Ash[I suck at life, but I'm wicked cool]

About Me

Check out my work..
I don't take myself too seriously, but I like feedback, especially from other self expression addicts.

I'm just a wandering artist, writer learning, laughing, loving, and living strumming cords on my 12 string improvising like breathing.

I like...scribbled inspiration on 24hour diner napkins, swings at 3AM, clunky boots with fishnets, finding the humor in almost everything, splashing through streetlight puddles, touch that flows, eyes that connect, worldâ€™s that collide, upside-down kisses, artists' afterglow, gasoline spill rainbows, philosophy over shots of tequila, desert thunderstorms, and random roadtrips.

I dislike... condescending, judgmental, self involved, superficial, self serving, closed minded people, social politics, consumerism, eye headaches, standstills, and.. when a good movie falls apart in the last 20 minutes.

Speak up like this was your last chance to...

My Interests

I don't know.Wha cha got? I'm into Backpacking, Greyhound Tickets, Oneway flights, Drawing, Painting, Photography, Sculpting, Music, Shooting pool, Tarot, Qi Gong/Chi/Energy/Magick/Prayer/Whatever they're calling it these days, Belly Dancing, Moshing, Swimming, Yoga, Horror Fics, B Movies, Foreign Films, Thunderstorms, Rollercoasters, Swings, D/s, BDSM, Blowing Bubbles, Philosophy, Meditation, Sarcasm, Intuition, Cooking, Hiking, Crowd Surfing, Bonfires, The Ocean, This Moment

Movies:

My DVD collection is insane; b movies, foriegn movies, action, drama, comedy, cartoons, anime, TV shows from the 90-80's..

Top 3's?
Horror?
1.) Raised on Freddy Kruger
2.) Alien owns Predator
3.) Ginger Snaps

Comedy?
1.) Kids in the Hall: Brain Candy
2.) Monty Python
3.) Idiocracy

Drama?
1.) Stranger Than Fiction
2.) Wristcutters; A Love Story
3.) Fallen

Romance?
1.) Natural Born Killers
2.) Original Sin
3.) The Secretary

Anime?
1. Berserk
2. Full Metal
3. Angel Sanctuary

Not to forget; The Fountain, Kama Sutra, Legend, Moulin Rouge, Phantom Of the Opera, Chicago, Waking Life, Vanity Fair, Stir of Echoes, Labyrinth, The Shining, What Dreams May Come, May, Amelie, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Razorblade Smile, The Terminator 2, A Tail of Two Sisters, 28 Days Later.. List goes on..

Television:

I don't watch much TV, but anything sarcastic or interesting

Books:

Anais Nin, Jung, Dostoevsky, Nietzsche, Osho

My Blog

In case you were wondering?

Hey, kids.. Life is beautiful. And I guess it comes down to the little things; starting out with nothing owning only our art,Fresh fruit and veggies with every meal,the sounds...
Posted by Ash[I suck at life, but I'm wicked cool] on Thu, 08 May 2008 04:33:00 PST

TANGENT: Be the change you hope to see..

Walking around Seattle in no particular direction two military helicopters sored overhead, and the sound, that whip of the blades touching every corner of the sky took me to another place that felt li...
Posted by Ash[I suck at life, but I'm wicked cool] on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 06:36:00 PST

TANGENT: The drinking bobble bird has my vote..

I keep seeing this same TV add.. Someone care to explain to me why the military is guilting the public into paying for the college tuition of our soldiers? I was always under the impression school wa...
Posted by Ash[I suck at life, but I'm wicked cool] on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 11:43:00 PST

A MOMENT: Moon Transitions

People wander outside their homes away from flickering TV sets to the evening streets, their attention aimed vertical, faces lit with soft orange.I guess it's funny how I keep accidentally propelling ...
Posted by Ash[I suck at life, but I'm wicked cool] on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 10:50:00 PST

On to new beginings..

After two days of nothing, but packing, and mayhem living off energy drinks and no sleep I can't believe the walls are bare, weird to see the first home I ever knew just another empty apartment now, a...
Posted by Ash[I suck at life, but I'm wicked cool] on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 05:58:00 PST

PICTURES: First set of glasses since I was 5..

I loathe, loathe super fun trips to the Optometrist where I show up on time, but wait for an hour listening to some screaming child while the parent flips through a zine from 05' accompanied by elevat...
Posted by Ash[I suck at life, but I'm wicked cool] on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 11:38:00 PST

SPOKEN WORD: Surrender, Devour

I crave states we've not yet been, Slow dance at the edge of raging wildfires, Fuck against the heat submerged in consciousness, Surrender to the shadows and fall backwards Into the moment w...
Posted by Ash[I suck at life, but I'm wicked cool] on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 07:25:00 PST

PICTURES: New tattoo cuz the sky is falling...

The water can't run hot enough, cleanses nothing, trickles into these old wounds that read like calligraphy Virgo tore open and from the bottom of my tub I ponder vertical the fragility of trust in ha...
Posted by Ash[I suck at life, but I'm wicked cool] on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 08:35:00 PST

MOMENTS: Centered

Midday peace stretches past the violet windowsill across the pale plum walls. All this dust glitters in streams of gold that kiss my eyelids and wish away the years where we may have upside ...
Posted by Ash[I suck at life, but I'm wicked cool] on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 10:11:00 PST

POETRY: Crosshatch Lifelines

This world's been spinning round' counterclockwise with our arms spread out. Cuz all that we know of love is indigo With no sense for up nor winding down, Always with both hands to the ground, Walking...
Posted by Ash[I suck at life, but I'm wicked cool] on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 02:32:00 PST