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[Lost] in this State of [Mind]

People luv the person who can [Rise above the Ashes], and here I am, the [Ashes of Dreams we let Die

About Me

Without them, and others.. there would be no me..
sheer brilliance.. undeniably a genius.. untouchable wit.. undoubtedly crazee.. mysteriously mesmerizing.. unattainable to a fold.. and only in ur dreams..
-Im not a Businessman.. I'm a Business Man.. so let me do my Business, Damn.. -Jay Z
I'm
-Seventh-Day Adventist, so i go to church on Saturday..
-simple, but not..
-easy goin, but at times no..
-A laid back kinda person, so im usually down for ne thing..
-Outgoin to a point.
-smart.. for somethings..
-Almost always there for my friends.. only one call away.. always..
-The kind of gurl who can kick it with the boys..
I
-dispise shoppin..
-luv bein with my friends..
-Almost always try to look at the good in things, even though at times it seems hard to..
-LuV Sports, so dont bother me while im watchin it! lol..
-Luv photography..
-Luv to sleep.. gotta get my rest..
-Luv Cars, i may not know everything about them.. but i know enough.
-Luv to dance, as long as i have music..
-Luv to read, and like to write, unless im forced to. lol..
Theres probably more than that to me.. but its so hard to explain myself, for those who know me.. they know what i mean.. hehe..
This was the present i made for kelvin before he left.. Damn i miss that fool..
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: christina.. chris.. tina.. ina.. BatGurl.. etc..
Birthday: 7/27
Birthplace: LA County.. lol..
Current Location: (626)Sumwhere..
Eye Color: Brown...
Hair Color: Dark Brown..
Height: 5'7"ish..
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty..
Your Heritage: mutt.. leave it at that..
Your Weakness: BatMan.. and Casper..
Your Fears: To Lose Everyone I Love..
Thoughts First Waking Up: whats today again? oh yeah huh.. Damn..
Your Most Missed Memory: With ALL the Memories WE have, How can I pick Just One??
Pepsi or Coke: Coke.. hands down..
MacDonalds or Burger King: In-n-Out
Single or Group Dates: Single..
Cappuccino or Coffee: Caffinee.. hehe..
Have you Been in Love: Not Love.. but it was sumthin..
Do you want to get Married: We'll see what life Brings..
Do you belive in yourself: I believe in what i know and know not what i believe..
Do you get along with your Parents: yes'sir
Do you like Thunderstorms: LOVE EM!! better while standin in one like a dork!
Do you play an Instrument: used to..
In the past month have you been on Stage: The whole worlds a stage.. so the question is.. are you worth watchin?
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope.. but thats an idea.. jk!
Ever been called a Tease: yes'sir..
How do you want to Die: I dont care how I Die, I just care bout how I'm Remembered..
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I dont wanna grow up!! yes, Peter Pan Syndrome.. hehe!
What country would you most like to Visit: Italy, Spain, France, Greece, New Zeland.. etc..
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: The Color Of Your Eyes..
Favourite Hair Color: Color of Your Hair..
Short or Long Hair: Medium? lol.. Short or long.. i dont care..
Height: Just a lil taller than me..+
Weight: Healty.. gotta look like u take care of your body..
Best Clothing Style: Whatever you look good in..
Number of Piercings: For a Guy.. ionno, as long as i like em.. For me.. None! i hate needles!
Number of Tattoos: for a guy.. As long as i like me, i dont care... For me.. None!!
Number of things in my Past I Regret: None.. Cuz I dont regret things.. i learn from them..

My Interests

R.I.P:
**Katherine.. So young yet so Wise.. **Isai Martinez.. Forever 17.. You'll always be a star to us.. **Uncle Eis.. You were One of a Kind.. **and last by far from least.. **Grandpa Cunningham.. You lived a Great life.. Lived to tell tales of time.. Had so much words of wisdom to pass on..

**You may all be gone, but the impacts that you've all left on our hearts will not be soon forgotten..
People Die, But True Love is Forever..

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I'd like to meet:

~Jesus
~My guardian angel..
~BatMan..
~The whole Snoopy gang
~And anyone who i cross paths with
on this thing we call, the road of life..

Playas.. Pimps.. 'n Hoes
There Are 100's Of Us Runnin the Streets

Bonnie

Jenny!

