what do i do now? |
so ive reached a cliff in my life. or at least it feels that way. i have the most beautiful perfect little girl and i wouldnt change that. but im having issues letting go of my past. something i...
Posted by Blackberry Brat on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 09:48:00 PST |
hoping and praying |
so ive been thinking, which i know for me is a very bad idea but i couldnt help it. and i know that my life has been a mother fuckin roller coaster from hell. and not the one i was looking forward to....
Posted by Blackberry Brat on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 01:07:00 PST |
update to anyone who cares to know |
its been a while since i posted about whats going onso i thought i would share some of whats been going onhad the babyduhwhich was so much easier than everyone made it out to be. the worst part was bl...
Posted by Blackberry Brat on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 11:49:00 PST |
I miss you |
I Miss You
To see you when I wake up Is a gift I didn't think could be realTo know that you feel the same as I do Is a three-fold utopian dream
You do something to me that I can't explainSo would I b...
Posted by Blackberry Brat on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 03:41:00 PST |
becuase i cant say it any better |
"October"I can't run anymore,I fall before you,Here I am,I have nothing left,Though I've tried to forget,You're all that I am,Take me home,I'm through fighting it,Broken,Lifeless,I give up,You're my o...
Posted by Blackberry Brat on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 03:38:00 PST |
little things |
it used to be the little things that made me love you so, little things that others may think are weird. little things that only seemed to matter to us. even now they get me through the hard days. but...
Posted by Blackberry Brat on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 12:35:00 PST |
Sorrow's Prize |
Never alone, yet always lonely
She awaits tomorrow's sorrow
She knows it will come
Tomorrow always brings sorrow
Regret and betrayal haunt her past
She knows no love and cares not
She will wait for to...
Posted by Blackberry Brat on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 08:17:00 PST |
Crimson Rivers |
Crimson rivers of regret
My sorrow a weapon
My life, a shattered piece of what it was
Struggling to hold on to what I had
But it slips faster
Crumpled by hate and anger
My soul is damaged and broken
N...
Posted by Blackberry Brat on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 08:15:00 PST |
my christmas baby..... |
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Merry Christmas to me
so i found out today that i am pregnent. something i kinda knew but hadn't fully accepted. but yay. my baby is due on december 24th. the father is............uninterested ...
Posted by Blackberry Brat on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 09:08:00 PST |
for the record |
just so you can all get the hint....this is my final fuckin statementas far as cole and i are concerened. do not talk shit about my best friend. cole means more to me than most people know. you can ei...
Posted by Blackberry Brat on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 05:13:00 PST |
