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Living In Sinâ„¢

Take a loaded gun and blow my fantasy away.

About Me


I'm the guy your mom told you to stay away from. I'm a horrible influence and role model. If you fuck with me I will fuck you back twice as hard. My name is Steven, I'm 20 years old, and I live in Alabama, sadly. I've lived in a ton of different places, mostly up North. Theres not a whole lot to know about me really, there is nothing special about me. I'm just your typical loser. But if your reading this I take it you obviously want to know something about me, so here you go.
I love music, some of my favorite bands are over in the music section if you want to know them. I like nu metal, industrial, some death metal, heavy metal, a very small amount of alternative, and overall I hate rap but if it's got deep lyrics theres a chance I'll like it.
I like web design and graphic deisgn. I've done various websites over the years, but the one that I have always kept and is my best work is kornunleashed.net. It's grown to be the biggest Korn fansite in the world, and I am damn proud of it. It is now visited more than Korn's official site, Korn.com, which is pretty crazy.
I am a perfectionist, I hate half ass work and not completely finishing something. I'm not satisfied until a given project is complete entirely. I don't have many friends because I'm extremely shy and don't talk to people unless spoken to. But if I do like you, then you'll definatly know it. I get easily attached to many things, and it's often hard for me to let go. I can be the most cold-hearted person or the most sensitive person you'll ever meet. I used to be a crazy bastard and cause random senseless destruction to anything and everything. Not so much anymore though, now I'm more 'professional' with my choices when it comes to being a lunatic. I currently have a pending felony for a crime committed in March, and I'm still waiting to have my trial in court. I'm extremely nervous, because a felony will mess up your entire life, and I could possibly go back to jail for this. Only time can tell...
I have achluophobia, autophobia, schizophrenia, ADD, and manic depression. Some stuff I cannot stand is people who are stuck up, ignorant, and think the world revolves around them. I despise any form of organized religion, mainly Christianity. And no I'm not a close minded fool who will hate any Christian I come across. I hate the Christianity, not the Christian. I am very intellecutal when it comes down to the world we live in, I like to better educate myself about world issues, politics, and religion and how it is fucking up our society. If I could commit murder and knowingly get away with it, half the human race would be no more.
One thing I love to do is get high. I'm all far experimenting with substances, and as you guessed it, legalization of mind altering drugs. I'd say my drug of choice is ecstasy, but it's got to be packed with a good amount of MDMA and preferably speed based. Marijuana is always good, but the high doesn't always deliver the intensity that I like. I also really like acid, research chemicals, nitrus-oxide, shrooms, dxm, speed, cocaine, and xanax. I mainly like stuff that makes you hallucinate and brings you into a whole new world thats not comprehendable. I really like taking x just because it's like my anti-depressant, it fills in the void and makes me feel happy.
According to every single one of my friends, when they first noticed me they thought I was some evil maniac that wanted to kill them. That may be the case for some people, but I'm a nice guy if you get to know me. I'm just extremely shy, but once you get me past that, you'll see I'm just a lunatic at heart.
"I finished him off by thrusting the knife through his skull, through his forehead, and he died instantaneously. The eyes turned around in his head and a moan could be heard as he emptied his lungs when he died. He fell down to a sitting position, but the knife was stuck in his head, so I held him up, as I held onto the knife. When I jerked the knife from his skull he fell forward, and rolled down a flight of stairs like a sack of potatoes."
Your so cool Steve, lets make babies.

My Interests

Alcohol, Drugs, Hallucinations, Girls, Hanging Out With Friends, Music, Web Design, Concerts, Vampires, Gothic Literature, Horror Movies, Marlboro Milds, Driving, Religion, Pyschology, Philosophy, Astronomy, World Issues, Conspiracy Theories, Testing the capability of my mind, Mankind. test

I'd like to meet:

All my favorite bands, Satan, and Jesus so I can kill him again.

Music:

Bands I like:
Bands I've Seen Live: Korn (2), Staind (2), Stone Sour, Deftones, Flyleaf, Bury Your Dead, Deadsy, 10 Years, Bullets and Octane, Seether, Killswitch Engage, Mastodon, As I Lay Dying, Three Days Grace, Hurt, DevilDriver, Lamb of God, Gwar, Cannibal Corpse, Dying Fetus, Necrophagist, Unmerciful, Soilwork, Darkest Hour, Saliva, Trapt, Lynard Skynard. Legend
Italics: Band I don't like.
Regular: Bands I do like.

Upcoming Shows
Godsmack, Three Days Grace

Movies:

American History X, The Devils Rejects, The Butterfly Effect, Requiem For A Dream, Dawn of the Dead, Deuce, Who Then Now, Boogeyman, House of 1000 Corpses, Satan Rides the Media, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle, Faces of Death, Fog, Jarhead, Skeleton Key, Saw, Saw II, Strange Land, Constantine, The Ring, The Crow: City of Angels, Gothica, The Amityville Horror, Platoon, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, American Pie, Not Another Teen Movie, Dazed and Confused.

Television:

Almost anything on National Geographic. Family Guy, South Park, and CSI are alright. Everything else on television is simply a joke.

Books:

The Satanic Bible

Heroes:

Anyone who takes the time to listen to what I have to say. Anyone who gives me a chance in life. Anyone that does the unspeakable to show who they truely are. Eric Harris , Dylan Klebold , Adolf Hitler .
External Links ..

My Blog

Graphics

I was going to make a blog with all of these forever ago but never got around to it. This is just some graphics and web templates I've done. Pretty much everything is Korn oriented because I was alway...
Posted by Living In Sin" on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 02:09:00 PST

Dying Felt So Goddamn Good Today

Well, I'm pretty drunk right now, and when I get drunk I tend to let all emotions out. And I kind of realised some shit today about myself so I'm just going to let it all out on here as a way to "vent...
Posted by Living In Sin" on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 01:00:00 PST