I am a fucking raver. |
Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics o... Posted by ♥Citrus♥ {[heartcore]} on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 02:58:00 PST |
what the fuck? Yes. |
soooo, i was going through my old livejournal entries, and for some reason decided it was once again time to spew some thoughts out across cyberspace. Because really, what good is a blog without a new... Posted by ♥Citrus♥ {[heartcore]} on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 10:53:00 PST |
Buried |
so, i've decided that all my defense mechanisms are buried deep inside my mind. I used to be able to defend myself against emotional bullshit, but I can't seem to do it now, and it's tearing me fuckin... Posted by ♥Citrus♥ {[heartcore]} on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 10:06:00 PST |
blogblogblog |
My blog feels sad and unwanted. So I figured I'd give it some attention. I've been on the computer all day. Go me! That's a major accomplishment of nothingness. I need a new car. like badly. My car is... Posted by ♥Citrus♥ {[heartcore]} on Mon, 21 May 2007 07:02:00 PST |
AZ Heartcore |
So, I went to Laser Rave last night, and it was totally awesome! Everything I've heard about the AZ scene is absolutely true. I had such and awesome time. And I almost didn't get to go either. I had t... Posted by ♥Citrus♥ {[heartcore]} on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 08:32:00 PST |
My heart hurts.... |
and i don't like it. everything hurts, and im sick of it, because it makes me feel emo. God, I feel so angry. I am so sick of getting screwed, and I bring it all on myself, but I don't know how to cha... Posted by ♥Citrus♥ {[heartcore]} on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 02:42:00 PST |
I'm Legal! |
Yep, that's right. I've finally turned 18. Like 5 days ago.... I'm now an adult and legally responsible for all my actions..... shit. So I'm going to graduate high school in like less than a mont... Posted by ♥Citrus♥ {[heartcore]} on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 02:30:00 PST |
Life sucks |
and that's all there is too it. Every time something seems good, it never lasts. It never stays around. something always happens, and life sucks again. But that's okay! Cuz that's just life, right? I ... Posted by ♥Citrus♥ {[heartcore]} on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 08:11:00 PST |
It's 4 O'Clock in the morning... |
And I should be asleep. I have to go to work in like 4 hours.... argh! Why did I really stay up all night? Cuz I seem to be a night person now. I have no trouble staying up at night, but I'm always ti... Posted by ♥Citrus♥ {[heartcore]} on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 04:05:00 PST |
Aww Shit Son. |
So, I was supposed to hang out with Twiggy today, but I never did. American Idol auditions are in LA on the 8th, and I was gonna go, but its super short notice. I asked my dad if I was gonna go and he... Posted by ♥Citrus♥ {[heartcore]} on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 07:22:00 PST |