Rockin it for 12 hrs with only 2 hrs sleep! profile picture

Rockin it for 12 hrs with only 2 hrs sleep!

25 days till I leave this hell hole aka ABILENE!!!!!!!!! CALI HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

About Me

I LOVE YOU JASMINE AND I WILL MISS YOU! I think about you everyday!
MESSY Yes I can admit it, but I AM NOT A SLOB, outgoing, open, ambivalent about chaos, unpredictable, social, risk taker, quick to make friends, sarcastic, food lover, rule breaker, weird, assertive, anti-authority, thrill seeker, reckless, and leisurely.
This is how I Life My Life: I AM STRAIGHT FORWARD. I can admit that I haven't always been and I learned a hard lesson...one I do not intend to learn again. I DO NOT avoid confrontations but I do not start them unless provoked to do so needless to say I don't stay away from sticky situations. I am HONEST even when I know the truth hurts,and it has cost me more than I bargained for in a few situations, I ABSOLUTELY find it hard to associate with person's who are untruthful and decietful and have met more than a few whom will remain nameless.My life is in the middle of a huge transition right now I think I need to avoid anything serious, but YOU NEVER KNOW new friendships are always welcome.

My Interests

I AM FINALLY MOVING OUT OF ABILENE PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!!!!! April 25th I will start out on my journey and yes I am glad to be leaving!

LET ME SAY THIS! I AM NOT ON MYSPACE TO HOOK UP WITH PEOPLE...IF THAT IS WHAT YOUR ARE ABOUT and that is what you are LOOKING FOR PLEASE DO YOURSELF AND I A FAVOR AND CLICK THE X AT THE TOP RIGHT CORNER OR MY PAGE, trust me you're better off not talking to me! Because believe me I will set you straight!

I am an island.

My strength: Self sufficiency

My weakness: I GIVE MY HEART AWAY TO ASSHOLES...

I'd like to meet:



Someone that appreciates every single thing about me.Someone who is caring, a hard worker and doesn't judge others lives their life to the fullest even when their "day" isn't going like they planned...
About Me: I am a very spiritual person. I am a Sufi it is an awesome thing to be a part of. I love opening my mind to new experiences....I am a STRONG INDIVIDUAL, I don't take the distrespect of ANYONE'S INTEGRITY, LIVE STYLE, OR IDEAS lightly...

Music:

Man I like way too much music to list it all. But I mainly really enjoy seeing a band or individual that is about the music, that enjoys putting out a positive message whether it be reggae, acoustic, or metal. Bob Marley, John Mayer, Damian Jr. Gong Marley, Sublime, Ben Harper, Racounters, Peter Tosh, The Gorrillaz, Bob Dylan, Eric Clapton, Al Green, Red Hot Chili Peppers,Fontane, Rolling Stones, Creedance Clearwater Revival, Gym Class Heroes Buckcherry, I know its cheesy but I do like Fall Out Boy, Aerosmith, Theory of a Deadman, As I Lay Dying (I know the bassist), Dashboard (old stuff), and The Smashing Pumpkins are my faves.

Movies:

LAWN DOGS, Sunseed, Land Of the Dead, Layer Cake, SIN CITY, Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrells, Legend of The Fall, Tombstone, The Dark Crystal, The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Punisher, Full Metal Jacket (all of Stanley's Movies), Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Missippi Burning, A Time To Kill, Seven, 12 Monkey's, Mystic River, Kill Bill 1&2, Pulp Fiction, Sonny, Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas, Boondock Saints, Notebook (only chick flick I ever liked), Requiem For a Dream, DOGMA, Clerks 1 & 2, A Beautiful Mind, What Dreams May Come, KIDS, and Hard Candy

Television:

I like to watch the news and all the oldschool cartoons from when I was little.

As for non animated I love Desperate Housewives ITS HILARIOUS, Law and Order, Monk, and CSI... anything that makes you think....or is just kinda weird will usually hold my attention for a bit...

Books:

1984, The Hitchker's Guide To The Galaxy, Gil's All Night Diner, A River Runs Through It, Rumi, Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintience, Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas, Fear and Loathing In America, The Holy Bible, any books with Calvin and Hobbes, and I also like to read short stories and spiritual books.

Heroes:

My Great Grandma Chandler, My Grandma Anne, My Uncle Satch and Jasmine, and most recently my Uncle Ray who are now with the Almighty...

Jesus Christ, My Uncle Grant and Aunt Judy, Shabda Kahn, Asha Greer, my Mom, my brother, and my Step-Dad because they have over come huge obsticles and have never given up on themselves in life.href="http://panicked.nuclearcentury.com"

My Blog

Killin It...

Sitting here broken Listening to words of wisdom How do I pick up the pieces Things got so messed up Nothing is EVER what it seems Correction NO ONE is ever what they seem Bastards are born  to p...
Posted by Nothing is ever what it needs to be... on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 08:05:00 PST

A lesson learned...

Wow...life is full of challenges....but I've learned something, most if not all the challenges we face in our lifes are self-perpetuated ( I guess I should make sure I know how to spell a big word bef...
Posted by Nothing is ever what it needs to be... on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 02:21:00 PST

STRECHING THE TRUTH

Lying, stretching the truth, fibbin, telling a little white lie, omission, no matter how you write it or say it is still the same. Why do people lie so much? You have done it, I have done it, shit we ...
Posted by Nothing is ever what it needs to be... on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 10:05:00 PST

FUCKING BULLSHIT RELATIONSHIPS

Well, I seemed to have gotten fucked over again...by another guy....WHAT A SURPRISE....NOT! Guys wonder why chicks never fucking trust them its because they pull little bullshit things to test us...
Posted by Nothing is ever what it needs to be... on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 09:26:00 PST

The Cost Of Frienship

Another lost thought has taken over me& I have let someone else go to nothing.. I am beginning to lose all that I have become familiar with&what I now hold close my life is in a state of mass confusio...
Posted by Nothing is ever what it needs to be... on Mon, 03 Oct 2005 09:49:00 PST

WANNA SEE ME NAKED

GOTCHA! Sheesh....would somoene read my blogs and make a comment for christs sake!
Posted by Nothing is ever what it needs to be... on Mon, 22 Aug 2005 08:41:00 PST

My Distorted Reality

Lost in thoughts of grey... I slowly lower myself into a pool of solitary openness. Voluntarily encasing myself in sorrowfulness, the last thoughts are lingering of a lost love. Life has become a stra...
Posted by Nothing is ever what it needs to be... on Fri, 19 Aug 2005 08:35:00 PST

Lost In Thoughts of Grey

Lost in thoughts of grey I am surrounded by nothing, I see only darkness even though light shines all around me, Everything is lost but found in the hopes that life will resume, Why do we constantly s...
Posted by Nothing is ever what it needs to be... on Fri, 19 Aug 2005 08:52:00 PST

just venting i guess i will think of a better title later

what is the world coming to beauty in all forms is being smothered so that the world can continue to grow in greed and lustfullness
Posted by Nothing is ever what it needs to be... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

LIFE IN TEXAS LATE POSTING

Texas , Texas, Texas you are always running through my mind why dont you go away. I need to clear my thoughts of you. I dont know why I keep thinking about you I know that you arent worth my though...
Posted by Nothing is ever what it needs to be... on Fri, 19 Aug 2005 08:54:00 PST