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Sorry, I`m A Sinner

~so afraid to begin, so afraid to start again.~

About Me


About me?... hee there..s nuthing much bout me.. just a simple person and loser type of guy... didn..t care much bout how people think bout me... ;'( The worst human being ever made by GOD.... Dun..t know why i..m still here walking in this farking useless piece of shit body..!!! u sure dun..t wanna meet sumthing that making u sick of seeing it... -end-
Its been hard for me lately,
Unable to find this 'love',
I continue to search but I come up with nothing;
What have I done wrong..?
I walk along the cobblestone;
I'm slowly feeling numb,
Clearly to the bone.
My body fades it's tone,
A frown replaced once smiling features,
Hues of pale hazel fade;
Nothing but indifferent silver.
I've found myself at the mercy of the depriver;
been told that it'll last forever.
I curl upon my bed,
Ignoring what others have said,
Or the rumors they had spread.
I look upon my chest,
A note pinned to my vest,
I give a pause;
reading it aloud:
" Dear lover I had never found;
You'll forever be bound..."
A slight pause occured.
" ...You won't accept what others have said,
But the next thing you'll find is me; dead... "
A slight whimper escaped between gasping sobs.
Why does this happen?
Why me?
Soft tears damp;
and crys so strifled upon my breath.
-----thx to miss vienna for this pic

My Interests


~GUITAR~
~Brown~
~Guitar..s Pick~
~Music~
~Cooking~
~Games~
~Meeting People~
~Travel~
~art~
~Poem~
~Hanging Around~
~Pc~
~Digicam~
~Skyline~
~mp3~
~Shoes~
~Jeans~
~Grafity~
~Laptops~
~Car~
~Composing~
~Dreaming~

I'd like to meet:

Everyone that have the interest to share every single thing with me.... All my frens that i missed so much... wawaaaa where have all the good times gone??? isk isk... hmm i wanna meet someone special... some one who willing to share everythings and some one who will stand up beside me in good and bad, happy and sad... laugh and tears... in this life or the next.... Meeting all the guitar..s heroes such as Steve Vai, Joe Sattrani, Eric Johnson,Malmstein, Jeff Becker, Eric Clapton, Slash, Jimmy Page, Tom Morello and so on and lastly the band that i rather spend 1000 bucks for their show than use it for my dinner.... RADIOHEAD!! RADIOHEAD!!

Music:


~A~
♣Azure Ray♣
♣Alkaline Trio♣
♣Aqualung♣
♣Ash♣
♣At The Drive-In♣
♣Alice In Chain♣
♣Anti Flag♣
♣A Thousand Falling Skies♣
♣Authority Zero♣
♣Aerosmith♣
♣Autopilot Off♣
♣Alexisonfire♣
♣Atom and His Package♣
♣Audioslave♣

~B~
♣Bracket♣
♣Bush♣
♣Bloodhound Gang♣
♣Bad Religion♣
♣Bouncing Souls♣
♣Blur♣
♣Butterfingers♣
♣Bad Religion♣
♣Bikini Kill♣
♣Brand New♣
Bob Marley
♣Ben Folds Five♣
Bond
♣Bjork♣
♣Bright Eyes ♣
♣Bond Jovi♣

~C~
♣Cake♣
♣Catch 22♣
♣Carburetor Dung♣
♣Color My Iris♣
♣Christie fronts drive♣
♣Cold♣
COCOROSIE♣
♣Coldplay

♣Cranberris♣
♣Chris Botti♣
♣Cassandra♣

~D~
Dream Theather
♣Dolly The Sheep♣
♣Damn Dirty Apes♣
♣Drive me crazy♣
♣Duran Duran♣
♣Dead Poetic♣
♣Damien Rice♣
♣Descendents♣
♣Defiance♣
♣Desaparecidos♣
Deep Purple
♣Dishwalla♣

~E~
♣Explosion In THe Sky♣
♣Elisblle Tears♣
♣Emery♣
Eric Clapton♣
♣Elvis Presley♣
♣Eve6♣
♣Everclear♣
♣Eric Johnson♣

~F~
♣Franz Ferdinand♣
♣Flogging Molly♣
♣fairy goat mudder♣
♣Fugazi♣
♣Force of Change♣
♣Force Vormit♣
♣Foreground Division♣
♣Fastball♣
♣Flying Blind♣
♣Fuel♣

~G~
♣Grandaddy♣
♣Goldfinger♣
♣Gerhana Ska Cinta♣
♣God speed u! Black Emperor♣
♣Green Day♣
♣Good Clean Fun♣
♣Guided by Voices ♣

~H~
♣Hi-STANDARD♣
♣Hopesfall♣
♣H.I.M♣

~I~
♣Idlewild & Junction 18♣
♣In Flames♣
♣Iron Maiden♣

~J~
♣Jimi Hendrix♣
♣Jimmy Eat World♣
♣Jackass♣
♣Joy Division♣
♣Jet♣

~K~
♣Keane♣
♣Kenny G♣
♣Kara's Flower♣

~L~
♣Lagwagon♣
♣Last Days of April♣
♣Liquid Tension Experiment♣
♣Lifehouse♣
♣Led Zepplin♣

