oh my god |
i lost my integrity.
my first reaction was to go burn myself in a eternity of flames.
I got to get away from sex.
Posted by Whacha on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
journal.. |
I got to be with him today, finally!
Him as in Paul, of course.
But my mind is so bad..
I want to talk to myself about it.
I want to figure it out.
I want to feel.
I, I, I.
I want Paul ...
Posted by Whacha on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
so. |
not feeling good anymore.
& today i just wanted to cry
& fall into arms that could wrap around me so i could feel like i was being burried.
i didn't want to be seen by the world.
i just want to ...
Posted by Whacha on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
paulo in arizona.. one day so far. |
i really, really miss paul.
i dont even want to wake up until he comes back..
wordsANDtheSTATE: sooooooooooo
PERDEDORA FELIX: SO!
wordsANDtheSTATE: my mum was talkign to your mum on teh phone on...
Posted by Whacha on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
oh my goooddd |
I haven't felt so
orgasmic before
I'm feeling so dizzy right now
I want him to touch me all over
& take me in..
Oh my god I want it so bad
After being on the phone with him until 3 in the mornin...
Posted by Whacha on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
& for once |
i dont feel so paranoid
& I feel beautiful..
Beautiful for this world..
'Cause this guy is gorgeous..
& treats me so good..
& yet, he isn't a pimp..
Ahhh..
I want him hereeee.
To kiss me& ma...
Posted by Whacha on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
hes so beautiful... |
& its driving me crazy because i want him so bad..
& i've got him world,
I'VE got him.
& only me..
'Cause hes so good to me.
That its driving me crazy.
*Knock on wood, but my other half is telli...
Posted by Whacha on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
to a broken heart |
to a bandaged heart.
by someone else.
who really likes me..
& accuallly said I looked beautiful..
even in my marching clothes.
ahhh.. (:
Posted by Whacha on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
i wanna cryyyyy... but with happiness of course, |
my heart is beating oh so fast!!
all i can think or say is
i'm the luckiest girl in the world.
Posted by Whacha on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
hrmph. |
You notice how somethings,
you really just cant tell?
I know the answers, I know the things I need to do..
To be, me.. In front of a crowd,
& to stay strong
& to be everything anyone can imagin...
Posted by Whacha on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
