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~* Lola *~

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im just a girl who loves as much as she hates..im strong but just as weak..i dont pretend to be someone im not..i dont have a style nor label myself anything..im just Lola..im half mexican and samoan..im very proud of my race..i come from a loving and dysfunctional home..when u meet me yer first impression would be why is she so quiet..but thats just me understanding and studying u to see how much of myself do i wanna share with u..haha..im very open minded..i have a good sense of humor..i think laughter is the best remedy when shit gets too serious..im spontaneous..which means i will pick up and leave at a seconds notice..i dont have many frends but the ones i do have i cherish them with all my heart..i am not yer girly girl..i can drink with the best of them..i cuss like a fucken pirate..i smoke like a train...but yet all done with a sexy style..haha..one thing i cannot tolerate is homophobics..it just irks me..but anyways im a fun loving person..haha..

My Interests

what interest me is long walks on a windy day..chillin at the beach grubbin a churro..hangin with my frends at the gay barz drinkin rum and coke..reading a good self help book or a stephen king novel..pickin up a pen and notebook and just writing random thoughts..long drives to get away from everyday life..hanging with good frends and just people watch..nothin like talkin shit about people when yer feeling down about yerself..haha..if u cant laugh at others who can u laugh at?? i like lose myself in my music..nothin like losing myself in my hectic world to the world of music..

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who can stimulate my mind..im tired of useless bullshit conversation..


Television:

Intervention..Ghost Hunters..Most Haunted..The Hills..Reno 911..South Park..Family Guy..gene Simmons and the Family Jewels..Japanese Soap Operas with subtitles..Paula Deen's Home Cookin..hmmmmmmm ok ok i admit i watch old reruns of Reba..she cool..and Montell when he has Sylvia Brown on..and Oprah...hahahah..

Books:



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Heroes:

My parents..for always picking me up when i fall..my best frends for accepting me and teaching me to be strong and always making me smile..and most of all God for giving me these people in my lives and for giving me the faith i need and strength to go on in the world..

My Blog

my family consists of me..val..mom and dad fuck the rest...

i was feelin hella good till right now and i just need to vent..i frend requested my cuzin and u know what fuck it fuck them all..i know its sad to say but FUCK my family..and u know what its cool cau...
Posted by ~* Lola *~ on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 10:16:00 PST

morning bullshit..

i think im gettin sick..ugh i hate that feeling..ok i need to mentally tell myself im fine..i find that helpful..if i set myself up mentally in believing im not sick at times i find that it helps..or ...
Posted by ~* Lola *~ on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 06:17:00 PST

its much clearer now..

i got this book a few weeks ago and i didnt expect it to effect me or my outlook on life..when i find things to hard for me to handle i ask for signs..what i do is turn on the tv to some religious pro...
Posted by ~* Lola *~ on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 09:08:00 PST

burn me with yer lies

i hate to feel this way..i want to tear away from everyone who i used to associate with in cali..all it is is just a bunch of fucken lies and drama..they can all wallow in that bullshit...im not a per...
Posted by ~* Lola *~ on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 06:32:00 PST

Valentino grow the fuck up..

i can go on and explain the situation but its the past..all i got to say is that my brother really hurt my feelings tonite..i love him to death and i would do anything for him..but i tell u this..he i...
Posted by ~* Lola *~ on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 01:00:00 PST

london callin..

i am so addicted to men with british accents..i have decided that i am going to london during the summer..its fucken callin me...haha..lately i have been exploring my inner self and the things i am in...
Posted by ~* Lola *~ on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 10:57:00 PST

signs..

im a great believer in signs..weird but i dont care..i was smokin a cig outside just having a whole bunch of emotions and shit on my mind..when i confided in my frend maria..and i really dont tell her...
Posted by ~* Lola *~ on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 09:41:00 PST

a work in progress

we all fall at some point in our lives..the real challenge is picking ourselves up..no matter how dark the tunnel is there is always light at the end of it..i have strong faith in that..and at times i...
Posted by ~* Lola *~ on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 09:44:00 PST

re-write...

i wrote a blog earlier but i decided to remove it..i was upset and just hurt lastnite..i guess i was feeling sorry for myself..i need to take what things are between me and my frends and let it go..my...
Posted by ~* Lola *~ on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 04:47:00 PST

fades away

forever fades away..im learning to let go of things that i thought would last forever..being in tenessee away from my frends in cali is very hard..its like i feel alone but yet i have no choice but to...
Posted by ~* Lola *~ on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 01:46:00 PST