I'd like to meet:
About Me:
It's amazing how many people we encounter each day
that we will never see again in our lives.
Everyone going to and from work, school, picking up
their children, going to dinner.
all these people that we will only see once in our
lifetime and only for a fraction of a second
some of them glance our way as well catching the
same moment in our lives as we catch in theirs
driving down the highway we encounter so many people
we will know nothing about; what they do,
what their home life is like, nothing. The guy
in the porsche could be the most miserable man
sipping at his coke in a car that shouldn't even
have cup holders, his wife could have just commited
suicide but i'm one that will never know. How many
of these people wake up and drive to a job they
hate, something they said they would never do. If i
accomplish nothing at least ill know
i didn't waste away rotting in a cubicle for the
better part of my life. These cars are
death traps to some im sure carrying the occupents
to the thing they loathe. while others
are probably keeping the "sucessful" business man
from his wife and kids. He will never get the chance to
throw a ball around with his son or take his daughter
to her first school dance because
he is too busy trying to make payments on his new
mercedes that he just "had to have".
I could be completely wrong and everyone
could just be living the same life as me in different
circumstances. but i have a feeling that the better
part of them are all mindlessly making
their way back to the routine they follow everyday,
every week, every year. And thats just
the now, what about the past, how did that man come
to own his porsche, was he born into
money or on a farm somewhere in utah, studying to be
a doctor just to get out from the pace
he found so boring as a child. The old lady in the
passenger seat with the grey hair looking through her purse, isnt thinking about the future she is thinking
about the now and the past. she has already lived her life and seen everything there is to see from life to death,
love, hate, hope, hurt, regret, revenge, remorse, etc. She has nothing to look foward to anymore, nothing but death.
She may have lived her life with that one person or she could have passed them by, but im sure she knows
who it was and what she did to either get or lose them. when im old and wrinkled i want to look back and enjoy
what i have seen and done no matter what it was. I want to know i did everything that i wanted and not what
everyone else told me i was supposed to do or want. my life is mine alone and i intend on living it such as
that. I hope the old lady in the passenger seat can look back and smile and cry at what a beautiful life she had.
i hope in her final moments there are no what ifs that jump into her mind. I hope I go the same way, enjoying
what i did here and who I chose to spend it with.
Intrests:
Film.
Photography.
Music.
Writing.
Cooking.
Singing to myself.
Shows.
Drawing.
Poetry.
Animals.
living.
sleeping.
eating(as long as its not in the morning or an animal).
showering.
Dancing(most people would call it flailing around) by myself
The Rain
World of Warcraft and other pc games....yes i'm a total nerd.
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all layout photography and design done by Seb Bailey
The End is the same for all of us
Friends:
- Gina -
- Arron -
- Nicole -
- Diane -
- James -
Music:UnderOath
Gym Class Heroes
Blaqk Audio
Bright Eyes
Everytime I Die
Norma Jean
The Weakerthans
He Is Legend
The Agony Scene
Circa Survive
Chiodos
Saosin
Sparta
Fall of Troy
Alkaline Trio
Transplants.
Hot Water Music
Daniel Johnston
Ugly Casanova
Wilco
Xiu Xiu
The Refused
The Exit
International Noise Conspiracy
Cursive.
Azure Ray.
The Faint.
Bury Your Dead
Northstar.
Straylight Run.
Modest Mouse.
Death Cab For Cutie.
The Postal Service.
Rilo Kiley.
A.F.I.
Anti-Flag.
Blood Brothers.
Commander Venus.
Desaparecidos.
BoySetsFire.
Brazil.
Ima Robot.
Brand New.
Taking Back Sunday.
Thursday.
Yeah Yeah Yeahs.
Pretty Girls Make Graves.
The Kinison.
PJ Harvey.
Park.
Get Up Kids.
The Smiths.
The Anniversary.
Sorry About Dresden.
Radiohead.
Smashing Pumpkins.
Sondre Lerche.
Mae.
Elliott.
Tegan and Sara.
Piebald.
Now its Overheard.
The Cranberries.
The killers.
Chase Pagan.
Against Me.
The Album Leaf.
Bane.
Belle And Sebastian.
Blink-182.
Brandtson.
The Cure.
Cat Power.
Coldplay.
Copeland.
Criteria.
Dashboard Confessional.
Early november.
Eighteen Visions.
Engine Down.
Flogging Molly.
From Autumn to ashes.
Further Seems Forever (When Carrabba was vocalist.)
Goldfinger.
The Honorary Title.
Jets To Brazil.
Jimmy Eat World.
Jinxed.
Joan of Arc.
Less Than Jake.
The Lyndsay Diaries.
Name Taken.
Onelinedrawing.
The Oranges Band.
Owen.
Park Ave.
Piebald.
The Promise Ring.
Punchline.
Recover.
Reggie and the Full Effect.
Remember Maine.
Riding Bikes.
Rocking Horse Winner.
Rory.
Saves the day.
