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Manifesting my evil on your internets.

About Me


Your first impression of me might include things such as "outgoing", "opinionated", and possibly even "kinda bitchy." But that's okay. Even my close friends call me the Queen of Catty. I'm not trying to win a personality contest, I just enjoy being me. I don't like discussing politics or religion because I'm strongly resolved in my stance with both subjects, but I'm happy to discuss just about anything else. I'm madly in love with my man, my books, my coffee, and good music. Nothing makes me happier than spending time with friends and family and whipping ass in a good shoot-em-up. I am crazy in love with a US Army Cav Scout. 19 Delta, baby. If you ain't Cav, you ain't shit. The way I see it, if you can't stand behind our troops, you can always feel free to stand in front of them.

My Interests

Video games, art, weaponry, music, movies, literature, fashion, computers/technology, foreign languages and cultures, photography.

I'd like to meet:

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Justin & Adam from She Wants Revenge, several authors, musicians and artists, a few bigwigs from the gaming industry.

Music:

Rock, indie, metal, Japanese rock, Korean pop, German techno, and tons of other genres...I like whatever sounds good to me.

Movies:

A variety of movies involving action, romance, horror, the macabre, dark humor and random make-you-feel-good-ness.

Television:

Crime drama like CSI and medical things like ER and Trauma Center.

Books:

Crime, romance, horror, horrifying romance, psychological thrillers, etc...the list goes on forever...

Heroes:

My dad, my mommy, my Cav soldier, and the rest of my insane family & friends. They keep me healthily insane.

My Blog

Stripped.

This originally started out for me as another journal entry; just another bout of pointless ramblings that would eventually become lost among the other countless pages or banter I've filtered through ...
Posted by « the perfect drug » on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 10:01:00 PST

The rage within...

It began like a subtle poison, spreading from her chest outward. It traveled through her veins by way of the strong, quick pounding in her chest akin to something inhuman trapped within her, desperate...
Posted by « the perfect drug » on Fri, 19 Sep 2008 10:25:00 PST

Claudine & Jen, this ones for you girls

Claudine and Jen, I thought you might appreciate this song. I thought it was beautiful and I absolutely love the message behind it and the video. This is my song for you girls. ...
Posted by « the perfect drug » on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 09:41:00 PST

Hello boys and girls...

How is everyone this fine Sunday morning? So, another week has passed and here we are into autumn...this is honestly my favorite season, so I'm looking forward to some cooler weather and hopefully a l...
Posted by « the perfect drug » on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 12:33:00 PST

chains

a memory of dust in the sunlightgolden rays filtering between the crackstaking back the life I left behindalong the blurry lines where I lost trackyour eyes along my spine as I turn and walk awayyou n...
Posted by « the perfect drug » on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 04:56:00 PST

Let’s play.

Leave your name in my blog comments.Once you do that, this is what I'll do .....1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.3. I'll pick a kin...
Posted by « the perfect drug » on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 10:43:00 PST

love is dead

this is the hardest partwhen you feel like you're fadingall that you have has become unrealcollapsing and achingall I wantall I want is right herebut love don't live here anymore(love is dead, love is...
Posted by « the perfect drug » on Wed, 30 Jul 2008 11:32:00 PST

To The Mother That Never Knew Me

As the tides of time flow, they shift and go on and onThe memories grow faint but the past is never goneI turn the pages back to a time that I once knewA place that's hard for me to find my way back t...
Posted by « the perfect drug » on Fri, 18 Jul 2008 11:41:00 PST

to be alone

There are moments in my life when I realize that everything is exactly how it's supposed to be.  There are some songs that hurt my chest, and some days when the darkness never quite comes, and I'...
Posted by « the perfect drug » on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 11:26:00 PST

Why?

She sensed someone was there and wheeled around to face them.  To her immense surprise, she found herself staring into the eyes of her Commander, her polished gold irises aligning with his pair o...
Posted by « the perfect drug » on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 04:55:00 PST