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About Me

I look alive, I'm dead inside. My heart has holes and black blood flows. We'll do some drugs, we'll fall in love and get fucked up while the world just shrugs. With no thought logically. We're wondering the streets so aimlessly. I hate to see these kids just being put down so painlessly. And people say you dye your hair and wear tight jeans, that doesn't mean. That you can't scream, or like loud noise, you've got a choice, you have a voice. And just because you showed no love and hate on us you fucked our trust. Now watch we thrust this Knife Called Lust into my chest until it busts. -hollywood undead- ____________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________& hearts;I love italy♥
____________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________ "How frail the human heart must be- a mirrored pool of though. So deep and tremulous an instument of glass that it can either sing or weep." -Sylvia Plath ____________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________ ..
"There are some days when i think i'm going to die from an overdose of satisfaction." -Salvador Dali

My Interests

That's the problem with drinking, I thought, as I poured myself a drink. If something bad happens you drink in an attempt to forget ; if something good happens you drink in order to celebrate ; and if nothing happens you drink to make something happen. -Charles Bukowski

"I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when i am with you."

I have given away my heart and have no intention of ever getting it back. I have never been more happy than i am now. I never thought i could be as in love as i am now. I have an amazing boyfriend who is more loving and understanding, caring and thooughtful and all around amazing then i ever thought possible.

"Without art, the crudeness of reality would make the world unbearable." George Bernard Shaw

I'd like to meet:

____________________________________________________________ ________________________ "Religion is sort of like a life in your shoes. If it makes you feel better fine. Just dont ask me to wear your shoes." George Carlin ____________________________________________________________ ________________________

____________________________________________________________ ______________________________ "Boring damned people. All over the earth. Propagating more boring damned people. What a horror show. The earth swarmed with them.â€ *BUKOWSKI ____________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________

____________________________________________________________ __________"If you don't know what you want you end up with a lot of what you don't." Chuck Palahniuk ____________________________________________________________ __________________

Music:

the faint, interpol, Glassjaw, Black Heart Procession, the clash, ACDC, ryan adams, regina spektor, bob marley, aaron neville, 80's, hollywood undead, Atmosphere, postal sevice, Shiny Toy Guns, Louis Armstrong, drop dead genius, the sounds, Benny goodman, Queen, KMFDM, Depeche Mode, Ravonettes, tom petty

dogs die in hot cars, dean martin, the deathray davies, luxxury, mastadon, placebo, the thrills, death cab for cutie, linda rondstat, the editors, frank sinatra, stevie wonder, starship, murder city devils, the eagles, pretty much all classic rock, johnny cash, kill hannah, the beatles, elvis, michael buble, harry connick jr, Seriously... i love music!!

Movies:

eternal sunshine of a spotless mind..dead man on campus..twin falls idaho...Jaws...the goonies

moulin rouge..a clockwork orange..American History X..donnie darko..the usual suspects..nightmare before christmas.. American Psycho..SLC Punk!.. The Talented MrRipley..tombstone

elephant..the devil's arithmatic..the beach..Amelie..stealing beauty..fight club. jurassic park..top gun..center stage..dirty pictures..

..psycho..walk the line..national tresure..blow-up..roman holiday..the pianist..little miss sunshine..the pahntom of the opera..Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas..the raven..pleasantville

Television:

Twin Peaks, Band of Brothers, French in action, and good stuff on the history channel

Books:

Angry black white boy.A clockwork orange.Utopia.The guide to getting it on.Michelangelo and the pope's ceiling.Seven types of Ambiguity.

Judith Testa - Rome Is Love Spelled Backward...
Chuck Palahniuk; Survivor, Choke, Invisible Monsters, Lullaby, & Stranger Than Fiction :True Stories by Chuck Palahniuk

Stephen E. Ambrose - Band of Brothers : E Company, 506th Regiment, 101st Airborn...
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____________________________________ Works by Bukowski and Dave Eggers!!!

_________________________________________ The Honest Courtesan..Guns Germs and Steel..George Carlin..Midnight in the Garder of Good and Evil.. ________________________________________ Bret Easton Ellis;Lunar Park. American psycho, Rules of attraction..

Heroes:

the "DOUBLE D DAHLQUISTS"

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they made me.....

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My Blog

what one little seizure can do...

so my damn brain is still broken.... i only got to work for 3 weeks untill i blacked out and collapsed.. so now im back on medical leave :( the house is being fumigated tomorrow, so jason and i w...
Posted by ♥Lesssss♥ on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 10:01:00 PST

after 4 months...

it's been officially 4 months since my seizure. so 4 months since i've worked. and i am so ready to go back. i KNOW i am going back at the earliest on the 30th... i have a fantasmic shift! then a...
Posted by ♥Lesssss♥ on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 06:07:00 PST

XXX i suck XXX

i come home from work yesterday evinging to find my amazing boyfriend had made me cookies and dinner... and me... being the asshole i am... be a bitch and give hom shit because i purchased the cookies...
Posted by ♥Lesssss♥ on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 12:25:00 PST

UP-daTE

so life has been pretty great.... okay... well aside from being broken... and my body hating me and not sleeping and my shoulder still being fucked up.... being in love is great.... i couldnt be more...
Posted by ♥Lesssss♥ on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 12:31:00 PST

♥ .... ♥.... ♥

goddamnit, im all happy and stupid now! im in heart with him, and miss him when im gone for a few hours. it's lame! but he is so fuckin sweet i can't stand it... he is so cute i could kill myself. it'...
Posted by ♥Lesssss♥ on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 08:50:00 PST

down to the wire...

okay... time is running out.. he's supposed to leave on friday.. and he wants to stay. and, it's not that i DONT want him to stay... but... having him stay is so much more than that!!! yes, i feel tr...
Posted by ♥Lesssss♥ on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 07:53:00 PST

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ok, i know it's only been a day butt maybe im just not a relationship girl..... i mean really, im just not fuckin good at it! i dont want to cuddle.. i want my own side of the bed... i need privacy an...
Posted by ♥Lesssss♥ on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 08:32:00 PST

less than 19 days to go.....

Aloha Boy (jason) get's here on Tuesday, September 26th at 5:30am. And he's going to be here till the laste afternoon, Friday, October 15th!! We're going to leave for seattle on (hopefully) Wednesday&...
Posted by ♥Lesssss♥ on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 07:41:00 PST

oh THIS feeling....

i dont know what the fuck my problem is. there is a great guy who really likes me, who says nothing but the most amazing things to me ( how beautiful i am and how he just wishes he could be near me )...
Posted by ♥Lesssss♥ on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 02:21:00 PST

here i go.....

it's safe to consider any kind of social life i ever had officially over. my schedule is now so totaly fucking booked.. im going ot die from exhaustion...... monday-friday work 7-4, saturday work 12-6...
Posted by ♥Lesssss♥ on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 08:37:00 PST