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Regrettably Yours

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About Me



" Wake up, you're dreaming again... Please wake up, I long for us again.... I can't take the ache in my chest... Please regain consciousness.... Stop pushing me back, these nails are hurting my wrists... What the hell am I here for? Your words are jabbing me worse... Just hold my hand please and you will regain consciousness... The scabs in your eyes will heal, I promise they will... Light will pass through, I promise it will... You're mine and you'll see... Why don't you just give this up now? We have gone too far, don't just vomit this out... Come back, don't go, don't ever leave me again... Give me back my broken heart because it is all I have left, you ruined everything else... Maybe I can wait, give me back my broken heart... Just hold my hand and you will regain consciousness... Don't just give up now... Give this up... We have gone too far...

"You must have chaos within you to give birth to a dancing star." ~Friedrich Nietzsche

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

That perfect one I will someday meet and call my own... Oh shit, wait...I've already met him. ;D

Music:

+Bleeding Through
+Remembering Never
+Trivium
+DAATH
+Satyricon.
+Lamb of God.
+Acid Bath.
+Katatonia.
+Deathstars.
+Panzer AG.
+Zero Hour.
+Tool.
+God Module.
+Gothminister.
+AGONIZE.
+Infected Mushroom.
+Nightwish.
+Moonspell
+Otep
+Opeth
+L'ame Immortelle
+Eisbrecher
+Rammstein
+Megaherz
+Tiamat
+Emperor.
+Wintersun.
+Anubis Gate.
+Battlelore.
+Eyefear.
+Combichrist.
...
[etc]:
Adema,
Angra,
A Perfect Circle,
Arch Enemy,
Attrition,
American Head Charge,
BlutEngel,
Bush,
Cold,
Cradle of Filth,
Coal Chamber,
Crüxshadows,
Deftones,
Dir En Grey,
Dimmu Borgir,
DevilDriver,
Entwine,
Einherjer,
Fear Factory,
Funker Vogt,
Gackt,
Garbage,
Hammerfall,
Ill Nino,
In Flames,
In Extremo,
Jack Off Jill, Kittie,
Kamelot,
Kidney Theives,
,
London After Midnight,
Megaherz,
My Ruin,
Malice Mizer,
Moi Dix Mois,
Moonspell,
Mnemic,
Mudvayne,
Nevermore,
Oomph!,
Ra,
Rammstein,
Rasputina,
Snake River Conspiricy,
Stahlhammer,
Switchblade Symphony,
Static X,
Soilwork,
Shadows Fall,
Smashing Pumpkins,
System of a Down,
Scarling,
Stabbing Westward,
The Faint,
Tapping the Vein,
The Cure,
Theater of Tragedy,
Orgy,
Type O Negative,
Unto Ashes,
Voltaire,
Wolfsheim.

Books:

- Perfume - Dragonsong/DragonSinger/DragonDrums - The Birth of Tragedy - Human, All Too Human - Merck Manual (I shit you not) -

Heroes:

Laura Croft - Edgar Allen Poe - Friedrich Nietzsche - Alex Gray - HR Geiger

My Blog

StandBy.

Been so tired lately,Tired of you and me,It's like we're not usWe're not what we should be.But every mirror has its cracks,And every dog has it's day,And I guess I'm just hopin'It doesn't always have ...
Posted by Regrettably Yours on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 10:58:00 PST

Warum..

Why do you have to talk to me like you do...And why do you think that if you do I'm going to come crawling back to you in apology.. Do you think after all that's said, all that's been yelled into my f...
Posted by Regrettably Yours on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 05:50:00 PST

My Black Orchid...

Have you ever been so lonely,No one there to hold?Pull me in or disown me,And then climb inside.My arms are open wide.Have a look inside...It is not that I am scared to learn,Why I'm empty inside.Hold...
Posted by Regrettably Yours on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 08:29:00 PST

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I should have learned my lesson the first time. Fairytales aren't real. Fleeting moments of happiness always fade back to reality, and the cycle never ends......
Posted by Regrettably Yours on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 08:54:00 PST

Picture of You...</3

I lack the will to stop listening to it. . . I've been looking so long at these pictures of youThat I almost believe that they're realI've been living so long with my pictures of youThat I almost beli...
Posted by Regrettably Yours on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 11:45:00 PST

Spend A Lifetime...

Spend a lifetimeTrying to understandWhat I've done so goddamn wrongLeft so cold and dry in the end... Spend a lifetimeTrying to make you mine,Right next to me,And farther away than the stars.. Trying ...
Posted by Regrettably Yours on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 08:32:00 PST

Bloody Mess

Embraced in white and coldThe moments pass like a weary dream.Slow the hands of time to a stopAnd pass out in the waves of sleeplessness..In confusion we find the truth,And the screams are reduced to ...
Posted by Regrettably Yours on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 06:30:00 PST

The Pit

[This isn't for you to understand.] So you've dug your little pit, the one that can't go down any further if the world were to split in half and leave you with nothing more than empty space. You've hi...
Posted by Regrettably Yours on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 10:53:00 PST

Snake Update

So I finally went to my first reptile show, and I ended up walking out with 2 snakes.. go figure. That makes 6 snakes total between Jeremy and I. I don't know how it happens, it just does. D:My b...
Posted by Regrettably Yours on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 09:46:00 PST

30 degrees below WHAT!!? D:

I went camping last night.. It was cold.. my back aches...  x__x Other than that it was fun. :D?
Posted by Regrettably Yours on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 07:54:00 PST