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Extended Network Banners from MySpace Editor .What's going on ya'll?? Thanks for stopping by my page. Feel free to roam around.It is pertinent that you stop by my page frequently if you really want to get to know the real me because I change my page constantly.I guess I should just start out with the basics about myself...I'm vertically challenged at a staggering 5'3 AND A HALF". I'm an Irish girl...red hair, green eyes, fair skin. I'm thick. I am a true Southern Girl who believes in taking care of her man to the fullest. I love to cook, clean, write, read, drink with my friends, do sudoku, word searches and jigsaw puzzles. I like to shop. I love all types of food...especially Thai and Sushi. I love to laugh. I'm a texting addict. My latest love is my blackberry curve. I love animals. I live alone in an apartment, it's not much..but it's mine. I am currently car shopping since my car was stolen by Teron Southern on December 8, 2007. I have a job...I don't exactly love it...but it's a job to tie me over for a little while. I am opinionated, sarcastic, goofy, emotional, eclectic, creative, talented, and absolutely amazing. If you can handle that so far, then you should know what to do...
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My Interests

Arts (film, photography, painting, writing, plays, musicals), animals, cars, marine archaeological biology, and health issues.

I'd like to meet:

I want to meet someone who can motivate me. Someone who can see past my pain and sincerely want to take the time to get to know the real me. Someone who has a hammer and is ready to beat away at the brick wall I've spent so much time building. I want to meet someone who is open minded. Someone who can make me laugh. Someone who can see through my fake smiles. Someone who means what they say and who says what they mean. Someone who doesn't judge me. And most importantly, someone who doesn't have any fucking baby mama drama!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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PAY ATTENTION**VERY IMPORTANT READ!!** LIKES: 1.) Long Hair 2.) Dimples 3.) Broad Shoulders 4.) White Teeth 5.) Man That Smells Fresh 6.) Soft Skin 7.) Left Handed 8.) Taller Than Me 9.) AccentDISLIKES: 1.) Doo-Rags 2.) Gold Fronts 3.) Saggy, Baggy Britches 4.) No Gang Slang 5.) Baby Mamas! 6.) Drugs!

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Television:

House, The L Word, The Real World: Sydney, Wheel Of Fortune, Family Feud, Sunday and Monday night Football! I Love New York, Cops, 'Til Death, News

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My Blog

My Depression Continues

So, I'm here tonight. My depression seems to be growing more and more every day. Everything in my life right now is a total wreck. Everything is horrible. It's very difficult to find the good, positiv...
Posted by Lost Hope on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 11:51:00 PST

I Want To Give Up....But I Just Can’t

I have been very depressed and burdened lately. Ever since I got beat up and my car and all my money got stolen, I've been having a VERY hard time. I feel like I've lost a loved one...like I'm going t...
Posted by Lost Hope on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 03:42:00 PST

Teron Southern Update

So I've recently found out a LOT of information regarding my stolen money and car so I felt the overwhelming urge to post it for public view. His name: Teron Southern: Age: Unknown. He told me 23 but...
Posted by Lost Hope on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 05:38:00 PST

Fuck You! And You! And You!

All my life I've lived by the stupid ass belief that you treat people the way you want to be treated. NEVER have I hit someone. NEVER have I raped someone! NEVER have I stolen from someone! I sit here...
Posted by Lost Hope on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 09:53:00 PST

Plain Jane

I know it is my own fault that I'm crying this ocean of tears tonight. I just wanted so desperately to believe him. I wanted so desperately to believe that this exotically gorgeous man, perfect in eve...
Posted by Lost Hope on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 05:32:00 PST

What I See

I don't even know where to begin right now. I hurt. Go figure. You know, I have tried everything I can to "be positive", to "stay up" to "hold it down" and I have failed miserably. Every day I feel my...
Posted by Lost Hope on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 02:30:00 PST

I’m Sorry

Sitting here tonight and I want to write but I can't. Truth is, I am so miserable that I can't even munder up the words to express all this pain. I'm simply slumped over in my chair, in too much pain ...
Posted by Lost Hope on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 08:44:00 PST

Nobody...Not Really

Who really cares?When I talk?What I feel?What I say?Nobody, not reallyWho wants to takeThe time to understand?I would likeSomeone to heal me with some empathyBut I can't findNobody, not reallyMaybe I'...
Posted by Lost Hope on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 02:31:00 PST

I Am Alone

The days are passing quickly. I guess because I've actually been keeping myself busy. I just realized something though. Soon...I won't be "needed". And I will not know my purpose...come to think of it...
Posted by Lost Hope on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 10:34:00 PST

Is Patience A Virtue?

You know, when I had things "together", I felt as though everyone took advantage of me. I still harbour some ill feelings towards a number of people. I helped out a LOT of people when I had my shit in...
Posted by Lost Hope on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 11:24:00 PST