Say Anything.
Sex Pistols.
Son, Ambulance.
The Streets.
Movies
Movies I WANT to see
1-18-2008
Stardust
The First Snow
Jindabyne
Superbad
Eagle Vs. Shark
The Lives of Others
Pirates Of the Caribbean: At Worlds End
Across the Universe
Sunshine
Hot Fuzz
Diggers
Close To Home
Civic Duty
The Lookout
Movies I Love
The 300
Finding Neverland.
Love Actually
Little Miss Sunshine
A Very Long Engagement.
Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amelie Poulain.
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
Garden State.
Donnie Darko.
Fight Club.
Boondock Saints.
American Beauty.
What Dreams May Come.
Everything Is Illuminated.
Music:
UnderOath
Gym Class Heroes
Blaqk Audio
Bright Eyes
Everytime I Die
Norma Jean
Circa Survive
Chiodos
Saosin
Sparta
At The Drive-In
Fall of Troy
Alkaline Trio
Transplants.
Hot Water Music
Daniel Johnston
Ugly Casanova
Wilco
Xiu Xiu
Brazil.
The Refused
The Exit
International Noise Conspiracy
Cursive.
Azure Ray.
The Faint.
Bury Your Dead
Northstar.
Straylight Run.
Modest Mouse.
Moneen.
Death Cab For Cutie.
The Postal Service.
Rilo Kiley.
A.F.I.
Anti-Flag.
Blood Brothers.
Commander Venus.
Desaparecidos.
The Fight!
BoySetsFire.
Brazil.
Everything Looks Better Upside Down.
Ima Robot.
Brand New.
Taking Back Sunday.
Thursday.
Yeah Yeah Yeahs.
Pretty Girls Make Graves.
The Kinison.
PJ Harvey.
Park.
Get Up Kids.
The Smiths.
The Anniversary.
Sorry About Dresden.
Radiohead.
Smashing Pumpkins.
Sondre Lerche.
Mae.
Elliott.
Tegan and Sara.
Piebald.
Now its Overheard.
The Cranberries.
The killers.
Chase Pagan.
Against Me.
Alli with an i.
The Album Leaf.
Bane.
Belle And Sebastian.
Bleeding Hearts Melody.
Blink-182.
Brandtson.
The Cure.
Cat Power.
Chronic Future.
Coldplay.
Copeland.
Criteria.
Dashboard Confessional.
Danny Elfman.
Early november.
Eighteen Visions.
Engine Down.
The Explosion.
Flogging Molly.
From Autumn to ashes.
Further Seems Forever (When Carrabba was vocalist.)
Goldfinger.
The Honorary Title.
Jan A.P. Kacsmarek
Jets To Brazil.
Jimmy Eat World.
Jinxed.
Joan of Arc.
Less Than Jake.
The Lyndsay Diaries.
Name Taken.
Onelinedrawing.
The Oranges Band.
Owen.
P.K.
Park Ave.
Piebald.
The Promise Ring.
Punchline.
Recover.
Reggie and the Full Effect.
Remember Maine.
Riding Bikes.
Rocking Horse Winner.
Rory.
Saves the day.
Say Anything.
Sex Pistols.
Son, Ambulance.
The Streets.
Things in Herds.
Yann Tiersen.
Movies:
Movies I WANT to see
1-18-2008
Stardust
The First Snow
Jindabyne
Superbad
Eagle Vs. Shark
The Lives of Others
Pirates Of the Caribbean: At Worlds End
Across the Universe
Sunshine
Hot Fuzz
Diggers
Close To Home
Civic Duty
The Lookout
Movies I Love
The 300
Finding Neverland.
Love Actually
Little Miss Sunshine
A Very Long Engagement.
Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amelie Poulain.
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
Garden State.
Donnie Darko.
Fight Club.
Boondock Saints.
American Beauty.
What Dreams May Come.
Everything Is Illuminated.
Television:
Californication
Weeds
Dexter
Heroes
Chris Angel: Mindfreak
Mythbusters
Simpsons
How It's Made
Discovery Channel.
History Channel.
Animal Planet.
Books:
The Da Vinci Code By Dan Brown.
Black by TED DEKkER
Red by TED DEKkER
A Prayer for Owen Meany by John Irving.
The Collector by John Fowles.
Diary by Chuck Palahniuk.
Lullaby by Chuck Palahniuk.
Fight Club by Chuck Palahniuk.
Heroes:
Conor Oberst.
MC Chris.
Johnny Depp.
Clive Owen
Zach Braff
Brad Pitt.
Jason Statham.
Jean Pierre Junette.
Steve Cartell
Kevin Rose.
Edward Nortan.
Tom Hanks.
Adam Sandler.
Jack Nicholson.
Jake Gyllenhall.
Richard Kelly.
Chuck Palahniuk.
Natalie Portman.
Audrey Tautou.
Helena Bonham Carter.
Maggie Gyllenhall.
Kiera Knightly
Ninjas.
Pirates...