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About Me

fuck this fucking ad!apparently i have lost my need for incoherent crap.
I HAVE NO USE FOR, NOR ANY CONCEPT WHAT-SO-EVER, OF TIME. no, i'm not crazy. i just don't think time, the way we measure it, is really all that significant to one's existance.
"love is the greatest thing a heart can know, but the hole that it leaves in it's abscene can make you feel so low..." (w. coyne)
buddha will protect us all
blessed zen
love
the war is just conservative agenda. and a big waste of time.
i also don't believe in the construct of "race" in society. white and black are all colors and the absence of color, respectively. they have nothing to do with ethnicity. or my skin tone. "i ain't no white boy..."
i also don't believe in all the differences between men and women. my dick's just a big clit, and your clit is just a tiny wee-wee. my balls are your ovaries. and your ovaries...you get the picture. it's just differences in hormones, and how we accept sexuality relating to ourselves.
which brings me to one point i can't stress enough...collective embryology. all us mamals start out as the same fucking embryo. this is scientific fact.
if any of these things don't make sense to you, please go fuck yourself on a rusty chainsaw.
♥ if you have the same lack of time structure, perhaps we should meet. ♥
people, please quit sending me your bodily meausurements, if you're gonna send numbers, let see some I.Q.'s... fucking things won't calm down. upside down and rightside up again. i don't know where i'm going or what i'm doing or if anything will change at all. i hope all is well for you and yours...

My Interests

freaky people of the fort collins area.

I'd like to meet:

sexy murderers who'll do me for free. local anarchists with the hope to stage some protests. i really wanna protest. i protested the war for years, some by working under-the-table, some by not having a car. let us all not purchase gas for one day, and at least test what influence we have on the market. if it crashes, then what? someday this snowy place is going to lead me to purchase a car, unless the market crashes.

i really want to meet people who TIP their movers. i've been doing this shit, as a service, for years. it's like having a pizza delivered, except it's every piece of shit you own delivered. please get the word out to your rich friends' grandmothers, your rich friends, your "back injury" friends, your "back surgery" friends, your "too lazy to move their own incredibly big chest of drawers, full of clothing and lead" friends, and everybody else you know... movers do not get paid enough to make the job worthwhile, UNLESS YOU TIP.

Music:

to my ears.

Movies:

net flix.

Television:

no more cable

Books:

i'm reading welding manuals, bike repair manuals, and other instructional literature. buddhist lit now too

Heroes:

is one of david bowie's greatest songs...

My Blog

familiar family

you'd figure in 29 years of life on this planet, i'd see something change. but i see so little change, and the change i do note is generally not favorable. things i didn't learn from my fa...
Posted by hey rick on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 09:50:00 PST

doing what?

um, a bunch of shit changed since the time i blogged last. i think i'm a buddhist, and i quit smoking cigarettes a month ago. i wanted to change my situation with the poverty line, but now it's ...
Posted by hey rick on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 01:27:00 PST

fucking non-tipping coloradans

i really want to meet people who TIP their movers. i've been doing this shit, as a service, for years. it's like having a pizza delivered, except it's every piece of shit you own, delivered. please ge...
Posted by hey rick on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 06:32:00 PST

what is up?

i just quit my job at wal-mart. sick of sucking on the corporate asshole... moving furniture again, to come up with the scratch to move back. i can't afford the flights back to ...
Posted by hey rick on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 10:55:00 PST

of bikes and men...

new grips - 0 dollarsnew tires - traded for xanexnew chain - 7 dollarsnew chainring - 21 dollarsnew freewheel - 7 dollarspaint job (soon) - 35 dollars ( 25 bucks for a back-up ride, strippin...
Posted by hey rick on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 01:55:00 PST

old schools / old fools

i love flying. there's something so neutralizing about a reminder of your own mortality. then, you get off the plane, visit with friends, and sometimes it feels like no time has sepa...
Posted by hey rick on Fri, 27 Jan 2006 10:43:00 PST

therapy, sobriety, anxiety

things are slightly more promising. i've logged 90 miles or so on my bike in the past week and a half... therapy session 2 went well... sobriety isn't taking the toll on my mind i th...
Posted by hey rick on Mon, 10 Oct 2005 01:14:00 PST

been a while, has it not?

this is the first time i've left the appartment in 24 days. i put my life on hold for a minute. i came out to seek a therapist. not proud of that, but it's time for a decision to be made. i'd disa...
Posted by hey rick on Tue, 30 Aug 2005 02:42:00 PST

i find this sort of annoying...

. You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.Suicide100%Posion67%Bomb47%Stabbed40%Suffocated33%Ac cident33%Guns...
Posted by hey rick on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i'm so fucking bored right now...

i'm sitting around, contemplating colorado. and i feel as though my head's gonna explode!!!
Posted by hey rick on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST