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i am awake

lanatron5000

About Me


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i am the youngest in my family. i have two brothers, shawn[33] and darren [30]. i love going to bed late. i have a ferret named "eleanor" after the beatles song "eleanor rigby". it's my favorite song. i'd like both it and the pixies "where is my mind?" to be played at my funeral, in celebration of my life. i drove from everson, washington to pittsburgh, pennsylvania the summer of '04. in 41 hours. i currently live at the murder mountain records house, i think it's the place i'll be for awhile. i have a good imagination. my humor is the crudest i've ever stumbled upon. i drink enough water throughout the day, i could probably swim in it by midnight. if you feel the need to contact me, for any reason, please do so.

My Interests

[most things are worth at least one try]

I'd like to meet:

nerds.
bob moog.
microkorgists.
pop culture nuts.
simon and garfunkle.
someone to enjoy animal collective with.

Music:

[1985][anastacio, trey] [animal collective][a perfect circle][aphex twin][apple, fiona][arcade fire, the][at the drive-in][b-52s][battles][bauhaus][beatles, the][beck][belle and sebastian][black moth super rainbow][bloc party][blow, the][bjork][bowie, david][bright eyes][broadcast][bug jerome][byrne, david][cam'ron][clap your hands say yeah][clinic][cocorosie][cursive][death from above 1979][devo][dj shadow][doves][electric six][eno, brian][explosions in the sky][faint, the][fantomas][flaming lips, the][franz ferdinand][grandaddy][interpol][jefferson airplane][jesus and mary chain, the][johnston, daniel][joy division][le tigre][M83][magnum, jeff][malkmus, stephen][massive attack][mars volta, the][microphones, the][minus the bear][modest mouse][mt. eerie][muse][m. ward][my bloody valentine][the narrows][neutral milk hotel][nichr0n][oingo boingo][panda bear][patton, mike][pavement][pedro the lion][peeping tom][phish][placebo][portishead][postal service][prince][ps i love you][q and not u][raconteurs, the][radiohead][shins, the][sigur ros][simon and garfunkle][smith, elliott][stevens, sufjan][sunny day real estate][talking heads, the][tare, avey][timberlake, justin][TOOL][tv on the radio][tweedy, jeff][u.s.e.][venetian snares][waits, tom][ween][weezer][white stripes, the][wilco][wilson, brian][wolf parade][xiu xiu][yo la tengo]

Movies:

[a clockwork orange][amelie][american beauty][baxter, the][bottle rocket][boy in the bubble, the][broken flowers][craft, the][cruel intentions][e.t.][edward scissorhands][election][eraserhead][fight club][garden state][ghost][harry and the hendersons][harold and maude][high fidelity][i heart huckabees][naked lunch][life aquatic, the][lost in translation][nightmare before christmas, the][office space][party monster][phenomenon][pi][powder][requiem for a dream][ring, the][royal tenenbaums, the][rules of attraction, the][rushmore][science of sleep, the][spice world][stay][united states of leland][waking life][wayne's world][wet hot american summer][whatever happened to harold smith?][wizard of oz, the]

Television:

[animaniacs][arrested development][athf][bobby's world][freakazoid][full house][ifc][office, the][pinky and the brain][project runway][queer as folk][roseanne][saved by the bell][science channel][six feet under][stella][tim and eric awesome show, great job!][vh1classics][wainy days]

Books:

[choke][diary][fight club][lullaby][me talk pretty one day][naked lunch][perks of being a wallflower, the][running with scissors][sex, drugs, and cocoa puffs]

My Blog

i’m in love.

i just acquired myself a fuck ton of mp3s. albums and albums. as in, i've quadrupled my collection in under a week.i don't even know what to do, this might make me explode, or implode, or spontaneousl...
Posted by i am awake on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 01:10:00 PST

list.

i need to1. take a lot more photos2. learn how to use photoshop hella better3. record any musical ideas i have4. write more5. read more6. be much more responsible as far as sleep, work, and hobbies go...
Posted by i am awake on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 08:14:00 PST

will.

anyone ever completely understand?
Posted by i am awake on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 04:14:00 PST

QUOTES OF 2007 AND 2008

2007 = ME: "I WANT TO BUY SOME CHIPS"          BOOBER: "ERIK ESTRADA AND UH I DON'T KNOW" (EXITS ROOM)2008 = ME: "THIS PAUL MCCARTNEY TRACK IS REALLY RARE!...
Posted by i am awake on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 12:25:00 PST

i.

want to write a blog right now.
Posted by i am awake on Mon, 31 Dec 2007 04:02:00 PST

best of 2007.

in no particular order,animal collective - strawberry jampanda bear - person pitchbattles - mirroredradiohead - in rainbowskanye west - graduationarcade fire - neon biblelcd soundsystem - sound of sil...
Posted by i am awake on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 05:55:00 PST

why.

can't i translate my brain waves through my fingers into beautiful sounds? i'm frusterated. i need to get something goin' on....
Posted by i am awake on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 04:10:00 PST

everything in it’s right place.

it feels like things are going to be getting really good soon. i just feel nice about everything right now and i'm pretty sure once i start working on music again, things will go just swimmingly. i so...
Posted by i am awake on Sat, 24 Nov 2007 02:55:00 PST

what.

i've been lying in bed all day. the reason? i bought a laptop yesterday and i can't stop using it. i've learned some things, seen some things, and talked with some people. i'm not completely worthless...
Posted by i am awake on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 05:26:00 PST

yeah.

why are people so fucking plain? i never noticed the lack of enthusiasm in people until i started a retail job. i really don't understand any reasoning for acting like complete assholes to me when i'm...
Posted by i am awake on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 11:35:00 PST