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I am spacial

God bless the broken road that lead me straight to you.

About Me

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I once gave myself to something Greater, and now I can't find happiness anywhere else. But it turns out "anywhere else" is a temporary facade for "no where at all". I now have the choice between the two extremes. The contrast between them is ufathomable. God is joy itself and everything good beyond human comprehension, while anything else is the essence of pain. Without God it is impossible to see that, but through the world's eyes it is impossible to see God. I wish I could tell you what that really means but I am limited to the language of the world and i hate the world. though that doesn't mean that i hate you. in fact, it is more likely i'd find reason to love you if you would only show me who you really are. (not manipulation, just the sincere desire to engage in a unified species.) i also like cheese. but i am deathly afraid of mold. if my cheese grows mold, i throw the whole thing out the window...."their future is eternal loss, for their god is their appetite: they are proud of what they should be ashamed of; and all they think about is this life here on earth. But our homeland is in heaven, where our Savior the Lord Jesus Christ is; and we are looking forward to his return from there." ~Philippians 4:19-20

My Interests

running into waterfalls. true love. with a painted smile and hands lifted high in the air to the Maker of all things wonderful. glory! if there isnt a waterfall than i am just as satisfied on the beach or in a boat- fishing perhaps? with a friend. yes and we'd share stories and contimplate life from different angles. carpe'diem. capturing the birds and trees, turning them into memories with a little technology and a heart for nature. symbolism. and laughing with you or at you if i think your the least bit silly or interesting. analyze. music:harmony/rythm/thoughts & emotion- running through my bloodstream my veins and my pores. passion. if you don't understand random people than you might think im a little nuts. my favorite nut is a pistachio. i like pistachio icecream and i miss delsa's. i was actually getting online just now to do something else and then i got distracted with this. i don't think pills will fix my thought processes:how my synapses fire and when they decide. its all about perspective. disorder or gift? free will. His will.

I'd like to meet:

Life is your perspective subject to your will. Time is dwindling, so obtain yourself truly and take not the world's distorted image into account of your identity. who are you? really. that is all.

Music:

my passion` helps me breathe fresh air and gives me wings to fly over buildings and cows...imogen heap. damien rice. dave matthews band. shawn mcdonald. elliot smith. copeland. david crowder band. nickle creek. glassjaw. jimmy eat world. bjork. emery. death cab for cutie. postal service. ben folds. muse. the shins. phil wickham. tori amos. john mayer. incubus. deftones. tool. coldplay. jack johnson. ben harper. sarah mclachlan. mark schultz. jars of clay. radiohead. the spill canvas. the format. elliot. owen. american football. michael jackson. mae. norah jones. jewel. steven curtis chapman. frim fram four. ben harper. chicago. ella fitzgerald. billie holiday. fiona apple. caedmon's call. the fray. dropping daylight. acceptance. iron and wine. boys II men. brandy. craig david. down here. aqualung. jem. eisley. falling up. anberlin. sigur ros. dropping daylight. mahler. starfield. simon n garfunkel. sleeping at last...

Movies:

im in Salem right now, which may as well be a foreign land. so ive been watching alot of romance movies. i fell in love with "The Horse Whisperer" and "While You Were Sleeping". Does anyone have another romance movie I can borrow??

Television:

The Cosby Show. Family Guy. Friends. The Discovery Channel. Interior Design shows. History channel (because i can actually retain the info if i see it in pictures). the news (im glad i moved to Salem where people like to create bombs out of pcp pipe and attach them to random cars in parking lots- yay for retreating to safety! friggin idiots... i need friends. can i have yours?

Books:

Bible. and various enlightening, inspiring, or informative texts. Ted Dekker. Roahld Dahl...

My Blog

Goodmorning freedom Goodbye...

the truth can be painful.  but don't ever run from it; fear it with all your heart because the pain of truth is only temporary, then truth leads to wi...
Posted by I am spacial on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 07:35:00 PST

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  "So I say, live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature.  For the sinful nature desires what is contrary to the Spirit, and the Spirit what is contrary to ...
Posted by I am spacial on Fri, 19 May 2006 05:33:00 PST