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My tears dont compromise my strength, they never have and they never will. because i am stronger tha

About Me

hey every one, this is matt. we'll start positive, i love my life and every one it. my friends, and familly are the most important things to me in this world.right now i am working at a warehouse in st.cloud, yup. thats right a warehouse. totally not my style. but hey, i get to drive big machines and make then beep "BEEP BEEP". i start school in Jan at SCTC. i my goal is to go there for two years and then transfer to SCSU for another 2-4 years to get my k-12 special education teaching degree. but recently i have been questioning what i really want to do. i know i would love teaching, but all i really want to do is have a job ware i can really help people. i know i could do that in teaching, but is there something better out there for me. AHHHHHHHHHHH, its all so confusing....but hey, thats life. lol. any way, i love music. i will listen to anythingas long as it is not hard core rap. as my mother always said, "Rap is Crap without the C". i love animals. as of now i have two russian tourtases, two parakeets, a cat and a snake. the next animal i am thinking of buying is a rose haired turantula, or a black african scorpian. those animals are so amazing to me. the are actually really advanced....yeah i know, it sounds dumb. oh and i probablly should mention from the start that i am gay. i do support my kind but you wont find me out on the white houses lawn fighting for marriage rights. i can settle that at the voting booth. if you dont like me because i am gay, that is more than ok. i respect that. you have your opinions and i have mine. so we may not agree. that dont mean that we cant be cival to eachother. just dont try and change me. it took me a long time to be comfortable with myself and i finally like how i am.... i have no clue what else to say. so i guess if you have any questions please feel free to ask. i am a very open person and willing to talk bout most things.........Peace. love you all.

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My Interests


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I'd like to meet:

i would really like to meet. (ok i know its sad) OPRAH. i love that woman. she is one of the richest woman in the world and she doesnt even care. she gives away so much money to good causes that i cant even begin to imagine the mountains of thank you letters pouring into that womans mail bag every day...........Take the quiz:
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Music:


Click here to get this from pimp.myYearbook.com!!i like everything. i can go from jamin out to godsmack to getting all emotional with james blunt. i can be rockin it one second with johnny cash (alex. lol.) and audioslave the next. i really am not to found of rap but i was born and raised on country and that is one of my favorites. i really like taylor wifts new song.

Movies:

BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN, C'mon, this movie is flippin amzing. mad props to jake and heith (i think i spelt their names right). i also have a strange obsession with RENT. i saw it like 12 times in theaters and was at walmart by 12 am on the release date. hey, i had to make sure i got one. i thought it was a really popular movie. but i guess i may have been wrong. lol

Television:

dont really like tv. i guess when i do watch tv i watch CSI, Oprah, lost and the news. i can watch tv i just feel like i could be doing something better. cleaning, working, taking care of the animals, something.

Books:

STEPHEN KING!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 i have like every book. i dont know why i like him so much but my three fav king books are, Carri, the cell, and IT. i also love the book, why cant sharon kowalski come home. it was a true story about two lesbians who were seperated by, the law, parents and friends, and a horrible car accident. it was written by a profesior here at scsu. karen thompson. a wonderfull woman.a few other good books, the velvet rage the rainbow series prayers for bobby the soccer feild is empty and many many more

Heroes:

my sister, and my mom, they are amazing woman, both single moms who work hard for everything that the have in there life, and there childrens lifes. i love you two.

My Blog

The Best song EVER!!!!!!

Emerson Drive, Moments.   the lyrics to the song..............AMAZING   I was coming to the end of a long long walkWhen a man crawled out of a cardboard boxUnder the E. Street BridgeFollowed...
Posted by -{^8 MaTtHeW 8^}- on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 03:57:00 PST

cant understand

you can love some one with all your heart, but it doesnt matter, you still get hurt. you can hate some with all your heart, but it doesnt matter, you still get hurt. have you ever wonderd why, why we ...
Posted by -{^8 MaTtHeW 8^}- on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 08:35:00 PST

puzzler....can you figure it out?

A puzzler...       You are driving in a car at a constant speed.  On your left side is a 'drop off' - (The ground is 8- 10 inches below the level you are traveling ...
Posted by -{^8 MaTtHeW 8^}- on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 10:36:00 PST

Again......LOVE TRUST RESPECT.....

Love Trust Respect :         The three things that the world needs most. i think a lot of us are good at remembering these three things, but at the same time th...
Posted by -{^8 MaTtHeW 8^}- on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 12:55:00 PST

why???????

..> Why is it that when some one dies its usually only the family that crys, Why is it that i am old enough to die for my country, but i cant do anything else besides work and give ...
Posted by -{^8 MaTtHeW 8^}- on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 12:52:00 PST

my arguments with christmass in modern day 2006.....

is it just me or has christmass become to materialistic. i dont doubt the meaning of christmass, i dont doubt the faith and love people have. what i doubt is this, could retail stores stay open witho...
Posted by -{^8 MaTtHeW 8^}- on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 09:49:00 PST

what i want out of life........

I don't need a whole lot of moneyBut I wouldn't turn a lottery downI just need a little green in my pocketSo I can buy my buddies a roundAll I want is a place to lay my head with the man I love lyin' ...
Posted by -{^8 MaTtHeW 8^}- on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 09:38:00 PST

a poem from a friends page. i really like it.

i got this ofmy friends page. i really like it. so i thought i would share it with all of you.   Missing You Have you ever bothered to realizehow much you mean to me?I care so much for you inside...
Posted by -{^8 MaTtHeW 8^}- on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 09:17:00 PST

i just want a normal life. dont take advantage of what have or could have!!!!!!

Warning.....this is me just bitching. i hope i dont offend any one. if i do please let me know, i try to be open minded and i am open to every ones opinions.   i hate it. i sit back and watch all...
Posted by -{^8 MaTtHeW 8^}- on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 09:14:00 PST

I DIDNT CHOOSE THIS.......

when did you choose to be gay? i got asked this again today. i really dont like this question but i know people only ask it because they are un-informed about homsexuality. so to try and help out this...
Posted by -{^8 MaTtHeW 8^}- on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 01:35:00 PST