p.a.s.e. 2007
DON'T JUDGE ME TILL YOU'VE READ THE AFTERWORD
KISSING HAS BEEN RUINED FOR ME
I realized that kissing has been ruined for me forever by kissing you
That, and how you make me feel like I fit with you
And how you can touch me so tenderly
There is strength in your arms when you tug my hair gently
And you make me feel so safe
How could I think of another man when no one can take your place
Who else, besides me, can appreciate the quarks that make you
The idea brings me to tears, simply the thought of leaving you
Yet I know that the time will come sooner or later when you will leave me
I realize that I would never go back in time and erase your memory
I cannot move on when I don’t want to try
I just wish we could postpone our inevitable goodbye
Because you were everything that I wanted and even more
No one has made me addicted to them before
You’re my drug; your body and every part of you
I realized that kissing has been ruined for me forever by kissing you OVERTURES
You don’t get to just walk in and out of my life
I alone will come and go as I please
You don’t get to break my heart again if I never give you the chance
Impossible melts away when our eyes are shut
You won’t see me and I won’t see you
And I won’t have to feel my soul on fire
With a knowledge that your every breath is effortless in my absence
That I’m gasping in solitude
Overtures continue without conductors
MIND MAZE
Trapped inside the prison of my mind
I find memories; ghosts of you.
Need to break loose.
My heart; the price of my freedom,
Little sanity to spare.
Moving on is like moving away from my family, however they may be.
That myth about the consistency of blood; no water flowed between you and me,
But wait, perhaps the water ran down my cheeks in the mid-morning,
From worry or neglect.
Still, between us was a visceral wall.
And I continue to wander,
Down a hall full of windows and one door; the one that I came through.
I wish I could find some spiral stairs to spiral down to my demise, and find my soul there; maybe yours too.
me a.k.a.~~~~
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