Unwanted illusions.. |
Some nights ill be the happiest person ever. Ill be on cloud nine and positive about my life.
Most nights I get like this at one point or another. Especially tonight.
Im panicking and I feel like im d...
Posted by You speak in poetry, I whisper in pain. on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 09:25:00 PST |
Tag! Your it!!! |
**Each player starts with 7 random facts/habits about yourself. People who get tagged need to write their own blog about their seven things as well as these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to...
Posted by You speak in poetry, I whisper in pain. on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 07:01:00 PST |
7:30 am randomness continues! |
Well..I still havent been to sleep like I had planned.
We just gave birth to 5 babies yay! Lil Kittens=)
Sooo I just decided pancakes sounded good to...so I made pancakes. heheheheheh
beside the aller...
Posted by You speak in poetry, I whisper in pain. on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 04:25:00 PST |
Randomness of the early morn... |
amuse me, how does it feel,
did it all come to soon to appear real?
the pain deep inside your heart
when the ones you trust have torn you apart?
I knew you would have to figure it out soon
what goes a...
Posted by You speak in poetry, I whisper in pain. on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 12:19:00 PST |
Dear David. |
Dave,
I miss you. I think about you more then you could possibly think about me. Thats okay, I know your busy. But its not that your too fucked up to remember to call me, Its not that you lie to me. W...
Posted by You speak in poetry, I whisper in pain. on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 02:50:00 PST |
Spiral |
I think its time to pull away
you say caring for you is normal, I swear its not okay.
I dont know why im like this, and I dont know if I can change
Im not the same girl today, and tommorow ...
Posted by You speak in poetry, I whisper in pain. on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 08:09:00 PST |
out of it-n-honest. ha |
Well, I did it. Went in stood in the back and watched as they said goodbyes to this beautiful girl I was blessed knowing in my life.
I was okay until they played her song. So far away...I think thats ...
Posted by You speak in poetry, I whisper in pain. on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 10:38:00 PST |
Dear Sammie |
Dear Sammi,
Im ready to talk about this. I have been selfish for the past few days...trying to act like Im okay around everyone...acting like It didnt phase me as much as this really has.
Someone real...
Posted by You speak in poetry, I whisper in pain. on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 03:43:00 PST |
Depressed. |
Im depressed.
A very good friend of mine died the other day. Reality is having its turn with me. And im not liking it now that im realizing the truth.I lost yet, one more person in my life.
It hurts. ...
Posted by You speak in poetry, I whisper in pain. on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 01:43:00 PST |
Life... |
Well, I got my tests back today...and good news...Nope! I was really worried...I mean. Everyone asks me, arent u terrified of what its going to be? And I wasnt terrified...until now really.
The fact ...
Posted by You speak in poetry, I whisper in pain. on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 01:14:00 PST |
