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It's for my real friends who are sick of my bulletins. Friends I've had conversations with IN REAL LIFE, you get the picture.
Please do not thank me for the add. Don't thank me for accepting. :p Thanks much.
WARNING:
I will not add you if you have no picture, if you're old enough to be my dad or even worse grandfather or something, or mom or whatever. :] Don't bother adding me.
I also post a lot of bulletins, so you can deal with it, or delete me, one less friend, do I care?
I can be a bitch if you give me reason.
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Alright, first of all my name is Brittany.
I hate when people call me baby unless it's playfully by friends, and when I'm called sexy or hot, too much it also bothers me. I adore being called better words such as beautiful or gorgeous, hot and sexy or whatever stupid words like that you can think of, I dislike greatly.
I am mostly a bubbly random person, and if you have a problem with that you should talk to me, let alone add me in general. I whore people to get whored back so people will add me. I like a lot of friends on myspace not because I don't have plenty of them in real life, but because I do like talking to the new people on myspace that add me or that I have added. I hate being secluded from the world outside the town I live in, and the internet is a way to explore it without traveling. I don't care if you think I'm stupid if I say that, that's your own opinion and I do what I want to do, no matter what anyone says, unless it's going to get me arrested. Yet, if I REALLY feel something is the right thing to do I will go against well-respected adults or whatever I have to go against to get what I have to say out, or do whatever I feel the need to do.
I love my friends [dearly] and even though I make it seem like I don't give a shit, I love my family as well. I would gladly jump in front of a bullet for any of my TRUE friends and of course my family.
My family is dying, not literally, like people passing away or anything, but seeing each other and being a true family. My mom's parents (my papa and mema) have passed on, my grandpa put a bullet into his own head, and almost exactly a year later, give or take a couple days, my Mema also passed on due to a sickness I don't remember and horrid depression. The year after that my great aunt passed on. My dad's side of the family barely sees us, my dad's brothers barely want anything to do with us. ANd that is why I say our family is dying. I deal with it though, compared to problems I see being faced by a lot of other teenagers I don't go on and whine about it, really I barely talk unless someone says something about suicide, and I don't take that subject lightly, seeing as how my grandpa took his own life.
My dad's father doesn't remember his grandparents names and doesn't know how to love. It's kind of weird going there to give him a hug and he says "Hey Kid." :P
So, what I have and all the friends I care about are a BIG part of my life.
I also love music. That's all I'm going to say, I don't think I could go on without making this too long to describe how I feel about music. Music is how I deal with my emotions, problems, and a lot of other stuff. I listen to music ALWAYS besides when I'm in class at school, or away from a sorce of music, and when I'm not around it, I sing. I love to sing, and I don't care what I sound like, I just don't like to sing in front of people. THere are certain people I would sing in front of without feeling like a stupid-ass. :]
Label me. Talk shit about me behind my back. Do whatever, bring it the hell on. If you don't even know me and you're talking shit about me behind my back, maybe I should feel famous. 'Cause, WOW! If I'm already that well known that people have to talk about me like some random celebrity that got herself pregnant I guess I'm more well known than I thought.
I really love the block button.
I also love the "accept" button. :] I accept almost everyone unless you prove to me you don't deserve to be a part of my wonderful myspace friends page.
My bubbly-ness can turn into bitchiness within seconds if you know how to piss me off. I hate it when people act like they don't care when they really do. I cover up my feelings a lot in a fight and I've found it pisses people off. So I guess in that situation I am very hypocritical.
I say I dislike labels, yet me and my friends playfully label each other all the time and sometimes seriously label other people. Yes, I am a hypocrite, and I know it, so you don't have to remind me. :] I hate shallow people, yet I listen to Jeffree Star and I will say very shallow things sometimes. :] And again, you can just deal with who I am.
I am not changing for you nor do I want you to change for me. We either get along or we don't and we don't have to go any further into that.
I am not straight-edge. I drink, and I have smoked cigerettes. I do not get high, but I do plan to at least once in my life, I don't care how many people tell me it's not worth it, and I don't care how many people tell me I shouldn't, or that it's the BEST. I want to try it at least once for myself. Other drugs I don't really want to touch, such as ecstasy and heroin, anything else. I don't wish to get mixed up in that really bad shit.
Both my parents drink. Both my parents smoke. My parents attempted trying to stop smoking, but they both go behind each others back and do it once in a while anyway now. I can't trust anyone when they say they're going to quit because of what my parents go through.
I don't trust everyone, and there are limited people I can tell everything to. Well, only one person I can tell everything to.
My best friend holly. I love her and would do anything for her, put myself in death before she'd die. Words can't describe how I feel about my best friend. ♥ !
When I see an item of clothing or a hairstyle, whatever on someone that I think looks neat, I will try it out. I'm not trying to copy them, I think it looks cool or cute or neat, whatever, and I wish to try it out. I do my own things as well, but other ideas are nice to mix into my own.
I dislike shorts. I dislike skirts but will wear them with leggings.
I am not an anorexic skinny girl and I am proud of that.
:] Well that's me. Brittany Anne Molly (not my real last name). :] Thanks. And leave me comments dah'lings.
Guess what?
I make whore codes, if you're interested, look in my blog for the form to fill out.
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