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My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis, my punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself; no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling. This confession has meant nothing.

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Well my name is Racquel. I just recently turned twenty. I currently reside in Long Beach, New York. I'm mixed as fuck and anything but average. I can be an asshole but I live in new york so that's no surprise. Really want to get out of that character though. I need something new, I need something better and by God I think I've found it. His name's Sean and he makes me want to be a better person. He's the best thing to ever happen to me and I don't know where I'd be without him at my side. I might be moving away from everything I currently know but I'll be moving onto better things. :) California, here I come.

things i love; sean, energy drinks, fashion, shopping, clothing, nylon, clear things, honesty, newports, movies/film, photography, alcohol from time to time, animals, fake blood, good books, late nights

things i do not love; migraines, assholes, my messy room, being away from sean, doing dishes, being cold, customer service, scratched cds

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Music:

if it's not a ringtone, i'm not down.

there are more bands out there than dir en grey.
nigga, please.

CURRENTLY:milosh, morgan geist, praveen, arms, paul brill

css, mark ronson, RJD2, globus, massive attack, hoodstarz, kronos quartet, greg pattillo, philip glass, shiro sagiso, BLOOD FOR BLOOD, tokio hotel, children of bodom, gaku-mc, ak1200, manowar, stratovarius, iron maiden, dj krush, teriyaki boyz, black sabbath, dark funeral, rhapsody, focus, zero 7, BME, the black mages, justice, wolfmother, falconer, maximum the hormone, sezen aksu, sonata arctica, klaxons, miyavi, mustafa sandal, testament, asian kung-fu generation, die!!die!!color!!!, tarkan, joe hisaishi, tigarah, utada hikaru, dj kentaro, mika nakashima, dj sharpnel, society suckers, boyz 2 men, t.i., radiohead, michael nyman, natalie walker, josh winiberg, japanese babies, coaltar of the deeperscky, nine inch nails, ice cube, london elektricity, deichkind, harris

Movies:

"chinese, japanese, dirty knees, look at these"

fur: an imaginary portrait of diane arbus, talk to me, transformers, across the universe, 'til human voices wake us, perfume, kingdom, american psycho, MERRY ME SEAN, the goonies, office space, hanibal rising, live free or die hard, ATTACK the gas station, casshern, shinobi, izo, army of darkness, sky high, para noir, the curse of the golden flower, pan's labyrinth, men behind the sun, fast times at ridgemont high, the devil's rejects, oldboy, audition, tokyo rampage, love me if you dare, suicide club, onmyoji, versus, uzumaki, isola: persona 13, battle royale, house of flying daggers

Television:

C.S.I., THE UMBILICAL BROTHERS!!!, shin chan, inuyasha, blood plus, family guy, trinity blood, house, the l word, e.r., mythbusters, the colbert report, house, scrubs, i love Scruffie

Books:

Sean and racquel how did they do it

Heroes:

my motherRaptor jesus

My Blog

my crazy nightmare...

I flew to Cali to visit a friend basically and got caught up in some heavy shit apparently. i ended up getting shot in the face and neck (I think) somehow by the same person I came to see and I had th...
Posted by $cruffie [aka GIGGLES] on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 08:02:00 PST

get creative

i'm really bothered at the fact that all these "new" movies are coming out that are basically just american remakes of japanese films. i mean, the originals were awesome enough, you really don't need ...
Posted by $cruffie [aka GIGGLES] on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 11:33:00 PST

movies i want to see;

i cannot wait for this one.. ...
Posted by $cruffie [aka GIGGLES] on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 02:38:00 PST

to the highest mother fucking power

i'm at this point in my life, a truck stop if you may, waiting for something to get me back on track. if ever there was a positive path in my life, i have definitely strayed far from it. this is all p...
Posted by $cruffie [aka GIGGLES] on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 11:51:00 PST

phases

i go through way too many of them. see, i have these anger problems that i can't seem to control. numerous things piss me off and it's really fucking hard to keep my head on straight without saying or...
Posted by $cruffie [aka GIGGLES] on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 02:14:00 PST

i hate you

really, i fucking do. it's beyond words at the moment but you'll find out soon enough, trust me.i can never keep shit to myself for too long.i'll break down and then i'll hate myself for it but whatev...
Posted by $cruffie [aka GIGGLES] on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 12:25:00 PST

Impact.

So I finally listened to the english versions of Tokio Hotel's songs from their new album "Scream". Turns out they're even better than I originally thought. I was listening to "Don't Jump" ("Spring Ni...
Posted by $cruffie [aka GIGGLES] on Fri, 29 Jun 2007 01:05:00 PST

adventures in suburbia.

from saturday night. a good time was had by many. i wasn't too fond of some characters but that's because i can see through people pretty easily. true colors usually shine through quite brig...
Posted by $cruffie [aka GIGGLES] on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 10:32:00 PST

RETIRED PHOTOS

ok so these are all photos that, at some point in time, were uploaded on myspace. i'll try to keep this updated because i delete/add pictures constantly. more than you jerk off. the order is just at ...
Posted by $cruffie [aka GIGGLES] on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 12:02:00 PST

limbo.

my mom really needs to stop reminding me that i'm black so that puts me at a disadvantage in the world. also that i believe i'm white. i do not believe i am anything that i'm OBVIOUSLY not. i'm not tr...
Posted by $cruffie [aka GIGGLES] on Wed, 30 May 2007 11:12:00 PST