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michael

You are decay, dressed as hope.

About Me

"No matter how much you think you love somebody, you'll step back when the pool of their blood edges too close."

My Interests

i might be wrong. i could have sworn i saw a light coming home. i used to think there is no future left at all. i used to think. open up, begin again. let's go down the waterfall. think about the good times and never look back. what would i do? what would i do if i did not have you? open up and let me in. let's go down the waterfall. have ourselves a good time. it's nothing at all. nothing at all.

Music:

Nine Inch Nails, Radiohead, Mogwai, Brian Eno, David Bowie, Autolux, TV On The Radio, Smashing Pumpkins, Sonic Youth, Jesus And Mary Chain, Silversun Pickups, Joy Division, My Bloody Valentine, Siouxsie And The Banshees, Echo And The Bunnymen, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Skinny Puppy, Ministry, Muse, Bauhaus, Love And Rockets, Clint Mansell, Tweaker, Pixies, Beatles, White Stripes, Depeche Mode

Movies:

Requiem For A Dream, Lost Highway, Labyrinth, Fight Club, A Clockwork Orange, The Fountain, Dark City, Eraserhead, Blade Runner, Punch-Drunk Love

Television:

Lost, Heroes, It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia, Flight Of The Conchords, old game shows, random National Geographic Channel programs

Books:

Most books by Chuck Palahniuk, 1984, The Phantom Tollbooth, Dr. Seuss, Choose Your Own Adventure books

My Blog

wraith

i feel like i have learned, unlearned, relearned, and forgotten everything.paths are intertwined.  the veins are stripped of feeling.i thought i had it all figured out......
Posted by michael on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 03:18:00 PST

variation

in light of recent events, i am going to have to change things on here.no more blogs after this.  or maybe i'll just have to make a preferred list or something.i really always assumed that almost...
Posted by michael on Mon, 26 May 2008 12:37:00 PST

value

last night i managed to simultaneously concede to and resist temptation.  i think i managed to do alright though for the most part.i might have to change everything soon.  i wasn't prepared ...
Posted by michael on Sat, 24 May 2008 03:12:00 PST

ennui

so tired of being home.  but apparently there's no fun to be had when you can't drink.  it's kind of sad that i don't have many people to hang out with soberly.someone entertain me somehow.i...
Posted by michael on Wed, 21 May 2008 11:19:00 PST

relent

things keep on getting worse.  i have to catch a break one of these months, right?  such a shitty year so far.  by the end of it i'm either gonna have to move, declare bankruptcy, or wh...
Posted by michael on Mon, 19 May 2008 12:59:00 PST

adjust

so all that surgery and hospital stuff stucked, obviously.  but i'm over it.  well, i still have to take it easy.  still have to tend to my wound and all.  beyond that everyth...
Posted by michael on Thu, 15 May 2008 10:14:00 PST

i’m not dead...for real this time

well, i spoke a little early last time.  the experience got a lot worse.  i still thought i had food poisoning on thursday.  i had debated for about a day and a half at that point about...
Posted by michael on Fri, 02 May 2008 01:55:00 PST

i’m not dead

though i've felt like dying the past couple of days.  i got some sort of bad bug/food poisoning.  the doctors didn't even know for sure what it was.  never eat at canton city restaurant...
Posted by michael on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 04:17:00 PST

affix

things are not always as they seem.  pull at the strings and unravel it all.all is okay at the moment...i suppose.  not everything is good.  but enough is good enough i guess.radiohead ...
Posted by michael on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 03:32:00 PST

$$$

I have gotten out of control with my money.  I had so much for a minute there.  Then I got into the mode of I have money, so whatever.  A bunch of whatevers led to a quick downfall in f...
Posted by michael on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 01:47:00 PST