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nikki h

inky pens, good paper and the sound of a typewriter...bliss

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Simone deBeauvoir and Jean Paul Sartre and ask what it's really like to obtain true objective but totally committed companionship...Alot of people I already know...I love meeting my best friends in airports, trainstations, new cities and long letters....my family with which I will live when we find out that there's only a little man with a napoleon complex behind the big curtain.

Music:

Dead moon.Dixie Dirt. Josephine Foster&The Supposed. PinBack. Jets to Brazil. Old Ironsides...Neko Case...Avett Brothers...E'erbody Fields...AmyWinehouse...Sam Cooke...Joe Tex...The Gossip...

Movies:

Science of Sleep---U.S. vs John Lennon---The Producers---Cabaret---Andy Warhol---Woody Allen---La Dolce Vita---The Tenant---the safety of objects---Lillian Gish movies---Pornography:The Secret History of Our Civilization

Television:

mi no speaka tv...how you say... teevee? ... mi no comprende...

Books:

Djuna Barnes...OSho Rajneesh...F'in Mary Gaitskill!!! She's DIABOLICAL!!!! That goddamn mysoginist Brion Gysin... KINSEY...The Tent (Margret Atwood)...David Rakoff's DON"T GET TOO COMFORTABLE...an awesome take on the rampant self-entitling attitude of the bourgoise to only the finest and most exclusive of lifestyles...An accurate snapshot of imperialistic consumerism...check it out! *** most writers who spent time in europe subsumed in vagabondia throughout the 50's...journals and biographies are my favorites....Collette, Anais Nin, Jane and Paul bowles, Left Bank and Meditteranean writers of the 20s and 30s... American beats, 40s & early 50s.

Heroes:

people who shake it all up.

My Blog

Fire...Got a little Fire.

   If Kali calls for freshly severed heads--- she means business. "Heads", symbolically could represent one of a thousand things. In this case, it's my own. It's the ego...
Posted by nikki h on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 04:15:00 PST

The

so...I know I don't often get to communicate all of the many memorable experience/exchanges I come across here in Portland--- a city that has a grip on me to be sure. Life here is as stimulating and d...
Posted by nikki h on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 03:11:00 PST

snow falling on Maple...

  ...street, that is. 608 w maple to be exact and johnson city is under the soft seige of flakes ... The only sound that you can hear outside is a hush of siwft footsteps through the  &...
Posted by nikki h on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 06:37:00 PST

I got America for Christmas!

    On the 12th of December I boarded the Empire Builder train from Portland, Or. Boarding time was 4:45-sunset in Portland ...pitch black by 5:oo. I read about the awesome & t...
Posted by nikki h on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 12:31:00 PST

HMMMMM?

Hey Friends...I used to think of myself as an excellent communicator, the kind of person who keeps in touch and sends encouragement to all her friends/tribe no matter how the miles come in between...B...
Posted by nikki h on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 03:30:00 PST

Sleeping with spiders ...waking up moist...

So ,,,I've been living in the most beautiful place for the past 2 weeks...no not the sexy apt that all my friends coveted for the past year, but my own little castle on the bank of the Nolichuckey Riv...
Posted by nikki h on Thu, 11 May 2006 04:26:00 PST

Beginning of goodbye...or...Holy Fuck I'm gonna miss you

I'm leaving ...I'm really leaving East Tn. i've moved out of these mountains several times before, but never across the country. I'm very excited about all that lies ahead but find myself lately tryin...
Posted by nikki h on Thu, 20 Apr 2006 10:27:00 PST