i dont even know. |
"maybe God will teach dimebag real guitar lessons"(song1)dear everyone, suicide premiere,he's on the ledge provoked by his love.
well his ambulance is on it's way,and the demons dance as he's closer.f...
Posted by the bear of despair. on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 08:22:00 PST |
i am nothing but a mess, and this, i can not stress. |
i have made a complete mess of myself.and i believe this will be the first timei find out if dried blood washes off of dead skin.out of dead hair,
i no longer believe in air....
Posted by the bear of despair. on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 11:45:00 PST |
most certainly wouldnt hang itself. |
the light that everyone seems to be chasing,i want to meet it face to face.i'm tired of these games,constantly trailing behind fiction.i wish i could spit in your face.i wish i could cut your throat.i...
Posted by the bear of despair. on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 11:11:00 PST |
error. |
"i am nowhere near impatient,i am just not in your arms or best interest.i'm realizing that and it's hitting hard.might as well shut my trap and breathe in the ocean,water reaching every little part o...
Posted by the bear of despair. on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 01:54:00 PST |
:| |
give me my reason to love!i've had this knife at my throat for quite some time now andi've walked by a million lovers,hands in each others.give me my reason to not slit...i dont ask to live, but beg f...
Posted by the bear of despair. on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 09:55:00 PST |
please... stop. |
can you please stop whispering in my ear?your soft breath act as fucking knives,and that grin on your face is horrific.i'm trying to think what it is i did right,and you havent told me my answer.tell ...
Posted by the bear of despair. on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 09:52:00 PST |
_______. |
speak your honesty, most uncomfortable twists i make in this empty bed, i am growing tired of this. everyone always said routine gets slower in the end, but i do find myself... there... sooner. many t...
Posted by the bear of despair. on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 11:47:00 PST |
Suddenly Seymour! |
life out of harlingen is decent. i have a job. i have a friend that i live with.i have a car, which is low on gas, but thanks to andrew, i'm fine.i do have alot of time to think and alot of time to fe...
Posted by the bear of despair. on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 12:20:00 PST |
So you're dying alone, and you're lonely. |
Well, 2006 has definitely been an odd year for me.with that being said, i can say this has been the worst year of my life.honestly.ok, starting the year off, i knew the band, the main thing i was pass...
Posted by the bear of despair. on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 10:18:00 PST |
