shan

me..well..i have very BIG dreAMS...call me unrealistic..i wanna be jay chou's personal drummer.. haha... i wanna have a PhD in psYchology.. i wanna carve a nicHe in my Own carEer.. i wanna help all the kids that are left abandoned lonely and helpless. i wanna write songs to touch the hurt and unloved ones. i wanna haf a perfect family. i wanna be a good wife.. i wanna be a good mummy. one day.. those pple will stop laughing at me for wat i cant do. they will stop despising me. they cant tell me wat i can only be.. cos i can be wat i wanna be. one day.. i will forget i was hurt. i can be a freaking stubborn bitch when pple haf to force me to the edge. i hate smoking. i hate to know that love doesnt last forever. i hate to see you cry. i hate to know that pple hurt pple and are so blind to see that the pple that care for them the most are those that they hurt..well.. of course.. i love my friends.. i love all those pple who has been with me when i needed them.. i love all the shoulders that i lied on to cry.. i love drums.. i thank gOd for all the kang kong...cha ya dan.. sting ray..and wanton balls.. and the best thing.. i thank Him for all my good, power, best, special frens...