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how can you pretend to give a fuck?

I got a body rot

About Me

Musician. Babbling-scrawler. Eccentric geek.

My Interests

coming close to madness to find who one really is/can be. accepting imperfections, conversations, suburbia, simple-minded philosophies, concepts, the fine line between artist and hobbiest, guitar; strumming it, picking it, de-tuning it, creating on it, writing, reading, self-seeking, self-distruction, self-awareness, playing music, making compilations for new friends, discussing any and all forms of creativity, dead-end jobs, walking to explore... E! T! C!

I'd like to meet:

shit from an old notebook

Music:

Mission of Burma, Sonic Youth, the Stooges, Townes Van Zandt, Magik Markers, Woody Guthrie, Mudhoney, Galaxie 500, Wire, the Minutemen, John Lennon, Dischord, Touch & Go, Velvet Underground, Neil Young, I Work For No Man, Television, Oneida, Yo La Tengo, Carter Family, Godspeed You! Black Emperor, Mekons, Uncle Tupelo, Michael Nesmith, Jim O'Rourke, the Jesus Lizard, the Dicks, Nirvana, Volcano Suns, the Sonics, Keith Richards' telecaster, Bukka White, Daniel Johnston, Wilco, Hatefuck, Trad Gras Och Schtenar (apologies to my Swedish friends for misspelling), MC5, R.E.M., Scratch Acid, Dwarves, Fugazi, Hank Williams, Black Flag

Movies:

I prefer "talkies"

Television:

"I spoke to a man down at the tracks. I asked him how he don't go mad. He said 'Look here junior, don't you be so happy. And for heaven's sake, don't you be so sad.'"

Books:

Kerouac, Dalton Trumbo, Denis Johnson, dirty, soul wrenching Poets, Faulkner, Music "history" books, Bukowski, and such

Heroes:

"Once I had my heroes, once I had my dreams......."

My Blog

Always chasin' pussycat, lounge...

So, I'm back with a long overdue (and sadly, mildly short...) ranted "hello".  I played my first EVER solo show on the 3rd of January, 2007.  After a surprising introduction into the year at...
Posted by how can you pretend to give a fuck? on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 12:11:00 PST

I felt the same way the day Lyndon Johnson died

Greetings, greetings and hello from the outter realms of cyber space.  My halloween costume this year was a Darth Vader costume meant for a 12 year old, and as I sat on a train home to Queens thi...
Posted by how can you pretend to give a fuck? on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 01:44:00 PST

quicksand

Moving on. Moving in. Moving...out? Not me!  Didn't you just hear my complaints about stagnant lifestyle!?! Stay, don't leave.  Bring it all with you.  We'll loosely throw around phras...
Posted by how can you pretend to give a fuck? on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 10:35:00 PST

just a bitch with a golden chain

Sooooo.....  I haven't decided to pull my profile yet, if any of you jerks care.  My friend Bryan did so a few weeks ago and I am a bit sad that now I have NO idea how to hunt him down. ...
Posted by how can you pretend to give a fuck? on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 02:50:00 PST

harking Bryant Park

So I'm on my way out the door right now.  I'm planning to hit up New York's famed public library to scope the sights and wright.  I've been making up excuses and standing high upon my soapbo...
Posted by how can you pretend to give a fuck? on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 04:15:00 PST

sacchrine & the paper thin

It's 1 AM (give er take).  I don't want to go to bed. I'm sick of preparring 3 hours before you need to be anywhere in this city. Distractions are a hideous bitch goddess, as to me a bitch goddes...
Posted by how can you pretend to give a fuck? on Thu, 18 May 2006 10:54:00 PST

grape, by grape, by grape...

Where does art begin? At home, amoungst kin, birthday parties and laughter The first sounds remembered, voices of those yr supposed to honor Initiating what shapes, lines, colors, feelings you yearn t...
Posted by how can you pretend to give a fuck? on Thu, 11 May 2006 10:19:00 PST

Until it's fucking gone (aka stand back all you devils!)

What exactly makes a human jealous?  Growing up and obtaining a Catholic "education" along the way, we chitlins would always learn that jealosy was a sin.  Sins were evil, terrible thin...
Posted by how can you pretend to give a fuck? on Mon, 06 Mar 2006 04:30:00 PST

been thinkin' 'bout the future & what to do next...

The boxed mac n' cheese dinner I've just consumed was the first solid "food" I've eaten all day.  It's churning 'round in my stomach, dancing amusement park tumbles.  What I love the mo...
Posted by how can you pretend to give a fuck? on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 12:18:00 PST

I'm taking this thing to Mexico!

Ahhh, quickies.  Most times they're fulfilling.  Like a slice of pizza after a night of boozin'.  Last night my housemate and I indulged in a little boozing ourselves.  'Round 'bo...
Posted by how can you pretend to give a fuck? on Thu, 09 Feb 2006 10:06:00 PST