I cant speak english yet...:D !!!!
I hardly speak it and no chances~
Now my mic. work =] so u gotta talk to me!
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SC (27/5/2550 21:12:19): I love your eyes
SC (27/5/2550 21:12:30): very erotic
mk (27/5/2550 21:12:52): i thought i look innocent
SC (27/5/2550 21:13:35): looking erotic dont mean you are not also innocent looking
SC (27/5/2550 21:13:47): your eyes have many looks
SC (27/5/2550 21:14:04): eye tell a lot about a person
mk (27/5/2550 21:14:16): can u tell about me
mk (27/5/2550 21:14:51): ru a fortune teller?
SC (27/5/2550 21:15:53): your eyes say you are happy with yourself and glad to be who you are. they say you are independent. you can Be very tough on guys, but you do have a very soft and sweet side to you
SC (27/5/2550 21:16:04): and that you have been hurt not too long ago
i wish i was an idiot one and just think nothing about life at all. When i was young i used to dream a lot of beautiful things in life and now all just disappeared and then there's nothing left to dream of...
i need more challenge in my life and some inspiration or more lust to get myself do anything...i want to get rid of an aimless life like what i've been facing...i just dont want to feel like i'm already 70s counting down to the last day of my life.
The thought of "TOMORROW IS TOO LATE" rushes my life to the point where it's almost completed...lucky me i don't feel the need of having family ~Otherwise my life would be so complicated......This doesnt sound like what life is supposed to continue...but i cant get the thought of death of myself and people around me out of my head.....it's haunting me....and i cant die..although i'm kinda tired of living my life on...or those who love me will continue living their life painfully after...i dont want that to happen so i will never kill myself in anyway... I tried to be someone somebody expected me to be and i was someone i wanted to be. I've done all I wanted and you wudn't imagine i've been through it..
well.. did dhamma books ate my all dreams or my life is screwed by the world..? when it's changed..it's forever gone but...not sure i need it back.....or may be it's better this way...?
what i seek was a romantic life. I just thought it would be easier and life would be more beautiful like i expected...but that will never happen.....so... what's next...? i should get myself tried to dream of an exciting rat racing life that i never want...Just to have the aim of living~..sounds funny...eh
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All these are the reasons why I chose to do retirement community for my thesis this year...I hope i'll find the way to get all the beautiful dreams, hope and joys back to feel fun and alive again like in da childhood.