~M~
♣My Chemical Romance♣
♣Mew♣
♣Mogwai♣
♣MXPX♣
♣Marinate Mushroom♣
♣Me First and the Gimme Gimmes♣
♣Minor Threat♣
♣Metallica♣
♣Mad Caddies♣
♣Maksim♣
♣Michael Jackson♣

~N~
♣Nirvana♣
♣NOFX♣
♣No Use For a Name♣
♣Norah Jones♣
♣Nada Surf♣
♣New Fall♣

~O~
♣Ozma♣
♣Oasis♣
♣Operation Ivy♣
♣Our Lady Peace♣
♣OK Go♣

~P~
♣Pete Murray♣
♣Placebo♣
♣Pavement♣
♣Pearl Jam♣
♣Plague of Happines♣
♣Prodigy♣
♣Pink Floyd♣
♣Perfumed Flood Stickers♣
♣Phantom Planet♣

~Q~
♣Q and Not U♣
♣Qubit♣

~R~
♣RADIOHEAD

♣Rooney♣
♣Ramones♣
♣Reggie and The Full Effects♣
♣Rancid♣
♣Richard Marx♣
♣Relationsheep♣
♣Resist & Exist♣
Rage Against The Machine
♣Rise Against♣
♣Rude Rich and the High Notes♣

~S~
♣Sparta♣
♣Sex Pistol♣
SLIPKNOT
♣Suede♣
♣Staind♣
♣Santana♣
♣Sosial Distortion♣
♣Shades Apart♣
♣Supergrass♣
♣Snow Patrol♣
♣Sonic Youth♣
♣Sublime♣
♣Sixpence Non The Richer♣
♣Sigur Ros♣
♣Steve Vai♣
♣System Of A Down♣
♣SwitchFoot♣

~T~
TELEBURY
♣The Fook Yuo♣
♣The clash ♣
♣The Donnas♣
♣The Beatles♣
♣The Who♣
♣The Strokes♣
♣The Cardigans♣
♣The Ataris♣
♣The Cure♣
♣The Dismemberment Plan♣
♣The Finch♣
♣The Get Up Kids♣
♣The Gloria Record♣
♣Third Eye Blind♣
♣The Used♣
♣The WHite Stripe♣
♣The Vines♣
♣The Hives♣
♣The Verve♣
♣The Misfits♣
♣The Cardigans♣
♣Train♣
♣The Doors♣
♣The Ivory Coast♣
♣The Cribs♣
♣The Client♣
♣The Kinison♣
♣The Movielife♣
♣The New Pornographers♣
♣The Juliana Theory♣
♣Tenacious D♣
♣Travis♣

~V~
♣Vertical Vorizon♣
♣Volcano♣

~w~
♣Weezer♣

~y~
♣Yes Dear♣
♣Yellowcard♣
♣Yeah Yeah Yeahs♣
♣Yo La Tengo♣

Movies:


~Forrest Gump~
~L.O.T.R~
~Matrix~
~Saving Private Ryan~
~School Of Rock~
~Toy Story~
~Kill Bill~ 1, 2
~Hentai!!hee~
~Shark..s Tale~

Television:

~Everybody Loves Ramond~
~Chramed~
~X-Files~
~That..s 70..s Show~
~Johnny Bravo~
~Cow N Chicken~
~Sponge Bob~
~Simpson~

Books:

Im not reading type of guy actually... but love the forgetten realms trilogy by R.A Salvato.... and please dunt laugh "Konserto Terakhir" isk! still can remember every plot of the story... Read it about hundreds of times... Hee

My Blog

yooouuuuuuu....

Every time I close my eyes Your face is all I seeSo I just want to let you knowYou're beautiful to me You came to me one special dayAnd walked into my heartAnd you brought light into my lifeWhen every...
Posted by Sorry, I`m A Sinner on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 02:01:00 PST

Hopeless Me

Hopeless-It's what i amHopeless-and yet you don't give a damn Sweet and sour tears fall from the waterfall of my eyesInfront of myself in the mirror I can no longer disguiseThat I'm.... Hopeless-You c...
Posted by Sorry, I`m A Sinner on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 01:58:00 PST

Gone?

walking through the dark path of my life, ive been, bleeding till the last dropped of my tears, taste the pain and sorrow of what we called fate... ive been through hell, juz to break the spell.... al...
Posted by Sorry, I`m A Sinner on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 05:50:00 PST

....&.....

If a few months agoI would have looked in your directionYou would have smiled, held my handAnd given me all your attentionBut if I did it nowYou'd probably just give me 'the finger',Give me a dirty lo...
Posted by Sorry, I`m A Sinner on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 04:13:00 PST

End?

We say we're at peace Yet we quarrel in our mindsWe assure each other nothings wrongYet we make it obvious nothings rightWe talk in tones of conflictYet we end with "I love you's"We say we can do it t...
Posted by Sorry, I`m A Sinner on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 12:57:00 PST

sape bodoh?

sape bodoh? soalan nie kalau kowang tanya kat aku, aku akan jawab "melayu bodoh!!".. sorry to say, tapi bagi aku memang melayu kaum yang amat bodoh... walau aku melayu... memang tak salah tun dr Mahat...
Posted by Sorry, I`m A Sinner on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 10:46:00 PST