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Jessica

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About Me

My last "about me" paragraph was depressing. I'm not a depressing person. Chances are if you are reading this and are truly interested in me you probably already know me so maybe you wouldn't read this....anyway, life is crazy, huh? I never thought I would appreciate the shit I have been through but I do. It changed me and I'm happy. NO sense in going into details cuz the ones that need to know already know. Anyways, yea.... I don't speak about myself often so I hope you really were not trying to find anything out about me. If you were talk to one of my friends.
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I'd like to meet:

I have all the crazy people I need in my life right now
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Music:

wow.....I like rock/metal.....uh, alternative.... it just depends on the message and if the music flows with it.

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I Want To

I want to let go of the past But I'm holding on too tightly I want to be alone to think But my thoughts drive me crazy I want to trust people And not worry about being hurt I want to shut off my emoti...
Posted by Jessica on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 10:46:00 PST

My Soul

I cant find my soul Its like a big black hole Hunting happiness And all I have missed I need time to heal All the wounds I cant feel Pain raids my soul Like an army at war Hate plays the role It...
Posted by Jessica on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 10:42:00 PST

Kill Me

Slit my wrist Beat me with fists Take the pain away Confusion fucking everyday I'm so numb inside From feelings I hide Something is not right! I scream with all my might But no open ear hears Through ...
Posted by Jessica on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 10:37:00 PST

Darkness

In the terrifying darkness There's so many things I miss I can hear my own tears As I cry, I drown in my fears The light fades away God save me I pray But nothing can save me now As I fall further dow...
Posted by Jessica on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 10:34:00 PST