My name
is Tess
"it helps to know you're not any more responsible for the way u look than a car is. youre a product just as much. a product of a product of a product. those people who design cars, theyre products. your teachers, products. your parents and theirs.. sometimes your best way to deal with shit is to not hold yourself as such a precious little prize. my point being, you cant escape the world and youre not responsible for how you look, youre not responsible for how you feel or what you say or how you act or anything u do. its all out of our hands the same way a compact disk isnt responsible for whats recorded on it. youre about as free to act as a programmed computer. youre as one-of-a-kind as a dollar bill. there isnt any real you in you. even your physical body.. all your cells will be replaced within eight years. whatever youre thinking a million people have thought before u, whatever youre doing theyre doing it and none of u is responsible. all of u is a cooperative effort. youre a product of our language, and how our laws are, and how we think our god wants us to be. anything u can do is old and boring and safe because youre so trapped inside of your culture. you cant imagine any way to escape. theres no way to get out. the world is your cradle and your trap. and if you find a way out, thats a trap too. just wanting to escape reinforces the trap. the best way is to not fight it.. to just go with it dont be trying to fix things all the time. what u run from only stays with you longer, what u fight only becomes stronger.dont do what u want. do what u dont want. do what you are trained to not want. the opposite of following your bliss. do the things that scare you most."invisible monsters, chuck palahniuk
