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~DorizZ~

About Me

~Sickle Cell ART work~..

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Hi, my name is Doris Carina P. For those who don't kno I was diagnoced with Sickle Cell Anemia at a very young age... I've been through manny Up's and down's in my life becouse of it! But it hasn't defined me as a person but only made me the Strong person I am today! It my seem weird that i'm putting myself out their like that, but it's just that I wanna share what i do when I'm in pain. By Exppressing myself through poetry. I have another Myspace Page which has nothing to do with S.C. I'ts the 1st on my Top friendz. But i just really thought it would be cool to have a page were u can go to let go emotionally of any ongoing physical pain u may have. I like to think of it as Expressing pain through PoEtRy...LoLzZz...

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

~Fundraiser slide show~..

Heroes:

If it weren't for my "Mother" I would not be were I am today!!! So thank you Mom, for always being their for me. And overall never loosing hope and faith in M3...

My Blog

untittled...

As much as i sit here and tell my-self I'm feeling better, deep down inside i know I'm not! But all i have is an empty bottle of narcs, screaming out my name to have another taste of the ................
Posted by ~DorizZ~ on Sat, 24 May 2008 11:43:00 PST

Dear Pain...

&Dear Dear&Pain is what lives about right? Well I disagree no one should live with physical pain&I know I've caused myself many pain crisis in the past, not like I did it in purpose but I knew it wasn...
Posted by ~DorizZ~ on Sat, 24 May 2008 05:42:00 PST

You’ve taken Over...

UntitledAll I need is a thought a dream to follow my own self and not who, you've made me. I'm trying to look ahead and not behind, but all I see and feel is your vivid sensation which makes me weak a...
Posted by ~DorizZ~ on Sat, 24 May 2008 05:40:00 PST

Numb from Medication...

NumbI can't feel my face. My right eye is going numb. I'm slowly giving in to the need of you!I'm weaken by your memory! The memory of feeling you take over my body, slowly sedating me as if I were to...
Posted by ~DorizZ~ on Sat, 24 May 2008 05:37:00 PST

Pain PAIN....................

so pain is weird,.... It'll omly get worse if u think about it... I mean for the las few hours my legs have been hurtin but now that distracting myself it happends to not be so important!!! I mean i n...
Posted by ~DorizZ~ on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 12:45:00 PST

WHAT IS SICKLE CELL ANEMIA???

WHAT IS SICKLE CELL ANEMIA??? Sickle Cell is an inherited, chronic blood disease where the red blood cells become crescent shaped and function abnormally. When the blood cells become cresent/sickle sh...
Posted by ~DorizZ~ on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 12:17:00 PST

PAIN

The need to feel u deep in my veins and in through my bones is weid enough... When will u leave me alone... I feel I'm in this never ending cycle that only u have the upper hand... Please someone help...
Posted by ~DorizZ~ on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 12:54:00 PST

Dear Sickle Cell Anemia

Dear sickle cell anemia, you've taken over my life with no mercy!  Farther than i ever expected. You've taken me from motrin to morphine to finally methadone! But i havn't crashed yet, atleast th...
Posted by ~DorizZ~ on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 05:10:00 PST