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♥ RUNAWAY ♥

It's wonderful, the Pain that you cause me ♥

About Me


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I’m your terrible pleasure in a very critical way; the hero who gets no credit, and your jittery magnificent virtual friend. The relief that makes you tense, with my techno teenage logic, the imaginary toxins that poison you with every breath you take. Sweet and sour, I’m a sure thing. I’ll always keep you guessing with my seductive innocence, and make you wish you were dead with my stinging words, a.k.a your strongest weakness. I have a strangely familiar face, that’s very unique from all the rest. A rose who’s rotten stench can be enjoyed from across the world. I’m your standard opinion, and your freedom of speech. The soft bomb that waits until encouraged to explode silently and commit another suicide murder. The social worker of conformities, and the anarchy of individuality. A drug that makes you smart, and the book you read to kill brain cells…stupid brain cells. I’m simply complicated, and easy to understand. I’m second best at the life that’s left to unlive, created by scientists in a top secret skyscraper. A safety hazard, I’m a safe investment, the sad clown that leaves you in tears with loads of laugh lines. A genuine fake, with a face full of insults. I’ve found myself missing, a family vacation gone terribly wrong. With eyes wide shut, and heart wide open; face it people, I’m just one miniature oxymoron.-Just Kelly
the white flag that is my hand waves franticly above the water
Precious life escapes from my mouth open wide with my dying scream
I give up life. You win. I can't handle anymore pain.
My eyes close with the realization that no one will save me
I am too broken to be saved.
A wave of tears shed over 17 years engulfs the unremarkable me for the last time.
I hope there isn't any pain where I'm going.
Or love.
Jade

My Interests

Technical Theatre, drawing, writing, playing Bass, Playing Guitar, Drugs, Alcohol, Fashion, Boiz, Gurlz, Sezx?

I'd like to meet:

W. Bush (so i can punch him in the dicke)A Faithful guy who isn't a drug addict/ compulsive liar/ complete psychopath (Can we ever REALLY be sure though?)My Real FatherSome REAL friendsMyselfYou?

Music:

i adore these bands:::: Death threat, The rise, Every time i die, unearth, coheed and cambria, Iron maiden, Van Halen, Incubus, Norma Jean, Full blown chaos, Casey jones, sworn enemy, 7 angels 7 plages, hatebreed, Evergreen terrace, As i lay dying, comeback kid, Fight night, Terror,Radiohead Incubus Floyd TheDoors MarsVolta Muse Zep Beatles ColdPlay BeachBoys MilesDavis Coltrane HerbieHancock FreddieHubbard ArtBlakey WayneShorter AFI Sparta Weezer SonicYouth HeadAutomatica GlassJ(A)w Primus BradMehldauh FATA Thrice Pantera Metallica Travis Pixies Bowie Blur Bjork Beck ReelBigFish FrankZappa LessThanJake TheBloodBrothers Tool WhiteStripes TheyMightBeGiants w33n Mogwai ModestMouse FranzFerdinand CrimsonCurse Buckethead GNR BrightEyes AIR QOTSA anything80's NIN Brazil TheClash (i forgot to add commas... im such an airhead) Untold truth, Misery signals, Bleeding through, Shai hulud, diecast, 100 Demons, Bury your dead, horse the band, The Mars Volta, blood has been shed, Alexisonfire, shabutie, walls of jericho, atreyu, black dahlia murder, Antilove, The hope conspiracy, all else failed, Shattered realm, G.F.Y.,xMODELxEIGHTEENx, Anterrabae,eighteen visions(mostly the old stuff), Invocation of nehek, Ten yard fight, dead to fall, suffacate faster, Since the flood, Head automatica, Led zepelin, Embrace today, killswitch engage, anti love! rob zombie, areosmith, AC/DC, AFI, Agnostic Front, Alien Ant Farm, All-American Rejects, Another Wasted Night, Anti-Flag, Arch Enemy, Armor For Sleep, As I Lay Dieing, Athens, Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold, Avril Lavigne, Bad Religion, Beatles, Blood Brothers, Bon Jovi, Breaking Benjamin, Calbet, Carbonated Soda, Casualties, Chevelle, Clash, Coheed And Combria, Cradle Of Filth, Crossfade, Damned, Dashboard Confessional, Days Of The New, Days Without Innocents, Dead Kennedys, Deftones, Dimmu Borgir, Distillers, Disturbed, Doors, Dresden Dolls, Drowning Pool, Error in society, Eulogy For Her, Evanessence, Exploited, Flogging Molly, Green Day, Hatebreed, Hawthorne Heights, Hopeso, Ill Nino, Insane Clown Posse, Jet, Jimmi Hendrix, Killers, Killswitch Engaged, KISS, Korn, Lacuna Coil, Led Zeppelin, Less Than Jake, Linkin Park, Lamb Of God, Marilyn Manson, Mars Volta, Matchbook Romance, Matchbox 20, Maxeen, Metallica, Nirvana, Misfits, Motley Crue, MXPX, My Chemical Romance, New Found Glory, NOFX, Non Point, Offspring, Ozzy, Papa Roach, Pink Floyd, Puddle Of Mudd, Punchdrunk, Radiohead, Rage Against The Machine, Rammestein, Rancid, Razorbladetheory, Rob Zombie, Scissor Sisters, Seether, Sex Pistols, Shadows Fall, Simple Plan, Slipknot, Soil, Sublime, Sugarcult, Sum 41, Switchfoot, System Of A Down, Taking Back Sunday, Theory Of A Dead Man, Tool, Train, Trapt, Type O Negative, Used, Van Halen, Velvet Revolver, Vines, Virus, White Stripes, White Zombie, Yellowcard... there are more, i just dun have time to list 'em all.

Movies:

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Television:

i dont like TV

Books:

books I love: (in no particular order) On a Night Like This, KillJoy, Burnt Offerings, Danse Macabre, The Talisman, The Pillars of the Earth, Thorn and Needle, By Honor Bound, Lady of the Keep, Tell Me no Lies, Tooth and Clan, It Sleeps in me, Song from the Sea, Raveled ends of Sky, Sky of Swords, Eragon, Snow Falling on Cedars, Cold Fire, A Kiss of Fate, The whole Stephanie Plum series (ten books so far) A vampire's Kiss, Druids, Full Speed, Full House, Magic's Pawn, Magic's Price, Devlin's Luck, Lord Foul's Bane, The Power That Preserves, The Illearth War, The wounded Land, The one Tree, White Gold Weilder, Daughter of Regals, The Mirror of Her Dreams, A Man Rides Through, The Bowl of Night, Bergdof Blondes, City of Flowers,City of Masks, City of Stars, Midnight's Choice, Switchers, The Hunter's Moon, The Summer King, The Druid's Tune, The Singing Stone, My Blue Country, Falling out of Time, Wolverine's Daughter, Edge of Twilight, Scent of a Killer, First and Forever, Save Forever For Me (by my mom), Velvet Touch, The search for Temperance Moon, Hoot, The Two Princesses of Bamarre, The Lion,The Witch and the Wardrobe, The Magician's Nephew, The Horse and His Boy, Prince Caspain, The Voyage of the Dawn Trader, The Silver Chair, The Last Battle, The Hobbit, Leaf by Niggle, On Fairy-stories, Farmer Giles of Ham, The Homecoming of Beorhtnoth, The Lord of the Rings, The adventrues of Tom Bombadil, The two Towers, The road goes ever on, Smith of wootton major, sir gawain and the green night, pearl and sir orfeo, the father chrismas letters, the silmarillion, unfinished tales, finna nd hengest, The book of the lost tales (one and two), the lays of beleriand, the shaping of middle-earth, the lost road and other writings, the return of the shadow, the reason of isengard, the War of the Ring, Sauron Defeated, The War of Jewels, The peoples of middle-earth, The Harry Potter Series, Cause for Alarm, Sandry's Book, Daja's Book, Tris's Book, Briar's Book, The Dragon Queen, Devoted, Beguiled, The Silver Wolf, Night of the Wolf, The Wolf King, Unicorns I have Known, Make It End, Hero's Song, The Border Bride, The Take of the Body Thief, The Bad Beginning, The Reptile Room, The wide Window, The miserable Mill, The Austere Academy, The Ersatz Elevator, The Vile Village, The Hostile Hospital, The Carnivorous Carnival, Haunted, The Cage, The Dragon and the Unicorn, Vampire's Werewolves and Demons, Interview with the Vampire, The vampire Lestat, The Queen of the Damned, Memnoch the Devil, The Vampire Armand, Pandora, Vittorio. The Vampire, The Witching Hour, Lasher, Taltos, Lord Demon, Weaving a Web of Magic, King Henry IIV, Opus, Romeo and Jullitte, Hamlet, A midsummer night's Dream, Uncle Tom's Cabin, Grim's Farie Tales and Killing Britney... there's more, that's just this year, so far, um, i'll extend later.

My Blog

EDDIE. and everyone else.

I wrote a poembut my computer died in the middle of it and now i dont feel like writing it again. so. heres a rant instead.NO ONE SAYS THANK YOU ANY MORE!!!!! no one. And no one thinks about anyone bu...
Posted by ♥ RUNAWAY ♥ on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 06:32:00 PST

so um, this sucks. again

im tired of always putting myself out there for people and being their rock and support system and helping them and trying my hardest. All i ever get in return is pain. No im not being emo or stupid, ...
Posted by ♥ RUNAWAY ♥ on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 05:15:00 PST

ps.

ps. Apparently he hasn't realized that treating me like shit has consequences.I think im gonna get my own room, or crash on the couch for a while at least. I hope that he knows that the worse he treat...
Posted by ♥ RUNAWAY ♥ on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 12:17:00 PST

im done

so, im really really emotionally done with dealing with a certain someones bull. seriously. How dare he offer my best friend as chattal and then try and lie to me about it. How dare he try and force m...
Posted by ♥ RUNAWAY ♥ on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 12:12:00 PST

Just one of those "I wanna die" days. Again.

So, the last few weeks have been ok.i guess.We had to terminate my pregnancy becuause it was too dangerous.I feel kinda empty... and i'm having a hard time knowing that im never gonna hold that little...
Posted by ♥ RUNAWAY ♥ on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 08:23:00 PST

Ever had a really BAD night?

Ever had a really bad night? One of those nights you just wish that you could erase from your mind and start all over again like a save point on a game? I've had a month of them. Today was most defina...
Posted by ♥ RUNAWAY ♥ on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 07:50:00 PST

Dear god, Do you exist?

God,If you exist, or if some form of you exists, please,I need to stop. Stop existing... Even if just for a moment I could feel the embrace of sanity,I would live the rest of my days, although they ar...
Posted by ♥ RUNAWAY ♥ on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 05:01:00 PST

ONE MORE THING!!!!

Jade is feeling very clear minded today.so she will blog.^_^I had a good day.I am not going to drop the Academy.I am still in love with someone.She actually acknowlaged that I existed today.EEEEEEEE!!...
Posted by ♥ RUNAWAY ♥ on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 05:56:00 PST

unimportant and stupid. >_< thats me!

i wish i would just dieand people would stop being so knivinglike the ones who think your a lair and dont know youand the ones who break your heartand the friends who really know youand love you deep ...
Posted by ♥ RUNAWAY ♥ on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 11:22:00 PST

I hate you.

The ever present taste of the travisty of your love drives me to bleed the pain away. The never ending burn whre you stabbed me in the back causes me to stop breathing.The scourch marks where my heart...
Posted by ♥ RUNAWAY ♥ on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 08:25:00 PST