~NaN~

Crazee Nessa

Truly Emma

Isa...Anna

OMG..Mileen

FloJo

Panca-Jandra

Hannah.. The Thorn in my side

King Saha

Hak

Sham

Only Superman

Kelvin Sir

Kitty!! *Meow*

Shorty, but a Playa

Mojo JoJo

GQ: Eddie

My Hina: Matt!

Joshie!

Mando U Whore!

Than!

Wheres Matt?!

Asian Steve

Lil Faerie

Lienne

Post Ya Comment Herre..

Movies:



Television:

Lost.. Greys Anatomy.. Boston Legal.. Heroes.. Big Shots.. Primetime News.. The Simpsons.. The Boondocks Family Guy Batman (justic league).. and other shows..

Books:


Random Quotes:
**You Know That Place Between Sleep And Awake? The Place Where You Still Remember Dreaming? That's Where I'll Always Love You.** -Hook

**We could all take a lesson from crayons, some are bright, some are dull, some beautiful, some ugly, and some have wierd names. As different as they are, they all have to learn to live in the same box..

I read random things anywhere from Greek Gods to Philosophy to suspense, then to "how to make paper planes. lol. just w/e catches my attention.. Book of the moment: The Divine Comedy: Dantes Inferno

Heroes:

First and foremost.. what is a hero?
What i agree a hero is:
Heroes: Are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences or possible outcomes to themselves.

So my heros are.. God: He sent His son into the world so that We may have eternal life with Him. Then.. My Mother and Father, My family too.. No matter what i've done, they've always been there for me. Then theres all those who passed away.. They may be gone from us But the impacts they've left on our hearts.. Will not be soon forgotten.. ...And last but far from least... All My Dear Friends.. Who put up with me and have stuck by me..

My Blog

NocturnalRamblings

my eyes burn at the sight of light.. have i become so comfortable in the darknessthat not even my eyes can look to the light to pull myself out of this deepening pit. here i fall unto it all.. not kn...
Posted by [Lost] in this State of [Mind] on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 02:29:00 PST

BeautifulGurlTearfulSmile

and there was this beautiful gurl who had a smile that could brighten up anyone elses sorrows.. but there hidden by the side of her eye was always a tear... no matter what she did or who tried to chee...
Posted by [Lost] in this State of [Mind] on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 10:35:00 PST

NoLogicButReason...

Can't keep going... just want to stop, I don't want to do this, cant I quit? Leave me be... let me go... birds have wings, so they can go... here I lie, shambles of myself... I look at it  and re...
Posted by [Lost] in this State of [Mind] on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 12:56:00 PST

NeverAlone..

Season 1 Finale:: Heroes "We dream of hope, we dream of change, of fire and love and death. And then it happens, the dreams become real. And the answers to this Quest, this need to solve life...
Posted by [Lost] in this State of [Mind] on Tue, 22 May 2007 10:37:00 PST

Acceptence..

"You can never really know someone completly. That's why it's the most terrifying thing in the world, really- taking someone on faith, hoping they'll take you on faith too. It's such a precarious bala...
Posted by [Lost] in this State of [Mind] on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 11:36:00 PST

TheTruthAboutTruthIs...

i know its totally random.. but then again, it is me.. so it works.. lol.. the truth about truth is.. truth hurts.. so we lie.. but the truth about lies is, that if the lies catch up with you.. they h...
Posted by [Lost] in this State of [Mind] on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 08:28:00 PST

WhataStart...

what a way to end 2006.. The same way i started it.. Sittin at home with family.. jup jup.. so while at home.. my aunt was sayin that however the new year finds you is how your gonna be spending the r...
Posted by [Lost] in this State of [Mind] on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 05:42:00 PST

HowTimeFliesInTheBlinkOfAnEye...

So today is my lil sisters bday.. i mean damn.. shes 13 today.. i member when she was born.. i swear it was like okok maybe a week ago.. haha.. but time flies.. espec when u make fun of ur siblings.. ...
Posted by [Lost] in this State of [Mind] on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 07:01:00 PST

LittleBlackBook

Guy: John Lennon said, "Life happenswhen you're busy making other plans." Gurl:Then he got shot. Guy: You just gotta live.Stop planning your moves.Let them happen....
Posted by [Lost] in this State of [Mind] on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 01:03:00 PST

ItsOnlyBeenOneSummer...

Oh man, i have come to the realization after this summer.. that i have not isolated myself completly, but enough from friends and what not, to the point that i dont know whats goin on with ne one ne m...
Posted by [Lost] in this State of [Mind] on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 10:29:00 PST