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GIG _WHY SO SERIOUS?????_

sick of the past

About Me

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: john
Birthday: 9/29
Birthplace: nyc
Current Location: nyc
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: dark brown
Height: 6'0''
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: boriqua
The Shoes You Wore Today: none
Your Weakness: my kindness
Your Fears: me
Your Perfect Pizza: chicken
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: none to verify
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: god dammit
Thoughts First Waking Up: what time is it
Your Best Physical Feature: my lips
Your Bedtime: some time in the morning
Your Most Missed Memory: my secret
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: micky d's
Single or Group Dates: either or
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: n/a
Do you Swear: alot
Do you Sing: terrably
Do you Shower Daily: yuppers , sometimes twice a day
Have you Been in Love: i loved but never in
Do you want to go to College: ...........
Do you want to get Married: one day
Do you belive in yourself: i question that sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: not really
Are you a Health Freak: lmfao.... damn no!!!!
Do you get along with your Parents: ......... i guess
Do you like Thunderstorms: no
Do you play an Instrument: maybe
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: all the time
In the past month have you Smoked: ........ never know
In the past month have you been on Drugs: .............
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yup
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: damn yea
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: nopes
In the past month have you been Dumped: next
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nah
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: i hope not
Ever been Drunk: alot
Ever been called a Tease: as a child
Ever been Beaten up: nope
Ever Shoplifted: who hasn't
How do you want to Die: surprise me
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: wanna run a restaurant
What country would you most like to Visit: any where
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!im not a hard person to talk to..... if you wanna chat im on aim look for jackelspride

My Interests

I love to go out. anything really. just enjoy the day .

I'd like to meet:

wanna find someone worth being with.... sappy huh

Movies:

old school cheesy classic horrors. and anything that doesn't look like trash

Television:

scrubs, and cartoons

Books:

ugh..... ill get back to you with that

Heroes:

no more heros

My Blog

wayward one

and they cry.... and they call... as the wayward walks alone .... city lights... urban spawl.... in a place noone should know... show no grace ... show no love... these mean streets are ment for none....
Posted by GIG _WHY SO SERIOUS?????_ on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 05:36:00 PST

a good bye

past few days i questioned if what im doing was right. should i leave. to be honest i had doubts. didn't know if i leave everyone behind. but thinking about how shitty things have been. thinking about...
Posted by GIG _WHY SO SERIOUS?????_ on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 10:01:00 PST

sick of myself

so much has happened this past month. i been jumped, threatened, loved and lost it, nearly ended my life, pushed people away, and hid my feelings. not anymore. i lost too much cuz of stupidity, im tir...
Posted by GIG _WHY SO SERIOUS?????_ on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 09:47:00 PST

nightmare to reality

the past two weeks ive been living one of my nightmares..... letting go of a girl i love...... i really didn't wanna ....... but i know she wouldn't want me back..... so i let go..... hope i did the...
Posted by GIG _WHY SO SERIOUS?????_ on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 05:57:00 PST

things fall apart

why is it we always hurt the ones we love most ...... i know when im upset i say and do the wrong thing...... and things just fuck up..... never seems to fail me.... lately i fucked up big time.... im...
Posted by GIG _WHY SO SERIOUS?????_ on Fri, 01 Aug 2008 12:42:00 PST

a song that always sticks in my head

Love Hurts Lyrics Tonight we drink to youth And holding fast to truth (I don't want to lose what I had as a boy.) My heart still has a beat But love is now a feat. (As common as a cold day in LA.) S...
Posted by GIG _WHY SO SERIOUS?????_ on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 05:31:00 PST

hmm

its kind of funny how things work..... whenever something good happens, i end up fucking things up ........ i hurt someone i care about...... or i hurt myself ...... r this week i did both....... mayb...
Posted by GIG _WHY SO SERIOUS?????_ on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 11:22:00 PST

stairway to heaven

you were too far away ...... would never have gotten to the funeral .... you were a great friend ..... you listened and tried to help me with my inner demons ..... im in control now..... kinda..... i...
Posted by GIG _WHY SO SERIOUS?????_ on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 11:30:00 PST

A goodbye

how do i start..... every time i close my eyes i see that day.... you left new york ..... you said you love me.... and i couldn't feel the same..... so with your brother you were gone..... a few days ...
Posted by GIG _WHY SO SERIOUS?????_ on Thu, 17 Jul 2008 05:24:00 PST

shadows of myself

i changed..... use to not care about things ....now im worried about everyone ......how they are ..... who they are .... idk anymore ....i guess it's not bad ....... only now my dreams got worst.....t...
Posted by GIG _WHY SO SERIOUS?????_ on Sun, 13 Jul 2008 02:27:00 PST