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carissa crash

why [not] me?

About Me

I used to be a derby dame when I was cool, but now i'm cooler than cool because i do my own thing! heheheh.. I want more piercings. I want more tattoos. I want freedom & originality in the work place. I want to change the world one person, one couple, and one family at a time. I like birthin' babies. I'm a suicide girl wanna-be and a satan's cheerleader worshiper. (www. satanscheerleaders.com)I moved to Colorado Springs from Austin Texas. I was drawn to the mountains and the fresh air but am desperately missing the Austin music scene! I recently received my masters in Social Work and am working in Child Welfare. I am a little shy at first but pretty outgoing and silly. I am very friendly, kind hearted and probably the most giving person you will ever meet. Although serious at times, i still like the kid stuff and wish they made the hello kitty shoes in my size :) what else do you want to know?

My Interests

ROLLER DERBY SWING DANCING but i sure would like to have some practice time with a hot rockabilly kat (i promise not to make this face) independent films, music, writing, journaling, reading, artsy fartsy, vintage, coffee, chai, slurpees, my laptop and cell phone internet connection, denim, bettie page, leopard print, pink n black, red n black, cherry stuff n cherry print panties, fetish, latex, getting tats & piercings; on the other side of things..... swimming, watching tv (i know that sounds lame but i can be an outright reality tv junkie sometimes). i am a certified doula and childbirth educator so you might say i have an interest in childbirth-its mostly about the babies!!, playing with my kiddos, flipping the pillow over to the cool side, the penny arcade, enjoying any ounce of freetime i may have

Music:

flametricksubs mates of state

Movies:

independent and others; i've got a big ass movie collection! THIRTEEN clerks, mallrats, chasing amy, jersey girl, etc... heathers, pump up the volume, breakfast club, pretty in pink, first love, last rites, american history x, doom generation, meet the feebles trainspotting, kids, roller coaster, tromo movies, strangeland, without a paddle, saved, anything with melanie griffith - especially another day in paradise and crazy in alabama, most with angelina jolie - foxfire (the singer from rilo kiley is in this flick too) bandits eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, garden state, requiem for a dream, where the day takes you, anything else - and other movies with christina ricci, nowhere, the sweet hereafter, wonderland, 21 grams, angel baby, spun, ford fairlane, sin city, brokedown palace, virgin suicides, natural born killers, napolean dynamite; i could go on and on here.....

Television:

Grey's Anatomy, Heroes, ER, Real World Denver, LOST, Invasion, Biggest Loser, American Idol, Extreme Makeover - Home Edition, Real World, BRAT CAMP!! - it was a good social worker show. The Swan (whatever happened to that show) & most reality tv- give me the drama, mamma! I love "Paradise Whore-tel, which is also not on anymore!" I have to admit I DO truly love reality tv. I promise it's still ok to love me - - as long as you are willing to watch some reality tv with me!

Books:

school books - i know, i am sooo lame. love reading about the crazy people, the destructive youth and the neglected child. i'm also a huge JD Salinger fan. Luke Davies - Candy, Irvine Welsh, First Love Last Rights....need more time to read, too busy!!

Heroes:

hello kitty is my idol, but she hasn't done much to make me think of her as a hero.. seriously though, my x husband, even though he couldn't hang with us, he is a hero for all that he did during his tour in iraq, as are all of the other soldiers who have done or who are serving a tour in iraq or afghanistan. it's a tough battle you do out there every day - keep your head up!!

My Blog

If i hadn't gone to Starbucks....

If I hadn't stopped at Starbucks I might have been seriously injured! Blaze and I headed out to the grocery store - it was snowing. After shopping I pulled out of the parking lot to head home. I didn...
Posted by flamegurl on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 09:48:00 PST

Choose my NEW DOO!

I NEED YOUR HELP!! As you all know I am happily graduated and I am getting my hair done before graduation -- because long before i left texas i made a trusted hair appointment with my oh so favorite g...
Posted by flamegurl on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Feelin' Neglected?

if you do i apologize... for all of u on my site that aren't bands/music, i truly consider you friends or people i would really like to take the time to get to know more... & yet my internship has hit...
Posted by flamegurl on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

for those who dont know

In this first week in Colorado Springs, Blaze's second day in daycare, we had quite a scare. We were just thankfully released from the hospital because the daycare overdosed Blaze on his sleeping medi...
Posted by flamegurl on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST