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you are my brothers, each one I would die for

About Me

Who I am...Trash : Now and Forever, this is who I will always be... Anina aka Nina : The name I was given when I was born...shortened to Nina for ease of pronunciation. People these days seem to define us by our names, what we call ourselves. It seems everything revolves around that now doesnt it? You wont just walk up to someone and say "hey you", we like to know their names. I am one of the most unusual people you will most likely encounter. I dont like rules. I hate being told that I cant dress or act a certain way because its not "normal", how many times do I have to explain this...normal does not exist dear children, its not possible to be "normal" so please dont try to make me into something imaginary. No matter what I wont change who I am for other people, I am always myself, 100%. I'm used to being hated because of who I am, so really, I wont mind if you dont like me, thats cool with me. Love me or hate me, I am who I am. Theres no way you can get to know me threw a myspace profile...if you really feel the need to speak to me then do it, regardless of what I look like or how I act, I am relatively friendly...I dont object to making friends.I've grown very used to being hurt. Life tends to be pain, thats about all it is. I hate love...So if I tell you I love you then I actually mean it, completely and totally. To say those 3 little words is like beating myself over the head with a bat...it's hard for me to say them and they dont come very easily. There are very few things I actually love in this world. My Friends : They mean EVERYTHING to me...I dont know where I would be without them. My Truck : such a sweet little baby she is...but be careful, she bites. My Animals : It's amazing, they love you no matter what you do, no matter how you act, no matter how you dress, they love you unconditionally with no strings attached. Can anyone truely sum up who they are in words? It seems close to impossible....If your still reading by this point and want to know who I am, how I think, what I truely wanna be, then ask, dont be afraid, I wont care............Rest In Peace My Friends.......... ! Myspace Contact Tables

My Interests

Art is my life, its given me more than I could ever ask for and gotten me threw some of the worst things that have ever happened to me. without art I wouldnt know how to get my feelings out.

I love my truck and pretty much all Fords, I dream about one day owning either a really old mustang, or a old Dodge Challenger or Dodge Charger.

I really like movies, but Music is a HUGE part of my life. Godsmack is by far the best band in the world!

I'd like to meet:

Sully Erna .......and anyone who wants to meet me... --Trash--
[noun]:

A real life terminator

Music:

GODSMACKSaving One, Motograter, Hour Cast, Mudvayne, Korn, Dark Funeral, Faktion, Cold, Staind, Avenged Sevenfold, Chimaira, CKY, Disturbed, Fear Factory, In Flames, Shadows Fall, System of a Down, Linkin Park, Marilyn Manson, Motley Crue, Nickelback, Nightwish, Nirvana, Seether, Shinedown, Smile Empty Soul, Static-X, Theory of a Dead Man, Tiamat, The Union Underground, Wednesday 13, Murderdolls, Slipknot, Ween, Air, Zeromancer, A Perfect Circle, Crossfade, 3 Doors Down, Three Days Grace, Offspring, Limpbizkit, The Used, Silverchair, Switchfoot, Metallica, Fuel, Pink Floyd, Incubus, Breaking Benjamin, Twisted Method, Otep, Hatebreed, and a lot more.

Movies:

BOONDOCK SAINTS , Donnie Darko, Van Helsing, Underworld, Saw(1,2 & 3) the Addams family, the fast and the furious, young guns, saved, the nightmare before christmas, charlie and the chocolate factory, madagascar , hangmans curse, the fantastic four, brothers grim, all harry potter movies, narnia, the ninja turtle movies!!, dukes of hazzard, corpse bride, i like alot of movies just dont feel like listing them, plus i cant remember half of them

Television:

i dont really watch tv, but if i do, that 70's show, family guy, the simpsons, and supernatural

Books:

I love reading...I think I honestly read more than is healthy sometimes. Lately I have grown to love Dean Koontz books, but I like reading anything that can keep my attention. Mysteries, horror, things that make me think or have lots of killing. Cirque du freak, the demonata, Dracula...

Heroes:

My friends are one of the biggest heros I can think of, they have helped me threw the worst of times and have been with me no matter what. I love you guys and I always will. Thank You.

My Blog

The Concert

Last night was fuckin amazing....I love the band Saving One, but I hadn't actually got to see them live till last night.  I convinced my aunt to take me and my friend to a 21+ show, pretend to be...
Posted by xXTrAsHXx on Sat, 05 May 2007 10:45:00 PST

Sorry

Im sorry, if its the last thing I ever say, I'll say it now, I'm sorry, for everything, for everything I've ever done to you, for you, with you, I'm sorry I wasted your time, I'm sorry I'm too shy to ...
Posted by xXTrAsHXx on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 08:59:00 PST

Godsmack, Hour Cast and Breaking Benjamin

wow...where to even begin, Saturday night was the BEST night of my whole entire life!!!!!!!  we headed up to St. Paul like 5 hours early, pulled into a parking ramp and started walking towards th...
Posted by xXTrAsHXx on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 01:57:00 PST

why?

why is it that the thing you want most more then ANYTHING else in the world is always the thing you cant have?  i just dont get it!!!!  its not fair at all, the one thing that makes me truel...
Posted by xXTrAsHXx on Tue, 30 May 2006 02:21:00 PST

Korn Mudvayne and 10 years

that show was by far the most amazing thing thats ever happened to me, im completely blown away and still trying to figure out all that happened, it was my first time at a big show and my first time i...
Posted by xXTrAsHXx on Sun, 02 Apr 2006 12:57:00 PST