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SISI

"You don't even know!"

About Me

One time I dreamed of my life at the lowest point, prompting immediate personal change. On another day, a dream so clear of what appeared to be my finest hour, opening my eyes to all the possibilities awaiting. I can only explain this dream as an intense serious situation wearing a red suit, and behind my chair stood many faces holding different items of which I know not. I could feel those who cherish all that I am nearby, but I never stopped to witness who all offered undying support. The only people seen in this dream were my little brother and sister who looked so strong. Stronger than I ever remembered. My gaze straight ahead at a table full of people wearing black smocks. The dream cuts to getting out of a car, walking up to a hotel suite greeted by a worried mother who says, “How did it go?” With a controlled grace I began to speak, and before I uttered a word I awoke.I chase this dream. I was not scared; but honored. So, I wonder whether I’m on the right path toward this moment. Or, does this just mean something else?

My Interests

The one thing I've learned is to live life without regret. I do not dream to be the old lady on the front porch who thinks of all the things she let pass her by; instead, I want to be the one who grins at each passing thought. I live!In the matters of the heart, no experiences of love unless from family or the God I believe in ever so much. Feelings of deep I have felt a few times never on a majority of things…one or two maybe. Do I want this love I hear so much about? I think, “Sure! Why not? Absolutely! Hell no! Forget about it!“ I ponder not, showing absolute uncertainty. It easier to compose yourself when mistakes are made…you get mad, say a few words all because you know it is not right or, you just feel like proving how far someone will go. What do I do when I know it’s right? This I don’t know. This is in WIP (Work In Progress) status. If I know like I think I know me…I’ll totally run away. So scary. Sweet!.

I'd like to meet:

The man in the bible who bragged of all he owned. This night his life God demanded immediately. I would ask of him, "What were you thinking?" "Why would you not share with those who had less?" "What do you feel right now?" As my ears interview his words, I wonder in what we share.I cannot forget about you. I don't know who you are you...Yeah I'm talking to you. The front porch gentleman...the mystery. I'll try not to cause a fight, causing the silent steps. If I do...please chase me down. I have no idea. I will really need you.

Music:

Check out my playlist!

Movies:

Comedy and action are the greatest. I love movies where an assasin gets busy on the world...Why? I know there are a small group of soldiers' out there with no name doing our dirty work. Awesome! Comedy is simple I love to laugh until I cannot breathe...I really do stop breathing for a short moment. This is when everyone needs to calm down, helping me get together. Serious! If you think I'm playing laugh with me sometime.

Television:

Project Runway!!!

Books:

I don't read serious books any longer. Period! I gave it my all Undergrad/Grad. You people out there reading a book a week, like my little brother...So!Life is to short to suffocate with Oprah's book club. Fashion magazines/books is how I get down.

Heroes:

Anyone who thinks not of the consequence of losing their own life,to put yourself last is difficult. You have to be chosen by the highest power for these duties...It is a calling. Also, the people in a crowded room who manage to set themselves apart from the rest I commend/salute your savage personality. You save lives. You really do. Your my hero!Fantasia Free Yourself .. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com