life isn't easy for all of us |
i thought i am gonna experience another fainting commotion. i thought i was gonna faint outside Cineleisure. i wasn't feeling good. my throat was choking. my nose was stuffed. i see my shopping bag l... Posted by ShaiAnn on Wed, 16 May 2007 11:58:00 PST |
mama drama |
i wanted to puke when i woke up. i was on the phone till 5.30am. i enjoyed talking to him. he made me feel at ease somehow. don't get me wrong, i am not falling for him. he doesn't stress me up.... Posted by ShaiAnn on Wed, 16 May 2007 10:56:00 PST |
feelin fucked up by flu |
the last time i ever felt this sick happened when i was with isaac. hard partying ways alway bring me a fucking flu. my head is spinning, my stomach is churning, my nose is flowing... wow, just fuckin... Posted by ShaiAnn on Mon, 14 May 2007 12:56:00 PST |
wild hard partying ways is back |
i had so much fun at ZOUK. came to ZOUK with two friends, Andrew and Sebas. i slept my way on the cab. some friends were in there and some were on their way. "merv, it's your birthday, we are gonna pa... Posted by ShaiAnn on Sun, 13 May 2007 03:56:00 PST |
from the bottom of my heart |
it was a mtter i had to resolve. i don't wish to see anything happening to monster. i was fucking stressed. i was screaming at mom. i was screaming at everyone. i guess i lost it again!
it was just di... Posted by ShaiAnn on Sat, 12 May 2007 12:58:00 PST |
you'll be on my mind from night to sunrise |
that explain why i wasn't hurry by them! lol. them dudes are doing their stuffs before we meet up. i was writing vigorously on my bed. i emptied the content in my bag and dump it in a huge tub. the ap... Posted by ShaiAnn on Fri, 11 May 2007 04:35:00 PST |
a disasterous night |
was at Starbucks again. and i needed the usual company i been going out with to pass the afternoon and night. i wasn't feeling too good emotionally. my guy friends call me brother! lol. they see ... Posted by ShaiAnn on Fri, 11 May 2007 01:15:00 PST |
so much more. so much more |
was i abstaining myself from food and allowing myself to sleep? i don't think so. i somehow lost my appetite to someone and feeling fucking sleepy out of the sudden.
i was dug from my grave by mom w... Posted by ShaiAnn on Thu, 10 May 2007 11:12:00 PST |
embrace your shape |
this is the month for singlehood. every friends of mine seem to be in the same shitty situation as i am.
10 is to mark our second month. i never doubt we can never live past that. but, i guess, shit d... Posted by ShaiAnn on Tue, 08 May 2007 10:15:00 PST |
holla back |
i am super uber exhausted. i want to hit the sack. however there's something holding me back! and i don't know what it is.
i can't help but click on his screen name. it's two words reply. i am trying ... Posted by ShaiAnn on Tue, 08 May 2007 12:42:00 PST |