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I box myself in with walls made of fears,
Absorbing your threats through bleeding ears.
Separation from nothing that never holds true,
As I sink to the bottom on behalf of you.
Far beyond broken to ignore what I lack.
Worried and alone as all love I retract.
A fire that eats away at my heart,
When you fuel the rejection that sets me apart.
I can wish on the stars or pray to the sky,
Yet the hate ferments with each useless try.
Not worthy of debate to see me for me,
Neither loving or hating me passionately.
Rules clawed in stone that youÂ’re proud to follow.
Knowing IÂ’m building my way to a painful tomorrow.
A waste of a brain to hope for a change,
Fore you fall in line with priorities arranged.
No one is different to guide me aside,
As they turn their backs with disgust to hide.
IÂ’m much too warped for anyone to need.
Scaring you away with fingers that bleed.
Respecting your person yet sealing my fate.
Too young to enjoy, too depressed to relate.
I could be happy if someone would listen.
Ignoring my pleas and tears that glisten..
Gender: Male
Interested in Meeting People for: Friends
Status: Single
Age: 18
Occupation: punk ska r0cker.. killer din minsan..
Location: Philippines
Hometown: the church underground hell
Hobbies and Interests: sound tripping.. watching the sunset.. makinig sa Nu107..
Affiliations: UPpunks, samahan ng mga tambay sa recto
Companies: Microsoft.. un lng
Schools: University of the Philippines
Favorite Music:emo, screamo, emocore, punk, grind/metalc0re, postHardcore -- [kill hiph0p] i
Favorite Books: noli, el fili, mass,
Favorite TV Shows: riddles of the dead, sponge b0b, techtv
Favorite Movies: contact, cast away, the hulk, diablo, inner senses, exorcist, shrek1, 2, the terminal, feng sui, a shark's tale, texas chainsaw massacre.. bwahahaha!
About Me: All of my days spent erasing,
caricatures of all my time.
In retrospect, Im always caring,
tho its apparent, Ive lost my mind.o yan,, may pagka-emo... emopunk =,p
Who I Want to Meet: huh? parang ikaw!
ei my friendster account! click
add me! [email protected]
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