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*~Sempre Vive~*

Servent of Desire...

About Me

"Like a Kiss From the Lips of Ra That Burns On."

Passion, ardor, beauty, sadness, lovely lovely tears, dark cries, secrets, fire, fury, desire, love, pain, shadows, cravings, hunger, bites, scratches, kisses, longing, rapture, dwelling, fervence, hauntings, obsession, eternity, infatuation, the color red, forever and ever...... and that's what this woman is made of...

“The Symbolism of red is made up of life, death, femininity, virility, violence, happiness, evil, saintliness, holiness, luxury, destitution, euphoria, and laughter…The Murky red of brothels…the sumptuous theaters with their rich velvet curtains…the color of the devils’ robes…Idealistic red. The red of protest…calling for violence, blood and a break from dogma…a poisonous red of seduction…Red is a key and when applied to the lips, will open all doors.”

~ From Red, by Stephanie Busuttil

My Interests


I simply adore: travel, music, cinema, working out, astrology, art, body modification, food, chocolate, kisses, sex, sharks, animals, vampires, passion, thunder, singing, dreaming, strange people, expensive bedding, nighttime, night skies and all things dark and mysterious, eccentric and macabre, romantic and chivalrous, sensual and surreal.

My Absolute.

I'd like to meet:



Always fancy to kill the oddy knockies and to filly new droogies.

I love the Thorny Devil (aka Mountain Devil).

The divinely strange and unfortunately endangered Grey Loris.

Exquisite Perfection

Crimson Ballerina

Lady in Waiting

Tainted Reflection

Music:

Music, for me, is perhaps the easiest form of escape. I can be whom I choose, go where I please, and have whom I desire. I am enamored with and humbled by the following brilliant artists, and many more: Dead Can Dance, The Cult, The Butthole Surfers, Delerium, Conjure One, Collection d'Arnell-Andrea, Luciano Pavarotti, Thievery Corp., Vast, South, 16 HP, Interpol, The National, Calla, The Doves, Air, Starsailor, Gorillaz, Bauhaus, Peter Murphy (sigh), The Cure, The Gathering, Bel Canto, This Mortal Coil, Cocteau Twins, Hooverphonic, Sneaker Pimps, Tricky, Massive Attack, Poe, Muse, Red Delicious, Olive, Dido, The Dining Rooms, Portishead, The Doors, Blondie, Pink Floyd, Sonic Youth, Sasha Lazard, Azam Ali, Mazzy Star, Sade, B-Tribe .... all Gothic, all Trip-Hop, all 4AD. Really, there are only two types of music - Good and Bad. I like Good music.

Movies:

I love the sweet, slow, deceptive seduction of cinema. Like music, it works to evoke, inspire, conjure, transport, ignite or sometimes just to simply entertain. Some that have touched me in these ways are: Bitter Moon, Santa Sangre, The Reflecting Skin, Naked Lunch, The Forbidden Zone, The Saddest Music in the World, Leaving Las Vegas, Bram Stoker's Dracula, King Kong, Interview With the Vampire, The Hunger, Mary Reilly, Rosemary's Baby, The Machinist, The Jacket, all the works of David Lynch (especially Blue Velvet), Jaws, Bound, High Art, Dangerous Liasons, Videodrome, Dead Ringers, Dr. Caligari 1989, all the works of Quentin Tarantino (especially Jackie Brown), Even Cowgirls Get the Blues, Boxing Helena, Ed Wood, The Cook, the Thief, His Wife and Her Lover, Scarlet Diva, Memento, Hannibal trio, I Shot Andy Warhol, Donnie Darko, A Clockwork Orange, Murder by Death, the old Mel Brooks stuff, Friday and.... Revenge of the Nerds!! ... and countless others.

Television:

Sunday night HBO is the reigning champ in this category: Oz, Sex and the City, The Sopranos, Carnivale, Rome and Six Feet Under. I love to laugh to Kids in the Hall and Everybody Loves Raymond. Before it was cancelled, I lived for the fitness channel, I'm completely addicted to the Food Network and Animal Planet and have the hots for Anderson Cooper and Samurai Jack. Also, I must confess to enjoying a bunch of reality shows including: Breaking Bonaduce, Project Runway, Dr. 90210, Flavor of Love, and America's Next Top Model.

Books:

Another teleportation device. This one allows more room for individual perception. I have been bewitched by the following: Bram Stoker's Dracula (of course), Anne Rice's Vampire Trilogy (not so much by the ones that followed), her Sleeping Beauty Series under her pen, A. N. Roquelaure, Rosemary's Baby by Ira Levin, Naked Lunch, by William S. Burroughs (along with some of his other works, like Junkie), Lady Cottington's Pressed Fairy Book by Terry Jones and Brian Froud, and all the others in this series, Goblins, Good Faeries/bad Faeries, and Strange Stains and Mysterious Smells: Based on Quentin Cottington's Journal of Faery Research. Then there's: OZ : Behind These Walls: The Journal of Augustus Hill, and I really liked The Shining by Stephen King, and Call Me Crazy: A Memoir, by Anne Heche. Etc. etc... on and on and on.

Heroes:

1. My mother: the most capable, talented and selfless person I've ever known.

2. Fakir Musafar, whose undaunted, sacred and profane research and personal exploration of primitive body decoration and rituals has impacted and improved my life.

3. Steve Irwin, whose unsurpassed passion, respect, and enthusiasim for his animal kingdom research and endeavors, will never be forgotten.

4. Whoever replaces George W. Bush as President.

My Blog

The Tears and the Tree

Today I was sitting at my desk at work and began to feel overwhelmed - not with my workload, but with my life-load instead.  Sometimes the pressure is a heavy weight - demanding and unforgiving.&...
Posted by *~Sempre Vive~* on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 08:53:00 PST

Six Weird Things ...

6 Weird Things So the rules are, once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with "6 weird/things/habits about yourself".In the end you need to choose the 6 people to be tagged and list their n...
Posted by *~Sempre Vive~* on Tue, 14 Mar 2006 06:36:00 PST

A Dog's Love From Above. {RIP}

"You only have to look, and I am there."   My name is Pudgie Pellicone.  In my physical body, I was part Husky, German Shepard and Collie.  I was mostly black with some tan here and the...
Posted by *~Sempre Vive~* on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 07:28:00 PST

Love's Sweet Torture

I am tortured by my love - my love not for one, but for all of whom I've ever loved.  My pain is real, my tears genuine.  At night, I cry out, I scream but no one hears me.  I am alone ...
Posted by *~Sempre Vive~* on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 08:19:00 PST

Beautiful Dreamin'

Boy and girl leaning back, slightly reclined listening to music in a car.  Smooth, sexy grooves humming through the air - chill-out music, her favorite.  The boy has his eyes closed, the gir...
Posted by *~Sempre Vive~* on Thu, 19 Jan 2006 10:16:00 PST

The Doorway

There, in the doorway they kissed.  It happened so quickly, yet upon reflection, it seemed as though it transpired in slow motion; thick and tense and intense - bleeding passion and dripping with...
Posted by *~Sempre Vive~* on Thu, 19 Jan 2006 10:15:00 PST