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kellydawn

blurry proves to be my very best color

About Me

*I'm starving for innocence* *I give myself very good advice. . .but I very seldom follow it.
*Boys confuse me but I've fallen in love far too easily.
*I'm young at heart but not so young in mind.
*My mother says the first sentence I put together was "I can do it myself" and I've said nothing else ever since.
*I place great value on true innoccence.
The last ime we talked he reduced me to tears, I assure you it shan't happen again.
*I feel like everyday I fight the ever waging battle against becoming jaded. And I'm losing despite my best efforts.
*I enjoy climbing trees and jumping through water spits at theme parks and on hotel sidewalks.
*I want someone to take care of me while understanding that I need my independence too.
*I can't stand the phrase "cause you're a girl".
*I wish I had an interesting accent of some sort cause I find them intriguing.
*Blurry proves to be my absolute best color*
*I love spending money and having a home to be proud of. Not to say I don't love to leave it all behind me and travel the world on a moments notice.
*I regret leaving the lock to my Vespa on my front porch to be stolen which in turn led to my Vespa being stolen.
*I hate nothing more than I hate lies. Nothing.
*My body still remembers things I told it to forget.
*I dream of living a life that is successful & worthy of moral admiration.
*I'm not so great with through lines or spelling.
*I wish I had the strength I pretend to.

My Interests

barefoot romps, eating vegan nachos, Canadian boys, freedom, the smell of peaches in summertime, animal liberties, blurry photography, good food, tule skirts that stand-up on their own, rockstars, scavenger hunts with endless lists, dancing till I regret it, simplicity, things that make me go hhhmmm, shoes that drag queens would wear, standing in the rain, straight lines, kisses anywhere unexpected, but most importantly truth

I'd like to meet:

dreamers, lovers, fighters, pretty boys, the monster in my closet, someone who can make fabulous vegan white chocolate, the Dali Lama, Dr. Neal Bernard, and Timothy Oliphant

Music:

Nathan Caswell, Liz Phair, Jason Dean Bennison, Frou Frou, Divide & Kreate, Frente, The Vast, Snow Patrol, Fall Out Boy, INXS, Ya Ya Ying, Kara's Flower's, Betty Hutton, The All-American Rejects, Ani DiFranco, Avril Lavigne, 2 Live Crew, The Killers, Ben Lee, Fefe Dobson, Rufus Wainwright, John Mayer, Chemical Brothers, Flight of the Conchords, MC Hammer, John Mellencamp, Lemonheads, Wheatus, The Fray, Vanilla Ice, The Basbin Twins

Movies:

Gone With The Wind - Little Miss Sunshine - Sin City - The Last Kiss - Seven - The Cat in The Hat - Stranger Than Fiction - Shoot Em Up - The Breakfast Club - American History X - The Princess Bride - Galaxy Quest - Live Free Or Die Hard - Muppets Treasure Island - Resident Evil

Television:

Arrested Development - The Daily Show - Queer As Folk - Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends - Drawn Together - 21 Jump Street - Robot Chicken - Freaks & Geeks - South Park - Kyle XY - Drawn Together - Psych - The Sarah Silverman Program - House

Books:

Now We Are Six - To Kill A Mockingbird - Pleasurable Kindom - About a Boy - Paper Moon - The Ciderhouse Rules - Because I Love You - Mad Cowboy - The Amityville Horror - Jane Eyre - American Psycho - The Crucible - Roots - Intensity - The Portrait of Dorian Grey - When We Were Very Young

Heroes:

Amelia Earheart - Lucy Van Pelt

My Blog

the passing of time

So i think i may be 19 again due to an unsupervised drunken night with a pen & my birth certificate. I cant get into clubs but im the barely legal little blonde again.Bring it.
Posted by kellydawn on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 03:10:00 PST

there's a way

I think I just willed something to happen. Something that should be physically impossible. All I could think about was how much I wished something would change, knowing that it couldn't. But I think i...
Posted by kellydawn on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 01:05:00 PST

distracted

Some things in life always seem to look one way when in reality they tend to be the exact opposite. And to discover the truth I find myself willing to accept the lies that pave the way. Or at least ac...
Posted by kellydawn on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 02:16:00 PST

mood swings

I've recently found what a great comfort good music can be to the soul. It's proof that no matter what you're feeling, bad or good, there is someone out there that has shared a similar experience ...
Posted by kellydawn on Wed, 17 May 2006 05:49:00 PST

heartaches

I am addicted to boys. Well, not really boys. Just A boy. I can't get him out of my mind even though it's really what would be best for me cause I'm bound to get my heart trampled. *sigh* Why do we gi...
Posted by kellydawn on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 06:17:00 PST

juvenescence

What is it about youth that draws us to it? Is it the naive curiousity of it all? The virgin outlook on life? The unjaded innocence and spontanious willingness to conquer any feat at hand? I'm searchi...
Posted by kellydawn on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 08:46:00 PST

day to day

Life is taking quite a major turn and I'm not sure if it's a 180 or a 360. I dig on a boy so much that it's often hard to think. Meanwhile I want so badly for so many things that prove to be...
Posted by kellydawn on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 10:01:00 PST

sudden

My rabbit died today. My cheeks hurt from crying so much.
Posted by kellydawn on Mon, 27 Mar 2006 08:30:00 PST

possiblities

Ever wonder just what things in your life were a mistake and what is exactly the way it's supposed to be. I can't help but wish I had a preview button for the butterfly effect.
Posted by kellydawn on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 12:39:00 PST

boys and the like

 Pressure - A compelling or constraining influence, such as a moral force, on the mind or will. - Pressure  
Posted by kellydawn on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 02:58:00 PST