courtney♥{♫nothing ever stays♫}

╔══╗♫ ║██║ ║(o)║ Music is life. ╚══╝
The Academy Is...♥ ♥ well, my name is courtney, if you didn't get that already. first off, let me tell you how much I LOVE music. Best damn thing to ever happen to the world. I am a liberal person. Not gonna lie. But I do have some "conservative" oppinions as I have recently been told. I am most deffinetly not your average 16-year-old. I don't party, drink, smoke, that's not my style. I am a strong believer that you can have a much better time sober :] I talk too much. I laugh too much. I think too much. I worry too much. I care too much. Some people hate it, others love it. Doesn't really matter to me. I am not one of those people that claim to live with no regrets. I have a CRAP LOAD of them. But would I change them? Not on your life. All of my regrets and mistakes make me who I am, and I am able to help others, which gives me the most joy in life. I am a very good friend. Once you know me and we're tight, don't expect on losing me without a fight. I am never the first one to give up. I always forgive, I never forget. I have major trust issues, as you will notice. It really takes a lot for me to open up to you. I have a few close people that I trust more than anything. Those people would be Amanda, Bear, Mo, and Tyler. Those four people mean the world to me and I would do anything for any of them. I am always afraid to fully give you my heart, because it has been broken time and time again. I always expect the worse, and rarely have a true good feeling about something or someone. I am very open-minded and very opinionated. But that does not mean that I won't respect yours. I'm not a girly girl, I am not concited. I am very self-concious and rarely like the way I look. I have a highly low self esteem. I really do not believe in myself. I have one man that I love with my whole heart. He might not know, but I am pretty sure he does. As I said, I love music, but I HATE rap, r&b, pop, and most country. So if you are one of those people that like the jonas brothers or miley cyrus, then go away :] SCREW those disney channel bands. NOT ROCK. But, I think I've said enough. Want to know more? Ask =] I'm very nice and never say bad things about you unless you say something about my friends. Then we've got an issue.
<3Courtney
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