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Pazuzu

Music is moonlight in the gloomy night of life - Jean Paul

About Me

I breathe, sleep, eat, drink, smile, frown, and do all of the things necessary to keep on truckin' on. I seem to be intrigued by the "dark side" of the mountain...you know what I'm sayin? I guess it's because that side is unequivocally inspiring. I respect individuality and innovation. The best of the best, and the most interesting, are always the first...the innovators. I am annoyed by self-appointed judges. If you don't like what somebody else is doing...just shut the fuck up, turn a cheek and go on about your own life. I also scoff at self-proclaimed prophets who try to "enlighten" others from their mental pedestal...what a joke. Everybody has their own path to follow. I DO NOT like egotistical, condescending, arrogant, dishonest OR selfish personalities. If you find that you are one of these types...I cannot express how much I dislike you. Peace and love.


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Steven Wilson - Insurgentes (trailer)
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My Interests

Porcupine Tree – Cheating The PolygraphGuitar, Electronica, Experimental, Progressive, Soul/Neo-Soul, Jazz, Fusion, and just flat out innovative/original music. I am also still into "old" 80's punk...Lindsey Lohan is more punk than the new CRAP. Absinthe (French or Suisse), Beauti-Wonderful art of any kind, the untainted beauty of the mother earth, constitutional rights, interesting (and useful) technologies, family, friends, The Los Angeles Lakers, The Los Angeles Clippers, The Anaheim Angels, The San Francisco 49ers, MMA, cool (interesting) beings ,Food, Beer, Guns, Knives, Fire, Explosions, Foreplay, Oxygen...Jamiroquai - SupersonicAlice In Chains - Love Hate Love

I'd like to meet:

HerANEKDOTEN - The War Is OverANEKDOTEN - FROM WITHIN (REHEARSAL)

Music:

My music tastes carry me all over the place. In no particular order; TOOL, Porcupine Tree, Anekdoten, Katatonia, Blackfield, Mew, Morte Macabre, Paatos, I.E.M., Pink Floyd, Led Zepplin, Soundgarden, Temple Of The Dog, Chris Cornell, Ministry, Amira, Dave Navarro, Amp Fiddler, Pure Reason Revolution, Sananda Maitreya(AKA Terence Trent D'arby), Nine Inch Nails, Faith No More, Fishbone, The Cult, A Perfect Circle, Prince, The Mars Volta, Stevie Wonder, Maxwell, Marvin Gaye, Yes, James Brown, Alicia Keys, Jeff Buckley, Tori Amos, Alice In Chains, Vast, Santana, Stevie Ray Vaughn, Miles Davis, Slayer, Cro-Mags, G.B.H., Oingo Boingo, Joe Satriani, and a million others, spanning from one side of this reality to the next...

Movies:

Scarface, The Thing, Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas, Romeo Is Bleeding, Caddyshack, Big Trouble In Little China, Fletch, Goodfellas, Dune, V For Vendetta, Dances With Wolves, Halloween, Windwalker, Conan The Barbarian, Excalibur, The Exorcist, Fearless, 48 Hours, Sin City, Ronin, Heat, Pan's Labyrinth, Mulholland Dr., Patriot Games, Clear and Present Danger, Outlaw Josie Wales, Pale Rider, Unforgiven, Blade (1&2), Memento, Identity, The Shining, and one or a hundred others...

Television:

ESPN, ESPN2, FSN, FSN2, NBA, MLB, NFL, mixed martial arts. Real Time With Bill Maher, Cold Case Files and other (real) forensic investigative shows... most television programming discourages free thinking...or thought in general.

Books:

Anything that can hold my interest...Just about any Dean Koontz novel (especially Watchers), Swan Song (R. McGammon), All of the original Conan The Barbarian novels by Robert E. Howard, Imperial Hubris: Why The West Is Losing The War On Terror by Michael Scheurer, Frank Frazetta's The Death Dealer series by James Silke, and any of Don Pendleton's Executioner series...Yeah, I guess Im kind of a geek like that.

Heroes:

Quanah Parker, Conan The Barbarian (yes...I said Conan The Barbarian), Clint Eastwood's "nameless" cowboy character (Pale Rider, the spaghetti westerns) , Steven Wilson, Mighty Mouse, YOU, and any man or woman who has ever risked their life preserving freedom.

My Blog

A Sort Of Darkness

A sort of darkness follows me wherever I go It shelters me On the brightest of days in the most subtle of ways Its gentle wings blur my gaze Deep within these files a sort of darkness that smiles a so...
Posted by Pazuzu on Tue, 21 Oct 2008 11:41:00 PST

Dejected

Plagued are these fires these most sought desires as I lay to rest comforting funeral pyres Forever this chase This "Iron Maiden" on my face such spiritual disgrace Dejected is the one disheart...
Posted by Pazuzu on Wed, 15 Oct 2008 09:29:00 PST

Respite

A deepest yearning to see her again Though lust's desire her soul-fire My coveted friend... ...Inspiration was her light Golden in flight Destined to smite Angelic her respite...
Posted by Pazuzu on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 09:58:00 PST

Immersion

When he immersed himself he could not breath Though as he reversed it all Reprieve
Posted by Pazuzu on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 09:33:00 PST

Another aimless, incomplete blog...

Her beauty as the midnight star embraces infinity... Sweet lucidity though twice as far is the fruit of her divinity ------------------------------------------------------------ -------------- ...
Posted by Pazuzu on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 10:49:00 PST

I Contemplate...

The inflection of the word the progression of the act the direction of blind thought that carries my self intact Intuition has failed my honor derailed Can't hope to see light through this infernal ni...
Posted by Pazuzu on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 09:21:00 PST

???

The expectance of unavoidable change, like the thought before the word, lays the foundation for inevitable transpiration... ...transformation  ...
Posted by Pazuzu on Tue, 22 Jul 2008 12:35:00 PST

This Epitaph

This Epitaph which I now read is the answer This Epitaph which reminds me of the cancer Its been too long since ive seen her face just to think of her my tired heart begins to race This Epitaph is t...
Posted by Pazuzu on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 11:15:00 PST

My Butterfly

My butterfly To myself I lie and how I retry to place you in my sky Til the day I die My butterfly Its with you I'd lie Understand I try and try to become not the other guy Your wings my dear I w...
Posted by Pazuzu on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 11:13:00 PST

Her Wintery Wings

Sent to the gallows by my lover sweet I followed a path less so than discreet contemplation followed every thought through my soul basely distraught her sky was blue though through dec...
Posted by Pazuzu on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 11:06:00 PST