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Triple threat riding the bench

the saddest thing in life is wasted talent

About Me

Watch me, you'll get it.
p.a.s.e. 2007
DON'T JUDGE ME TILL YOU'VE READ THE AFTERWORD

KISSING HAS BEEN RUINED FOR ME


I realized that kissing has been ruined for me forever by kissing you
That, and how you make me feel like I fit with you
And how you can touch me so tenderly
There is strength in your arms when you tug my hair gently
And you make me feel so safe
How could I think of another man when no one can take your place
Who else, besides me, can appreciate the quarks that make you
The idea brings me to tears, simply the thought of leaving you
Yet I know that the time will come sooner or later when you will leave me
I realize that I would never go back in time and erase your memory
I cannot move on when I don’t want to try
I just wish we could postpone our inevitable goodbye
Because you were everything that I wanted and even more
No one has made me addicted to them before
You’re my drug; your body and every part of you
I realized that kissing has been ruined for me forever by kissing you

OVERTURES


You don’t get to just walk in and out of my life
I alone will come and go as I please
You don’t get to break my heart again if I never give you the chance
Impossible melts away when our eyes are shut
You won’t see me and I won’t see you
And I won’t have to feel my soul on fire
With a knowledge that your every breath is effortless in my absence
That I’m gasping in solitude
Overtures continue without conductors

MIND MAZE


Trapped inside the prison of my mind
I find memories; ghosts of you.
Need to break loose.
My heart; the price of my freedom,
Little sanity to spare.
Moving on is like moving away from my family, however they may be.
That myth about the consistency of blood; no water flowed between you and me,
But wait, perhaps the water ran down my cheeks in the mid-morning,
From worry or neglect.
Still, between us was a visceral wall.
And I continue to wander,
Down a hall full of windows and one door; the one that I came through.
I wish I could find some spiral stairs to spiral down to my demise, and find my soul there; maybe yours too.

me a.k.a.~~~~
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My Interests

I'm into a lot of things, art, sports, history, music, theatre, poetry- if you really wanna know then just ask me.

I'd like to meet:

REAL people who aren't afraid to be themselves also robert deniro. al pacino. paulie malignaggi. john gotti agnello. miguel cotto. michael imperioli. people who won't always be angry on me.

Music:

I LOVE music-just about all types-not too much country tho (and not all 80's songs or disco jams are hits) but there's like a handful of those songs I like, and you know you like them too.

Movies:

a bronx tale, american history x, crash, last samuri, love actually, star wars, once upon a time in america, matrix, count of monte cristo, kill bill, on borrowed time, man on fire, bad seed, the boy who could fly, sabrina, office space, indiana jones, planet of the apes, lilo n stitch, shawshank redemption, dead poets society, hitch, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, spirited away, godfather, american beauty, scarface, amelie, napoleon dynamite, taxi driver, stir of echoes, lord of the rings, identity, old school, the village, sandlot, phantom of the opera, casablanca, spanglish, the illusionist, rocky, pan's labyrinth, the prestige, the departed, reign over me, all that DISNEY ish..lots of em sorta a movie person comedy, action, old kung fu, MUSICALS, horror, not too many romantic ones tho unless black and white and definately not chick flicks...

Television:

these days i don't have time but I slip in: sopranos, aqua teen hunger force, robot chicken, family guy, grey's anatomy, Ugly Betty, (discovery & history channel & biography)

Books:

DUNE! (all of them) Faust, Jude the Obscure, Wuthering Heights, Watership Down, Chronicles of Narnia, Phoenix Rising, A Wrinkle in Time (all of them) Shakespeare, Lord of the Rings..the BIBLE...etc...

Heroes:

Batman and Superman. Holocaust survivors, civil rights activists, people who can stand in adversity and keep their integrity, and anyone who can find beauty in this quotation:Now I know I have a heart, because it's breaking. What's your soul trying to say? (girls only) pics and pretty long results (may be a bit hard to take in, but it will work, or hYou really don't know how to deal with the things that are happening in your life right now. You attempt to satisfy your curiosity of who you really are, but you end up failing at a terrible pace. Try taking a bubble bath. Include: candles, calm music, lights off, and comfy pajamas to top it all off.This should help you to take time to think about things and have a moment to yourself for once.
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My Blog

some verses about my heart

I WISH YOU WOULD HAVE TOLD ME (inspired by ***** and Corrine Bailey Rae) What can it beto make you walk away from mewithout so much as a, so long Who are you with nowbecause if there's no one els...
Posted by Triple threat riding the bench on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 06:45:00 PST

puffy eyes

i really do hate that today feels horribly terminal-and did i get what i asked for? i want to take it back in this moment i want to take everything back and just go back in time, why can't we go back ...
Posted by Triple threat riding the bench on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 07:06:00 PST

looks like the joke's on me

03/03/07 MANKIND Mankind, mankind, you're not so kind after all You've abused me and you've used me You're not so kind, after all After all, after all is said and none You're still the one That hurts ...
Posted by Triple threat riding the bench on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 09:01:00 PST

Most of the commericals were disappointing but not this 1 (COLTS!!)

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Posted by Triple threat riding the bench on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 11:14:00 PST

when i am in love...

...i find myself writing poems about jealousy and betrayal and hurt and being alone and missing you... i don't know why it works that way, it is just what naturally comes out i think because when i a...
Posted by Triple threat riding the bench on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 11:08:00 PST

no kiss this year either

A new year is on the way...and I really pray it won't be very similar to the past one, I pray that I will grow, into a better person, that I will surround myself with more positive people, and that I ...
Posted by Triple threat riding the bench on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 07:27:00 PST

Christmas Time Is Here

It is almost Christmas, my most beloved time of year, and I really can't wait. So here is the latest- "completed" thing to come from my mind...   12/14/06 THE WORST THING TO LET GO And in that mo...
Posted by Triple threat riding the bench on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 10:48:00 PST

mere minutes: is it good or horrible?

DON'T WORRY, WE'LL ALL STAY WITH THEM Don't worry, We'll all stay with themWe'll stay together, And we won't leave,Not them, We love them.We're complacent, The discomfort of being comfortable. We'll ...
Posted by Triple threat riding the bench on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 05:51:00 PST

X-Factor

Isn't that the best song ever! The relationship with the ex is a touchy one. They may read it wrong, others might, and you might too. It is a delicate balance that needs clear boundaries. It annoys t...
Posted by Triple threat riding the bench on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 12:11:00 PST

anatomy of 5 poems by moi

Before you read them I just wanted to explain a lil "fear not, no more, forever" is based on that text- I only repeated and rearranged phrases but I was inspired when I read that text of getting all d...
Posted by Triple threat riding the bench on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 12:51:00 PST