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About Me

yeah, so ive got some friends that really arent a dime a dozen, as you all see by my coments and shit. its been like a year since ive updated this thing, and ill continue to update until i see fit for it to sit for a year again, collecting messages, obscene comments, gossip from everywhere ive lived, and weird silly myspacey uberly gay memories.for new years i decided to listen to peoples tone of voice and be more receptive as a human being by interacting and engaging in feelings... basically to not shrug, not only people, but those peoples feelings and thoughts. i think everyone wants to quit smoking, or lose weight, or find a new job... i just want to learn how to play the violin and go to school and do well... to actually start a foundation for something i love, which is writing.blah blah!

My Interests

Sleeping, Typing, Computers, Music, creeks,hyperiums,cats, dogs, kittens, best friends, nick, marlena, jordan,meeting new people, gmail, giving gmail invites, clothes, Ganja, and... MY BED!

I'd like to meet:

anyone willing to meet me.

Music:

aaron smith, the chi-lites, the concretes, faith evans, freemasons, G-Unit, hedwig and the angry inch, jimmy somerville, lola, madonna, milky, MINISTRY OF SOUND, stonebrige, stevie nicks, the shins, busta, ying yang twins, lifehouse, bare nekkid ladies, ben folds five, soundtracks, the temptations, kelly osbourne, groove armada, cabin crew, moby, BOB MARLEY, anastasia, natasha beddingfield, daniel beddingfield, fifth deminsion, dj sammy, mama's and the papa's,

Movies:

HEDWIG,Breakfast on Pluto,But I'm a Cheerleader,Serenity,Saw, Saw 2, Saw 3, pans labryinth, Napoleon Dynamite,

Television:

Made,Beavis and Butthead,Charmed,I Love the 80's,Gilmore Girls, lost, roseanne, full house, ed edd and eddy, american idol

Books:

anything that takes him on adventure. something he can read and be comfortable on his mattress with.

Heroes:

Marlena, Sharon, Mary, heather, cher, ...

My Blog

Pain Is Beauty!

Yeah... as the topic says! Pain Is Beauty... or is it Beauty Is Pain. I cant remember, but i do remember that when i turned my one eyebrow into two fantastic eyebrowS, it hurt like something fierce id...
Posted by Big Red on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 02:50:00 PST

First Page of many... Writers Eat Your Heart Out

(if you wont read till the end, dont bother reading at all. thats all i ask. ever start something of this nature and finish it... to entirety. On the subject of statistics on stereotypes, on the subje...
Posted by Big Red on Fri, 06 Jun 2008 12:25:00 PST

Ahoy thar sailor!

oh what the fuck right? let me just spend some time doing what everyone else does in this electronic age.Tell me why when i go out to the gay bar, and bust out of my big ole 6'5'' 300lb shell that i g...
Posted by Big Red on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 10:46:00 PST

Its has been an eternity since my last confession!

It indeed has been quite sometime when i wrote in my myspace-blog... i think everytime i write one i say im going to write more often, but all those people who know me... you all know me better than t...
Posted by Big Red on Thu, 08 May 2008 04:06:00 PST

Enter Subject Here

Sometimes i wonder if you really control your destiny. When i figure out that you do, i move on to wondering what would our destiny be like if we if we didnt chose our fate. Interesting. Trust me, i k...
Posted by Big Red on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 01:45:00 PST

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ive given up on finding my true love... and not having found it; its unbearable
Posted by Big Red on Tue, 15 May 2007 05:33:00 PST

what do you believe

Who am I?Where am I?Who can I trust?What will make me happy?When will I die?Where will I die?How will I die?What happens after I die?I believe that love existed before humans did. Just as the stars sh...
Posted by Big Red on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 10:04:00 PST

the struggle

i wonder

i wonder.... is it unheard of to feel older on the inside that you actually are on the outside? i often wonder if im the only one to feel that way. some say its cause ive been thru some shit in life, ...
Posted by Big Red on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 02:43:00 PST

... so much to say, yet... not knowing how to say it best.

there isnt enough time to do what i want to do. honestly. if someone was to ask me what i wanted to do that would take up all my time, id say everything. they'd probably look atme funny, and id walk a...
Posted by Big Red on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 12:16:00 PST