MiSS. MARY JANE <R.I.P. BiG D>

-->Shyrell Lee<--
L00K LiKE A LADy;; LiVE LiKE A THUG;; && FUKK LiKE yUH MEAN iT<3
So lets get this straight. I am a one of a kind girl. I am blunt, brutal and most of all I am straight forward. I am NOT afraid to tell you what is on my mind, and I will speak my mind when I feel necessary. But I am also a total sweetheart. I wear my heart on my sleeve and that is a BIG problem with me. It allows me to be hurt way to easily. I am one of those people I can not turn my back on someone when I care for them or when I believe they are settling for less then they deserve. But DO NOT mistake my kindness for weakness. I am not weak by any means. I refuse to be pushed around. I refuse to let people push me to be something I am not. I don't do things to "fit into the crowd". I do things that I enjoy doing whether everyone around me is doing it or not. I'm my own person and I don't need to follow you; I lead my own parade. I deal with more shit than anyone at my age should have to even worry about dealing with. Only a fingerful really understand what that means. It's hard for me to trust anybody anymore. I've been used and backstabbed by too many people. But If you become one of the few people I open up to and trust DO NOT fuck me over. You will not get another chance. And sorry but I am not something you want to loose.I love the person I have become && I will never conform to fit into society. I cuss like a sailor, drink like a pirate, and smoke like a hippie. But that's my choice and it will never change. Don't like it;; well that's fine cuz your opinion wasn't needed anyways. IDGAF what you have say about me.I'm not perfect;; nor do I try to be. I have my flaws && I know them acknowledge them, probably more then I should. I've learned that I will almost always take hard road instead of the easy one. But regret is a waste of time. I wouldn't be the person I am today without all my mistakes. The harder I fall the stronger I become, and sometimes I have to hit rock bottom before I can find my way back up. It's life though && it's never going to get any easier. I am done with the drama and the lies. So do not waste my time trying to bring it around me, I'll shut you down real quick.