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About Me

Uhhm, Bakukus/Oreos are my specialty. As the saying goes: "Once you go black, there ain't no turnin' back"!!!! I actually like the mulatto/caramel. I lyke chillin' lyke a villain....I've had other flavas, but kinda left a dry!!!?. Feel me dog?!!! But is all good N da hood 'cuz there's more flava to sava. Luv hangin' out w/my special babee gurl, other godchildren, family, friends, peeps i work with...watchn movies, talkn on da phone, bonding with those I haven't seen or heard from in a long time...parties are cool b'cuz it's a way to see how every1 has been N what they've been up to 'n jus' shootn the breeze....Everything happens for a reason and the things you don't like is because God up above wants you to remember what he has done for us n if he is able to forgive N forget, you should be able to too. You may not agree w/certain things that happen, but instead of be negative 'bout it, turn it into positive....or rather call it "blessings" because in the end it makes you a stronger N better person for it. Can't stand people who are as they say in my culture "RubberMade"....plastic (inside n out) there's a few I know, but can't name, becuz then I'd be "a hater." I'm very down to earth, 'n don't play by the rules....Life is too short so you gots to enjoy the here N now, not the woulda, coulda, shoulda.....if you love someone, tell 'em becuz they can't read ur "mind"....Always speak up for urself!!! Be good too. There's lots of jealousy, hate 'n inferiority complexes, but remember, it's their problem, not yours. Be always thankful n grateful for what n who u have, because u never know, might not be there when u least expect it. Never go to bed angry....settle it before.....it'll make you feel better. As I always say: "Live Well....U onlee have 1 life....Laff Often....it's not that serious....and Luv Mutch....becuz if you haven't told sum1 you luv them, then you haven't lived!!!!!!" Oh, here's another one; "Life is not measured by how many breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away." Peace!!!Layout Created at ...net with LIVE preview!!

My Interests

Lots to be had!!!! Too many to name, but gimme a holla and I'll tell you my game!!@@! Photography, bowling, chillin' @ the oceanfront, smellin' roses (not literally tho'..) takin' care of kids, elderly folks need that special touch because they get lonely too, and anything else in between that doesn't have to do with illegal stuff!!!! You name it, I'll try it once and if I like it, I'll keep doing it, if not well then, you're S.O.L. baabbyy!!!!

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who is nice, kind, easy to get along with, has a GOOD sense of humor, 'cuz I'm a moody-ass biotch....can handle the flow without trippin', chillaxin....spontaneous, thrill seeker, adventurous, can be bitchy-ass too 'cuz it takes two to tango!!! uhm...aite lookin' 'cuz looks do fade, but keep da style 'cuz it sets the pace!!! lit'l ghetto-ness doesn't hurt b'cuz ain't got no room..."drama for my mama". Someone who is honest N not scared to "tell it like it is"...N oh yehh, you gots to be workin' to keep me interested bcuz my motto is: "NO MONEY...NO HONEY"!!!!

Music:

Sheeiitte, need I tell you....it's Rhythm N Blues. The "OLD SKOOL" jams N da ones you can "groove" to, if you feel what I'm saying!!! None of that funky stuff that has no meaning!!!

Movies:

My favs are: ComedY, some Drama and yehhh!!! Too many to name. My ultimates are: "everafter", "Italian Job", "Savannah SMiles", "Uptown GIrls", "Man on Fire", "The Grudge" (even tho' it made me jump w/that horrific lookin' bitch), "Shrek 1 n 2", "Finding Nemo", "Crash"....LudAcriss is such a cutey cutey naman!!!!, "WhaLe RidEr", "Set It OFF"....anything during the first 20 minutes catches my attention becomes my ultimate and/or favorite flick. Not into those chick flicks tho'....esp. Megan Ryan, and most ultimately...MiChelle Pfeiffer....she SUx!!!! Lyke the StaR WarS flicks. Those are cool. Any other titles that make me think about stuff!!!

Television:

Only do this if there's nothing good on the Rheydio!!! But I watch stuff that makes a difference and I can learn from. Ok, some comedy when it's on....you got me!!! I like Discovery channel, Food network, Law 'n Order, late nite shows, QVC, HSN, 'n the network I can order from. Ya'll can hate bcuz "Friends", I'm really not into. I like the shows that most people don't think about watching...National Geographics 'n yehhh.

Books:

Not much of a reader but hey, not all of us are!!! Do magazines count?! I do read ocassionally, but I'd rather watch it in the movies or on t.v. I'm more of a visual type of person. Maybe sometimes I don't imaginate that well when it comes to reading, but I'll work on this skill as one of the choices I've made to my New Years resolution list!!!!

Heroes:

People who are POSITIVE....not with AIDS tho'!!! jk. Ones who care about other folks and are willing to help those in need without any thoughts as to why, how, when or where. It has to come from the heart and not anywhere else!!! (Esp. those who talk out their you know...BUTTcrack ....ASS that is)!!! People who are true to themselves first then the rest falls into place. If you're not true to yourself, how can you be to others?????