♥daddy's little cannibal

[x] where do i take this pain of mine i run but it stays right by my side so tear me open and pour me out theres things inside that scream and shout and the pain still hates me so hold me until it sleeps [x]
I drink too much. I sleep too much. I like to laugh. I love my friends. I love Cosmo but I love heavy metal even more. I really should grow up & I really should wear something other than black. I could not live without eyeliner or ladder resistant tights or drunken dancing with my friends. I like getting woken by texts (but not phonecalls) in the middle of the night that make me smile all of the next day. I like paradoxes, such as feminine boys & tainted beauty & lace dresses with biker boots & corrupted innocence. I like pretty things but being aesthetic doesn't make me shallow. I like waking up in a certain boy's arms. I think that's what makes me smile the most...
[x] just like the curse just like the stray you feed it once and now it stays now it stays so tear me open but beware theres things inside without a care and the dirt still stains me so wash me until im clean [x]
There's not a lot of things I truly genuinely hate. I dislike when puddles are deeper than they look & I get my feet all wet. I dislike self-pity & back stabbing. And jeans. And coffee. I have an irrational fear of crumbs & gouranga people & I can't stand being stuck behind the tallest hairiest smelliest male when I'm at a gig (this happens a lot).
[x] it grips you so hold me it stains you so hold me it hates you so hold me it holds you so hold me until it sleeps so tell me why youve chosen me dont want your grip dont want your greed dont want it [x]
I like things with a story, like scars & books & tattoos & piercings & vintage things & old drunk men. I like when people read me to sleep. I like when people create poetry with their words, when they're passionate & educated about what they're telling me. I hate pointless moany fuckers whos voices drill right through my head & make me want to kick them in the balls & tell them that there are so much more important things in life than their stupid complaints. My life philosophy is based on fairytales, I still believe I'll meet my prince charming (I think I may have found him...) & live in a fairytale castle (still looking...) happily ever after.
[x] ill tear me open make you gone no more can you hurt anyone and the fear still shakes me so hold me until it sleeps it grips you so hold me it stains you so hold me it hates you so hold me it holds you holds you holds you until it sleeps until it sleeps until it sleeps until it sleeps [x]
Five random things you probably don't know about me
1. I have 9 piercings
2. I play 5 different instruments
3. I have an honours degree in Psychology
4. You would never beat me at Mortal Kombat III
5. I can't watch a film the whole way through... it's impossible
[x] i dont want it want it want it want it want it no so tear me open but beware theres things inside without a care and the dirt still stains me so wash me til im clean[x]
I like people who are creative & individual & unique & who I can learn something from. I love eccentric people who inspire me. I like people who have created their own little reality because the real world is shite. I like people who do their own thing without giving a fuck about what other people think... I wish I could be like that more often...
[x] ill tear thee open make you gone no longer will you hurt anyone and the hate still shapes me so hold me until it sleeps until it sleeps until it sleeps until it sleeps until it sleeps [x]