: f*** off
Your Best Physical Feature: i like my eyes
Your Bedtime: whenever
Your Most Missed Memory: grammpa
Pepsi or Coke: coke. but pepsi products
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither
Single or Group Dates: depends. first date-fifth date. single. after that group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither. both suck
Chocolate or Vanilla: depends
Cappuccino or Coffee: niehter
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: yes
Do you Sing: no
Do you Shower Daily: mostly
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: tech
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: no
Do you get Motion Sickness: not really
Do you think you are Attractive: no
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: kinda
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: no
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: fast. or slow and painless
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: chef/resturaunt owner
What country would you most like to Visit: idk
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: brown
Favourite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long Hair: short-ish
Height: 5.10
Weight: 150ish
Best Clothing Style: idk
Number of Drugs I have taken: none
Number of CDs I own: idk
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: nothing
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My Blog

the tragedy is me

i never thought i'd feel this way happy. sad. mad. glad. bi-polar. i swear i can't be happy. well stay happy.i'm feeling bad all the time. it feels like i'm loosing the one that means the most tragic ...
Posted by carye-berry.. ooo thats me ♥ on Sat, 12 May 2007 01:26:00 PST

not a poem. or even a story. it's reality

i want to run away. never look back. never think twice. i wanna get the hell outta here. i wanna get so far away from here. it wont just be a memory. it'll be a story told. a line written. may...
Posted by carye-berry.. ooo thats me ♥ on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 04:24:00 PST

nothing

Nothing no one is ever there the ones that were there were wasted space acted like they knew everything they don't they know nothing nothing about me about life all thats done is pretend like make-bel...
Posted by carye-berry.. ooo thats me ♥ on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 12:33:00 PST

i wish

i wish you could grow up. it ain't that hard. it's fairly easy. stop making it harder on yourself. and get yourself into some rehab. or clinic. you seriously need it. badly. you blame others for your ...
Posted by carye-berry.. ooo thats me ♥ on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 11:39:00 PST

so yesterday

so yesterday started to suck bad. like really bad. it was like 85 degrees yesterday. and all mark wanted to do was his neighbors cd player. yeah i get it. prearranged stuff. but when it's the warmest ...
Posted by carye-berry.. ooo thats me ♥ on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 09:32:00 PST

you failure

you hurt us you hurt them why... why did you make mom cry why did you hurt them... my brothers and sister did nothing why did you let me go... mom never deserved to cry herself to sleep at nig...
Posted by carye-berry.. ooo thats me ♥ on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 09:28:00 PST

change?

so lately i've been thinking. about how i was in middle school. i was a complete loser. i did nothing outside of school. and yet i was happy with that... then. but looking back on it. i was upset. i w...
Posted by carye-berry.. ooo thats me ♥ on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 10:44:00 PST

today

today has been one of the worst days this year... my best friend left.. so i'm in a depression over that.. and the one that is supposed to keep me sane.. well wasn't there. and i know it wasn't his ch...
Posted by carye-berry.. ooo thats me ♥ on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 09:11:00 PST

live. love. lose

so i've been trying to figure out how to define love. is it possible. then i though. no... you can't define feelings/emotions. you can describe them. and explain your opinion and how you feel. b...
Posted by carye-berry.. ooo thats me ♥ on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 10:05:00 PST

N/A

you heard it from him... i'm carye. and to correct him. i'm not perfect. and no where near beautiful. but he is right about one thing. i do have many years to put up with him. i love him. he has saved...
Posted by carye-berry.. ooo thats me ♥ on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 02:17:00 PST